I am a 30 year old man and have been smoking up every day for about 4 years. I just went out of town for 8 days to work and didn't smoke at all. Aside from the occasional nightmare and the occasional sleeping troubles (I'm not even a great sleeper when high) it was completely fine I even had way more energy and motivation. I did take an otc sleeping medication every night because I was paranoid about sleeping.
I have been usually smoking shatter usually about 2 grams a week. I thought I would have a lot more trouble than I did as I've felt pretty anxious sometimes when not having it available. Tonight I came home and since I had some laying around (I know this was a mistake) and smoked it. Since I've felt I've had a lot more energy and motivation the past week I took out a black garbage bag and smashed my bongs, threw out all my lighters and torches etc.
Any advice on staying motivated? I wish I hadn't smoked today. Part of me feels like I've had the opportunity to experience life as a stoner, it's time for me to move onto the next chapter. I'm tired of spending all the money on it although I have really enjoyed it, spending $400 a month on weed is beginning to seem irrational to me. I'm also tired of having to make sketchy deals to buy in other countries just because I get too paranoid about having it to go without. Example: Mexico , buying from sketchy people in the states when on vacation there.
I also should mention that I've kicked fentanyl before after having a 6 month addiction that nearly destroyed my life after repeatedly being offered it from a co-worker for free as "oxycodone" that stuff is a killer, most addictive euphoric thing I've ever felt. But tolerance builds like crazy and withdrawals are crippling and set in unbelievably fast. After kicking that I feel like I could do anything but weed was also the crutch that got me out of that.
Anyways any advice for any vitamins and supplements would be appreciated. I also appreciate ideas on how to stay motivated as I tend to convince myself that marijuana isn't a big deal after a while
I have been usually smoking shatter usually about 2 grams a week. I thought I would have a lot more trouble than I did as I've felt pretty anxious sometimes when not having it available. Tonight I came home and since I had some laying around (I know this was a mistake) and smoked it. Since I've felt I've had a lot more energy and motivation the past week I took out a black garbage bag and smashed my bongs, threw out all my lighters and torches etc.
Any advice on staying motivated? I wish I hadn't smoked today. Part of me feels like I've had the opportunity to experience life as a stoner, it's time for me to move onto the next chapter. I'm tired of spending all the money on it although I have really enjoyed it, spending $400 a month on weed is beginning to seem irrational to me. I'm also tired of having to make sketchy deals to buy in other countries just because I get too paranoid about having it to go without. Example: Mexico , buying from sketchy people in the states when on vacation there.
I also should mention that I've kicked fentanyl before after having a 6 month addiction that nearly destroyed my life after repeatedly being offered it from a co-worker for free as "oxycodone" that stuff is a killer, most addictive euphoric thing I've ever felt. But tolerance builds like crazy and withdrawals are crippling and set in unbelievably fast. After kicking that I feel like I could do anything but weed was also the crutch that got me out of that.
Anyways any advice for any vitamins and supplements would be appreciated. I also appreciate ideas on how to stay motivated as I tend to convince myself that marijuana isn't a big deal after a while
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