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Random MSN Gibberings XCVI - A bit of Neil Diamond as well I reckon

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I usually snort half and swallow half my dose..

Yeah 10mgs may be underwhelming, but definitely better to be underwhelmed and dose up next time than overdose. Ahh oxy. Too fucking seductive.

Nearly 6am and not slept :|
 
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Monrin all and especially Effie, if you haven't managed to drop off just yet.

The sun is shinning here so gonna be getting out for a quick walk with the hound this morn, bit of Neil Diamond as well I reckon.

Hope you have a good'un:)
 
Haha nice title :D

Morning atm <3 no sleep yet, debating the merits of trying to get a few hours now or drinking a shitload of coffee and powering through.. enjoy your sunny walk! Lush here too actually :)
 
Morning smorning. Effie, I though you were going to bed early last night? What happenend?
 
^ Good luck! Not sure what happened. Insomnia :| caught up on my bluelighting, anyway.. going to power through then have an afternoon nap I think.

Lou, good morning to you! :) <3
 
wassup guys

looks like the BDD people are moving other into EADD eh =D

PS. am I allowed to make threads about drug legality here?
 
Morning all... Ive got a sore head ( hangover) I dont usually drink and this is the reason why.. I feel like I have a brick where my brain is supposed to be.

Why was the mental health thread closed..?

I wanted to respond to your post Marmalade.. I hope its ok to do so here... if not delete it modsters if you want

Originally Posted by YellowPolkaDotHalo
I think you're from the same generation as me atm judging by your references etc. We grew up with more defined gender boundaries.. It looks to me that the generation sprouting up have different ideas about gender but its all a bit chaotic. I wonder if its contributing to feelings of anomie and depression. People appear to be having these existential Crises's all over the shop because, perhaps, they dont know who they are and what their roles are meant to be in society and the family.

I don't disagree with some of what you've observed here, but the negatives you mention, such as depression and existential crises are par of the course of discovering personal identity imo, and a valuable process to the individual
a bit chaotic? maybe ... chaos brings confusion, after all (thank you Sir Thurston of Moore) ... and next is the truth etc etc

what do you mean by 'meant to be in society and the family' tho?

especially interested in the meant to be bit? because that sounds personally crippling to me, and some form of opposition to everything I am, or want to be free to be. I'm aware that last phrase sounds wanky, but i can't think of a better or more efficient phrase at the moment.


lol I just realised that I cant write now.. I feel so pukey.. It was an inspiring response though Marmz.. (annoying that youve inspired me though!! :/ )
Permission to write a bit more on the subject later if thats ok..
I really pray that out of all this chaos some kind of new 'order will emerge and this rage and depression storm will pass over and people will be more at peace with themselves and who they are.

atm.. I'm sure I'd like to respond to your post too but I havn't read it fully yet me darlin'
 
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I'll never forget the night a mate of mine, and also a BL'r. Had a combo comparable to a speedball, pretty sure it was opium wine and a few lines of Q Dance and Speed got threw in there for the fun of it. We all know how speed seems to keep you going even after you passed out. Well we had a nodding victim, filled with the above trying to get up and walk about the place, do various things. But EVERY single time they just nodded out and collapsed/fell/nodded out standing into every object about the room. Many glasses/bottles were broken that night as a result.

And there was no stopping them, the Q Dances had them apologising, only for seconds later for them to nod out and the speed get them wanting to move about again. Was a never ending cycle. Looked like one of those really fucked up but great combos.
 
Mr Smokes Blunts. said:
I've heard they're good, but it's more fun to use the white then the brown?
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That's what I've always thought. Hence why I never bothered doing both together.

+ Another reason for speedballing is that I won't need to use multiple times.

Just the one hit (hopefully), thus preserving myself a bit more and avoiding marks etc on my arms.

Can't turn up to work looking like a junkie! 8(
 
Cornishman said:
That's what I've always thought. Hence why I never bothered doing both together.

+ Another reason for speedballing is that I won't need to use multiple times.

Just the one hit (hopefully), thus preserving myself a bit more and avoiding marks etc on my arms.

Can't turn up to work looking like a junkie! 8(
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I can't see 1-2 hours of being high as being satisfactory really, can you? I reckon you'll end up speed balling the night away, I would.
 
Don't say that, lol.
Surely getting high for an hour or two is better than not getting high at all?

I gotta set clear boundaries and stick to them.

Work is my no 1 priority and I can't be having a single pin mark on my arms. No way.
 
Cornishman said:
Don't say that, lol.
Surely getting high for an hour or two is better than not getting high at all?

I gotta set clear boundaries and stick to them.

Work is my no 1 priority and I can't be having a single pin mark on my arms. No way.
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Yeah I understand the priority not to come in covered in marks and stuff! Couldn't you inject somewhere else, or even use another ROA? Then you could finish with one injection to top the night off or something?

If you can stick to only getting high for an hour or two then that's great, do it :)
 
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Debating whether to try a proper speedball tonight.

I figure it'll be fine if I only do it once.
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Preaching to the converted maybe, but it's a horrible road to go down, potentially. Some people just stop taking the brown on its own completely once they take up that shite.

It'll be a year come this late summer / early autumn that a friend (alright, scoring buddy) who was constantly overdoing it with the speedballs turned blue for the very last time. If it hadn't been the fact that he lived with his mother (who was a nurse) he would've been gone long before that.

Can't call him a mate - we drank together, jammed together, took smack and crack together, I had a bit of fun with his girlfriend when he wasn't looking (nice arse, P**** - wouldn't mind another grope or two - get in touch, yeah? x), and he stole the odd bit of medication from me and used me for cash once or twice... y'know, the usual 'friends' you make on the heroin scene.

Your choice, but be extremely careful if you do.
 
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