lestahb
Bluelighter
So I quit smoking. I'm taking champix (chantix in the USA) and it really helps. Cigarettes were my last crutch. When I went to rehab for meth, they said that I would know when I would be ready to quit smoking, and to not try to do it all at once. I latched on to that idea...
I've been clean from meth for 5 years now (on Sept 1), and I had my last smoke 3 weeks ago. I kind of feel like I'm becoming a different person. The old me was chock full of bad habits, now I have coffee. And coffee is so socially acceptable. I was at my nephews baptism and I was thinking, man this is lasting so long, but really it is that I would normally take off for a smoke or six, and miss half of it.
I honestly feel ridiculous with how respectable I am becoming, as I was always a little on the outside.
Anyways, my point was that though Champix works wonders, I am still struggling a little. Champix makes smoking gross, and it made stopping pretty easy. The side effects suck, but how can I really whine about being nauseous and exhausted when the side effects of smoking are cancer and more cancer.
Although, I have noticed a slight improvement in my mood. Like its combining with my anti-depressant and making me happier.
After 3 weeks though, I am craving a cigarette. Not physically, just the action. I'm trying to distract myself, but quitting smoking, even with the pills is hard. Because it is such a part of my life. I'm trying to change habits, like where I eat my lunch, but even the morning is hard. I usually put on coffee, then go outside and smoke. I went outside this morning. I sat down this morning and was looking around for my smokes, and then I remembered that I quit. I'm getting a little frustrated.
Any tips out there to help me through it?
I've been clean from meth for 5 years now (on Sept 1), and I had my last smoke 3 weeks ago. I kind of feel like I'm becoming a different person. The old me was chock full of bad habits, now I have coffee. And coffee is so socially acceptable. I was at my nephews baptism and I was thinking, man this is lasting so long, but really it is that I would normally take off for a smoke or six, and miss half of it.
I honestly feel ridiculous with how respectable I am becoming, as I was always a little on the outside.
Anyways, my point was that though Champix works wonders, I am still struggling a little. Champix makes smoking gross, and it made stopping pretty easy. The side effects suck, but how can I really whine about being nauseous and exhausted when the side effects of smoking are cancer and more cancer.
Although, I have noticed a slight improvement in my mood. Like its combining with my anti-depressant and making me happier.
After 3 weeks though, I am craving a cigarette. Not physically, just the action. I'm trying to distract myself, but quitting smoking, even with the pills is hard. Because it is such a part of my life. I'm trying to change habits, like where I eat my lunch, but even the morning is hard. I usually put on coffee, then go outside and smoke. I went outside this morning. I sat down this morning and was looking around for my smokes, and then I remembered that I quit. I'm getting a little frustrated.
Any tips out there to help me through it?