Sofuckedrn
Greenlighter
It’s 8:08 am right now,I’m five months pregnant,
And I haven’t slept in two days from trying to quit cold turkey. I broke down this evening and did a shot and now I can’t sleep from the guilt. Detox centers won’t take me because I’m a liability. It seems my only option is methadone clinic which I really really don’t want to do. I missed my last two obgyn app. Because I knew I would fail the drug test and would be reported to ocs. I’ve never been on a site like this, I came in hope , basically begging for someone who has tapered down from heroin at home to help me. I do about a half a gram a day sometimes a little more. I can’t take suboxone because my body has an adverse reaction. As far as the will power I have someone who will be administering it. Please anyone who can help this is the only place I can not feel judged and I’m scared.
And I haven’t slept in two days from trying to quit cold turkey. I broke down this evening and did a shot and now I can’t sleep from the guilt. Detox centers won’t take me because I’m a liability. It seems my only option is methadone clinic which I really really don’t want to do. I missed my last two obgyn app. Because I knew I would fail the drug test and would be reported to ocs. I’ve never been on a site like this, I came in hope , basically begging for someone who has tapered down from heroin at home to help me. I do about a half a gram a day sometimes a little more. I can’t take suboxone because my body has an adverse reaction. As far as the will power I have someone who will be administering it. Please anyone who can help this is the only place I can not feel judged and I’m scared.