Hi all. Looking for some help dealing with Phenibut withdrawal.
I've seen a lot of posts about people who take this stuff daily, but less for withdrawal from long-term use for 1-2x a week, so I'm looking for anyone who's been through something similar.
I've kept a log to see what's going on / so I can really evaluate everything (yeah I know OCD but it's so I can track what to do/what works/what doesn't 8)).
Background/How This Happened
This Past Week - What's Happened
Quick TL;DR
My Current Support: Dosing 30mg L-Theanine every 2-3 hours, along with 25mg Dimenhydrinate (Gravol) every 2 hours. I don't want to add in other drugs like Balcofen, Neurotonin, etc.etc.
So to the guys and gals who've been through this:
1. It seems like while Phenibut helped my symptoms on Monday in high dose, but at the low dose, started making things worse. Any idea why?
2. Tapering too fast is what I think messed me up, instead of doing a SUPER LONG taper of -10% every 2-4 weeks, but I didn't do my research before. My pharmacist friend suggested to start doing 0.3g every Monday, Thursday, and Saturday until I feel better/my body is back in balance, then taper down to 0 over the span of a few months.
I have patience to do the tapering for however long it takes if it'll make me feel better, but is this going to make things worse/prolong the withdrawal or will it help my body get used to things?
3. As of right now, my symptoms are BETTER the further I am from my last Phenibut dose, and again, it seemed to make everything worse when I took it. Am I in for a nasty surprise a bit later on tomorrow when even less is in my system, or have I gone through the worst and should I just stop taking it cold turkey, as taking more will prolong my issues?
Thanks for taking the time to read and appreciate any advice you have from experience!
I've seen a lot of posts about people who take this stuff daily, but less for withdrawal from long-term use for 1-2x a week, so I'm looking for anyone who's been through something similar.
I've kept a log to see what's going on / so I can really evaluate everything (yeah I know OCD but it's so I can track what to do/what works/what doesn't 8)).
Background/How This Happened
- I've been taking Phenibut on and off for about a year, sometimes taking 2-4 weeks off after a couple of months of use.
- I never noticed huge withdrawal symptoms before, I would just get a bit more anxious.
- My doses were almost always the same: Wednesday I'd take 0.5g, and Saturday I'd take 1.0g. Not super super high amounts, and I NEVER got into dosing daily or much more than this (save 1 or 2 times).
- In October, I decided to taper off because I thought I was dependent and wanted to stop. I started reducing my doses by 0.1g every week starting with taking 0.75g each dose (mid-ground for what I was taking both days).
- I take my doses in the morning on an empty stomach, and don't eat for 2-3 hours.
- I sometimes noticed more anxiety, but I thought "Meh" because I am a naturally anxious person, and in sort of a high-pressure state at the moment (running my own biz). I've also had a lot of stress past few years so I assumed it was just me.
- In retrospect I should have seen the signs: I was having regular panic attacks, thought something was wrong with my heart (went to the doctor and got the all clear for heart sounds and ECG)
- I messed up my taper 2 weeks ago, taking 0.9g each day because I just "wanted to feel better".
- I started feeling general nausea and unwell Monday last week. I thought it was food poisoning or stress. I went back to my taper step that I was supposed to do last week to to do 0.3g each day.
- I basically blew a fuse last Friday: Saturday I woke up feeling terrible, and burned out.
This Past Week - What's Happened
- Monday - It got HORRIBLE starting Monday where I just felt nauseous all the time, had horrible anxiety, chest racing, couldn't sleep, heart palpitations, no appetite, etc.... I took 1g of Phenibut and everything was better. I slept for 10 hours.
- Tuesday - Felt A LOT better. Could do some stuff. A bit nauseous towards later in day. Did some work. Bad insomnia where I could only sleep 2 hours, and otherwise was just up.
- Wednesday - Felt horrible again, absolute hell. Worse than Monday. Anxiety, stress, and from no sleep. Lots of feelings of giving up. Called my parents who were very supportive, and thankfully, decided to take L-theanine, which made me feel A LOT better. It made my heart race really fast, but again, felt a lot better in terms of negative thinking. Took Amitriptyline (20mg) and was able to get semi-broken 9 hours of sleep.
- Thursday - Felt better in the morning, but still cold/weak, muscle shakes, no appetite. Found I had a lot of anxious energy. I had talked to my pharmacist friend for guidance and he suggested doing a taper, starting with 0.3g of Phenibut dosed on Monday, Thursday, and Saturday. I took my first dose. Around 3 hours in, I started feeling less anxious, but then got WAY more nauseuous and more shakes. I thought the Phenibut dose would make me FEEL BETTER, but it seemed to do the opposite. I don't know if this is because I found that dosing L-theanine consistently at 30mg every 2-3 hours really helps, and that's playing with things/overloading my GABA receptors, or what.
- Started to also get some stomach aches here. More nauseous 4 hours in.
- 5 hours in I felt less dizzy/nauseous and LOTS of energy.
- 7 hours - less nausea, but I also taking Gravol and L-theanine, but gravel didn’t do too much @ 5 hours in.
- Found that I started having a symptom of feeling like I had to pee a lot. Also, gas.
- Felt genuinely tired at the end of the day, and was able to nap a bit mid-day after the Phenibut wore off.
- But, sleep was crap.
- Today (Friday) - Couldn't sleep again, maybe 3-4 broken hours with 10mg of Amitriptyline and Melatonin. I felt more like myself and could do work and the day went on, feeling less nauseous etc., and had tons of energy. I still feel physically exhausted and sick, but while in the morning I felt I had to pee all the time, the symptom was going away as time goes on. Oddly enough it seems like I'm starting to feel a bit better/less anxious, but I'm still dosing 30mg L-Theanine every 2-3 hours, along with 25mg Dimenhydrinate (Gravol) every 2 hours for support.
Quick TL;DR
- While I haven't taken huge doses, of Phenibut I think the fact that I've become dependent on the Phenibut and also my built up stress has made this way worse.
- Tried to taper down from semi-regular use of 0.5g on Wednesdays, and 1.0g on Saturdays for around a year, with 2-4 week breaks here and there.
- Burned out and went into withdrawal after taking 0.9g 2x a week (missing a taper step), and then going down to 0.3g 2x a week.
My Current Support: Dosing 30mg L-Theanine every 2-3 hours, along with 25mg Dimenhydrinate (Gravol) every 2 hours. I don't want to add in other drugs like Balcofen, Neurotonin, etc.etc.
So to the guys and gals who've been through this:
1. It seems like while Phenibut helped my symptoms on Monday in high dose, but at the low dose, started making things worse. Any idea why?
2. Tapering too fast is what I think messed me up, instead of doing a SUPER LONG taper of -10% every 2-4 weeks, but I didn't do my research before. My pharmacist friend suggested to start doing 0.3g every Monday, Thursday, and Saturday until I feel better/my body is back in balance, then taper down to 0 over the span of a few months.
I have patience to do the tapering for however long it takes if it'll make me feel better, but is this going to make things worse/prolong the withdrawal or will it help my body get used to things?
3. As of right now, my symptoms are BETTER the further I am from my last Phenibut dose, and again, it seemed to make everything worse when I took it. Am I in for a nasty surprise a bit later on tomorrow when even less is in my system, or have I gone through the worst and should I just stop taking it cold turkey, as taking more will prolong my issues?
Thanks for taking the time to read and appreciate any advice you have from experience!
