Recently I have found a fixation with prescription pharms (as all of us seem to at some point). I was/am willing to do any pill handed to me. So, when a FOAF said they could get ahold of 80mg OC pills for a decent price I was all set. I picked up two or three for myself...I don't really remember. I proceeded back to my friends house anxiously awaiting the time that I would bend over the table and rail that sweet, sweet powder up my nasal cavity. NOTE: before leaving I took 5 doses of Tussin to help w/ opiate tolerance (as I found that previous flirtations with opiods unearthed quite a high natural tolerance in myself).
I sat and crushed up half a pill (40mg). I insufflated it in 4 separate rails, one after the other. I sat back and began to feel the warmth and euphoria slowly envelop my entire body. I looked around at all my friends sitting in the room and felt very close to them, very comfortable. I also found the ability to socialize and converse to be near effortless. After about an hour, the initial high seemed to be fading, so I thought I'd be "smart" and re-up. 40 more mg right up the old tooter.
Now I'm floored. I'm laying in the bed and the warmth is overwhelming. I literally feel like I've died and gone to heaven. My breathing has slowed somewhat and I'm feeling a little more lethargic but I'm still holding up and having a damn good time.
Somewhere in between sniffing up the two separate 40mg sesssions I also parachuted 40mgs. So the total was now up to 120mg and I was out of this world.
When I came back to the world it was a dark and hellish place. I remember starting to get cold sweats and shakes about 5 hours after finisihing off the pills. I went to sleep figuring I could sleep it off and I would be fine in the morning. I awoke around 10am so that I could go to work, and to put it quite simply I felt like hell X10. I had never been this hungover in my life. The scary thing, however, is that when you're hungover from alcohol, the last thing you want is another drink....after a night of OC and you wake up with that hangover, all you want is another fix. I thought about it all day at work. Sometimes I would waves of anxiety that would result in me nearly blacking out and then vomiting in the bathroom. This happened two or three times. I proceeded to feel terrible throughout the rest of the day and finally felt back to baseline after a day and half or so.
I sat and crushed up half a pill (40mg). I insufflated it in 4 separate rails, one after the other. I sat back and began to feel the warmth and euphoria slowly envelop my entire body. I looked around at all my friends sitting in the room and felt very close to them, very comfortable. I also found the ability to socialize and converse to be near effortless. After about an hour, the initial high seemed to be fading, so I thought I'd be "smart" and re-up. 40 more mg right up the old tooter.
Now I'm floored. I'm laying in the bed and the warmth is overwhelming. I literally feel like I've died and gone to heaven. My breathing has slowed somewhat and I'm feeling a little more lethargic but I'm still holding up and having a damn good time.
Somewhere in between sniffing up the two separate 40mg sesssions I also parachuted 40mgs. So the total was now up to 120mg and I was out of this world.
When I came back to the world it was a dark and hellish place. I remember starting to get cold sweats and shakes about 5 hours after finisihing off the pills. I went to sleep figuring I could sleep it off and I would be fine in the morning. I awoke around 10am so that I could go to work, and to put it quite simply I felt like hell X10. I had never been this hungover in my life. The scary thing, however, is that when you're hungover from alcohol, the last thing you want is another drink....after a night of OC and you wake up with that hangover, all you want is another fix. I thought about it all day at work. Sometimes I would waves of anxiety that would result in me nearly blacking out and then vomiting in the bathroom. This happened two or three times. I proceeded to feel terrible throughout the rest of the day and finally felt back to baseline after a day and half or so.
