So I waited over 20 hours and more importantly I waited till I was pretty sick. I started dosing 2mg suboxones. I did my first one and felt nothing after 45 minutes. I took more, 2mg at a time, till the total of 8mg. After the last one I took a shower and was feeling worse.
About one hour after taking the last 2mg suboxone I got the worst withdrawal of my life, I clearly put myself into precipitated withdrawl. I was puking, it was horiable. I called my guy and got H (ECP), I did a lot and felt a little relief, I took more and more. I ended up taking what would be normal about 2 days worth within an hour. I didn't get a rush and I don't feel high. That was about 2 hours ago. I don't feel high, I don't feel sick, but could feel better, my pupils are normal size.
Could some one explain what is going on right now. Have I inducted to suboxone and just have H floating around? can I continue with the Suboxone? do I need to wait anther 24 hours till I feel very sick to try again?
I have plenty of Suboxone and just want to get back on that and off the H but it seems to be so hard for me. any suggestions on how to proceed would be greatly appreciated. I have done tons of searches and read just about every thread that relates to this but can't seem to find an answer.
So my questions are what is going on in my brain right now? why don't I feel well? and most importantly what is my best course of action to get back on the suboxone from where I am right now?
Thank you.
About one hour after taking the last 2mg suboxone I got the worst withdrawal of my life, I clearly put myself into precipitated withdrawl. I was puking, it was horiable. I called my guy and got H (ECP), I did a lot and felt a little relief, I took more and more. I ended up taking what would be normal about 2 days worth within an hour. I didn't get a rush and I don't feel high. That was about 2 hours ago. I don't feel high, I don't feel sick, but could feel better, my pupils are normal size.
Could some one explain what is going on right now. Have I inducted to suboxone and just have H floating around? can I continue with the Suboxone? do I need to wait anther 24 hours till I feel very sick to try again?
I have plenty of Suboxone and just want to get back on that and off the H but it seems to be so hard for me. any suggestions on how to proceed would be greatly appreciated. I have done tons of searches and read just about every thread that relates to this but can't seem to find an answer.
So my questions are what is going on in my brain right now? why don't I feel well? and most importantly what is my best course of action to get back on the suboxone from where I am right now?
Thank you.