purification

[drea]

blindly i wait for the rage to come
wash me away to something else
the truth will arrive
and i will expire
while this urge in my blood burns pure
haunting you deep inside of your bones
ill insight tremors of helplessness
i want to look into those eyes
scratch them out with my glare
bring to you what you graciously brought to me
can you feel this helpless
controlled by a person you cannot see
no human, no spirit
simply being blindly driven
your thoughts are consumed by obsession
starve it
break it down
ill be smaller, and faster
ill have power, and control
myself,i cannot purify
i have temporary release
a millisecond of happiness
until the urge strikes back again
its bringing me down
my bones, they ache
to soothe this throat,,to break this power
its nothing but pure necessity
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::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to beleive/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::

 

[cherub]

I really hope you resolve that anger inside.
IT can break you down and tear you apart.
Love yourself frist and then work from there. I wish you the best.
A very powerful poem!
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen