Benzo_Bliss
Bluelighter
I take methadone everyday and have scripts for diazepam10mg the blues and alprazolam 0.5mg 4 times daily, but I just stock pile the 0.5mg and take bars instead.
I love the euphoria I get from it, a lot of people don't think methadone is that euphoria, but a couple Xanax bars and 2 Clonidine with my dose I'll be nodding feeling good, vaping my juul and recently got a THC juul pod cartitrage, which I'm loving it.
So my methadone dr told me i would be able to get carries if I pissed cleaned and been doing the program for 8 weeks which I have been, he also prescribes me alprazolam daily too, but now the 8 weeks past and today I pissed cleaned only methadone and benzos in my system.
He tells me I have to be off the benzos now or have a report of why I should be on them an my psychatrist of 3 years retired and I just got a new family doctor, to get carries when he first told me its fine if I'm on a controlled dose of them, I have GAD,PTSD, panic attacks and adhd which i use 3-fpm for that and it doesn't show up on any tests.
I've been on benzos prescribed and illegally purchasing them for 3.5 years had 4 seizures from withdrawals which isn't fun.
I don't know the opioid blocking dose with methadone is some say 60-100+, after my once weekly piss test ,i take diluadids intarnasally around 6-8mg and have no blockage of euphoria what's so ever.
Before methadone I was on suboxone but that shit is garbage it made me very ill and I went cold turkey off it and I took about a month, but nothing is worse then benzo or alcohol withdrawal I'll tell you that, I know methadone has a lengthy withdrawal too but, I'm not to worried about it.
I'm just getting annoyed that I want my carries like I was told I would be getting, it's starting to effect me getting a job.
Do you think the Doctor would be opened to dispense the alprazolam daily to me at the pharmacy so he knows I took the right dose, and I can have my methadone carries.
I love the euphoria I get from it, a lot of people don't think methadone is that euphoria, but a couple Xanax bars and 2 Clonidine with my dose I'll be nodding feeling good, vaping my juul and recently got a THC juul pod cartitrage, which I'm loving it.
So my methadone dr told me i would be able to get carries if I pissed cleaned and been doing the program for 8 weeks which I have been, he also prescribes me alprazolam daily too, but now the 8 weeks past and today I pissed cleaned only methadone and benzos in my system.
He tells me I have to be off the benzos now or have a report of why I should be on them an my psychatrist of 3 years retired and I just got a new family doctor, to get carries when he first told me its fine if I'm on a controlled dose of them, I have GAD,PTSD, panic attacks and adhd which i use 3-fpm for that and it doesn't show up on any tests.
I've been on benzos prescribed and illegally purchasing them for 3.5 years had 4 seizures from withdrawals which isn't fun.
I don't know the opioid blocking dose with methadone is some say 60-100+, after my once weekly piss test ,i take diluadids intarnasally around 6-8mg and have no blockage of euphoria what's so ever.
Before methadone I was on suboxone but that shit is garbage it made me very ill and I went cold turkey off it and I took about a month, but nothing is worse then benzo or alcohol withdrawal I'll tell you that, I know methadone has a lengthy withdrawal too but, I'm not to worried about it.
I'm just getting annoyed that I want my carries like I was told I would be getting, it's starting to effect me getting a job.
Do you think the Doctor would be opened to dispense the alprazolam daily to me at the pharmacy so he knows I took the right dose, and I can have my methadone carries.