Chemical Wizard
Bluelighter
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- Nov 15, 2008
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So I've already had to delete this post a couple times due to the fuckin tweeky nature of this overdose,and because of jsut wanting to make this a coherent post for the wonderful people in Other drugs to read:
So my bottom line is I broke several of the basic rules of safe responsible drug use:
first of all, you are a guinea pig when you take RCs, which everyone is acutely aware of, but even people like me who likes to think of himself as knowing a thing or two about drugs, can get themselves in to deep, and it's pretty fucked up when it happens, so here's my list of big no-no's that I somehow forgot all about:
-taking research chemicals is inherently unsafe for it's own obvious reasons....
-taking MDMA that I knew was not MDMA and was in fact totally obscure stimulants
-being aware of the fact that mixing two stimulants is hard on the heart, and proceding to mix unresearched phenethylamine stimulant psychedelics with an unknown cocktail of "reallly really strong speed"...
-NOT WEIGHING A DRUG WITH A MG SCALE, and eyeballin the doses, and mixing it with a stimulating psychedelic drug is a quick way to become the mayor of panic attack city...and holy fuck am I ever tweekin' out right now.
-MIXING DRUGS BEFORE YOU'RE INTIMATELY comfortable with each drug on it's own.
-remember, you're not invincible, and this kind of irresponsible drug us with unknown drugs is fuel for the war on drugs.
So....I'm not having a serious overdose.....hopefully......who knows how my heart is going to be after this...it's actually hard to tell whats going on with my blood pressure and it's hard to take my pulse....i'm really in desperate need of a benzo though. Even writing this post has been such a scatter brained tweeky adventure. I feel like i've been working on it for a whole hour now and the manic obsissive compulsiveness is making it hard to stop deleting and rewriting.....
So my bottom line is I broke several of the basic rules of safe responsible drug use:
first of all, you are a guinea pig when you take RCs, which everyone is acutely aware of, but even people like me who likes to think of himself as knowing a thing or two about drugs, can get themselves in to deep, and it's pretty fucked up when it happens, so here's my list of big no-no's that I somehow forgot all about:
-taking research chemicals is inherently unsafe for it's own obvious reasons....
-taking MDMA that I knew was not MDMA and was in fact totally obscure stimulants
-being aware of the fact that mixing two stimulants is hard on the heart, and proceding to mix unresearched phenethylamine stimulant psychedelics with an unknown cocktail of "reallly really strong speed"...
-NOT WEIGHING A DRUG WITH A MG SCALE, and eyeballin the doses, and mixing it with a stimulating psychedelic drug is a quick way to become the mayor of panic attack city...and holy fuck am I ever tweekin' out right now.
-MIXING DRUGS BEFORE YOU'RE INTIMATELY comfortable with each drug on it's own.
-remember, you're not invincible, and this kind of irresponsible drug us with unknown drugs is fuel for the war on drugs.
So....I'm not having a serious overdose.....hopefully......who knows how my heart is going to be after this...it's actually hard to tell whats going on with my blood pressure and it's hard to take my pulse....i'm really in desperate need of a benzo though. Even writing this post has been such a scatter brained tweeky adventure. I feel like i've been working on it for a whole hour now and the manic obsissive compulsiveness is making it hard to stop deleting and rewriting.....
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