It has been a rough year. I cannot
possibly overstate that. But the
worst day has to be June 22nd.
I walked in to the accident &
casualty section of the hospital
and asked my uncle, who was
standing at the door, where he was
recuperating. His face however,
conveyed a message I hadn't ever
imagined. The unthinkable. I was
crushed.
Naively, or perhaps hopefully, the
very real possibility of a fatal
overdose had never occurred to
me.
My brother, my shelter, my source
of inspiration, my one man
cheering squad. As a child I
yearned to be like you... to do the
things you did. I'm lost. It's hard
to picture life without you in it.
Debilitating sloth, utter
disbelief,nights of no sleep... This
sort of sums up what the last
month has been like. 6 days ago you'd have turned 26.
Life doesn't seem worth much.
Your reassuring voice, your
infectious laugh. How I wish you
could come back. Or at the very
least that I can get a chance to
say goodbye. I miss you terribly.
You live forever in my mind and
my heart.
possibly overstate that. But the
worst day has to be June 22nd.
I walked in to the accident &
casualty section of the hospital
and asked my uncle, who was
standing at the door, where he was
recuperating. His face however,
conveyed a message I hadn't ever
imagined. The unthinkable. I was
crushed.
Naively, or perhaps hopefully, the
very real possibility of a fatal
overdose had never occurred to
me.
My brother, my shelter, my source
of inspiration, my one man
cheering squad. As a child I
yearned to be like you... to do the
things you did. I'm lost. It's hard
to picture life without you in it.
Debilitating sloth, utter
disbelief,nights of no sleep... This
sort of sums up what the last
month has been like. 6 days ago you'd have turned 26.
Life doesn't seem worth much.
Your reassuring voice, your
infectious laugh. How I wish you
could come back. Or at the very
least that I can get a chance to
say goodbye. I miss you terribly.
You live forever in my mind and
my heart.
Lav1nd3r 
