Paranoia/Thoughts that stay with you

[McFly]

I was just thinking about a time when i was reallystoned and was watching a football match and when there was a goal the replays made it looked really staged and set up, like the whole match, league football and sport in general was all orchestrated to control the masses by Sky Sports/The Government and was scripted and people like Jose MOurhinho, Alex Ferguson and the players were all characters in this charade (albeit very taleneted ones). Now i have had about 10 smokes in the last 3 years, not much, but i still believe this theory and cant shake it off.

Anyone any similar experiences? Or should i just get over it?

 

[TRPPNASS_DSCOMONKE]

well weed can make you slightly delusional.

 

[v4lium]

sober- Some little girl with brown hair wearing a white dress was going to cut and dissemble my balls with sheep shears.

Too morbid? sorry.

meth related- Friends driving up to my buddies apartment with fire axe's on a four wheeler to rob me of the money I owned.

 

[the-W]

i dont know how much money ive basically sent up in smoke.

lost some really good friends due to days on the pipe, lost 2 jobs, 2 cars, bad credit for not paying things, stole of friends,family and ex employers to feed the meth monster. lost the love of a great girl who couldnt deal with my habit, i dont blame her really. Home theater system, numerous electronic devices for a fraction of their value for a day or two of fun

had to cut all connact with my " so called friends " to stay clean but cant hide the fact i still cant say no to the pipe