Bluecheese51
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 18, 2020
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Hey yall. I've browsed this site for yeeeears now but just now made an account because I need some advice. I've been dabbling with meth for maybe 3 and a half years now. My ROA is insufflation(I think thats spelled correctly?) But im not a stranger to smoking from time to time. Nobody but those ive used with and my hookup know about my problem. I dont use daily and never have, usually just 2-3 days on with about 5-7 days off and the most ill spend is 60 bucks. Maybe this is an addict thing to say but I feel like I'm a high functioning user, which is why I want to get rid of this vermin. I was clean for roughly 6 months up until this whole covid bullshit started shaking things up and I had a relapse in early January. Things have really been looking up for me and I'm terrified that I'll ruin it all. I know there's no quick fix to addiction, but for those of you who have succeeded in getting and staying clean I'd really appreciate any advice that made a difference for you. What did you tell yourself every day. How did you keep from picking up a dose when the only thing urging you to do so, wasn't craving, but that skewed inner voice telling you its just as okay as sneaking another cookie out of the jar