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Ordering Xanax overseas?

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BlazinTos

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Well, ive diagnosed myself with HPPD(halucinogen persistent perception dissorder), and have stopped all use of halucinogens and Mj, jes smoke butts n drink, yay for me....but anyways, I have been self medicating lately and it works wonders, i usally take .25 mg's of xanax every 2 hours or so, not to get me high, but to make me comfortable in work settings where my HPPD is triggered most...i dont do it for recreation and i truly think it helps my symptoms Lower, if not completly gone...
So, this brings me to my inquiry, Is it *Illigal* to order Xanax 1 mg tabs from overseas, and if so, what is the risk factor involved....Would this be recognized as a crime, or would the gov't not even care about a few measily Xanax pills...
And in conclusion is it safe to goto any webpage that has a list of overseas companies, or are these just scams to get my 50 bucks...
Any help would be appreciated, and personal accounts also...
Pintsize.
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 13 June 2001).]
 
Shit man you have a legitimate need for this drug why not go to the doctor and get a script? If you have insurance, you save assloads, and even if you don't it's *generally* cheaper than ordering from a website.
Be careful with daily use of a benzo. I was taking Xanax/Ativan for almost two years and then decided to quit cold turkey. Aside from the mental hell and insomnia that can be expected when kicking any drug, I had these tiny convulsive episodes when my whole body would go rigid for about ten minutes and twitch. Lesson: don't develop a serious habit; and don't quit cold turkey if you do. Since my experiment I've learned that quitting benzos cold turkey can kill you.
Benzos are wonderful, but they are SHORT TERM SOULTIONS. Don't take them every day for months and months. How much Xanax are you taking every day? .25mg every couple of hours? Be careful...
 
DjTonedef, Thank you for your response and your word is taken to heart...
And in my original post i had forgot to add in the part that im 17 yrs old, my parents only know of but a little bit of my drug use, and my dad is COMPLETLY anti percription drugs, he *thinks* theyre an easy way out, and problems should be dealt with the old fashioned way, but he has no idea of the horrible things i deal with day to day, and he could never EVER understand, even if i had a heart to heart with him...
And on another note, my mother suffers from basically anything that's not good...Bi-polar, Manic depression, Insomnia...and she is basically a guinnie pig and is taking 5 or 6 meds every day, which is part of the reason why my dad resents meds, as he thinks it has made her a fake person, with fake feelings, and lastly a fake life...Yes, they are divorced, and on bad terms...
So, the easy solution i guess would be to goto my mother and tell her what is going on, butttttttt, it's not that easy, she would blow it out of proportion have me tested for god knows what and she would also tell my father IMMEDIATLY even if i told her specifically not to tell him, Because her reasoning would be, it's the best thing for her to do, and as she *always* says, in the end, it will all be better..
To tell you the truth, My mother and Father are on Completly different sides of the table, my mother being a radical and also my father, where as my mother advocates medicine as the key to life, and my father hate all medications and blames the medications on greedy doctors that are wayyyyy to quick to diagnos someone with anything, he thinks anyone who's anyone can walk into a doctors office pull out some bullshits like, my son has trouble concentrating, bang ADD script, or my son has anxiety, Bang Xanax script...he thinks people are too quick to think something is wrong with them, when what is wrong with them is a *natural* problem, and to him, depression is merely a cop out..
I'm in a tough situation, and i am workin as hard as i can to get out of this enviroment, and be on my own...But i am much too immature right now..I just dont know what to do...
This is what brought me to ordering the Xanax overseas, so that i can medicate myself, be content with life, and lastly, not have to suffer from HPPD...as it is HORRIBLE. and i hope no one has to go through what i am going through...
Pintsize.
 
Don't worry about what your mum will think. The doctor won’t tell her if you don’t want them to. It is likely that will prescribe a different round of antidepressants for you as Xanax can be quite habituating for some. You may want to explore Trazadone or Ambien. Are you sure to have the condition you describe? You probably should not prescribe and diagnose yourself based on web material alone. A talk to the doc will work wonders for you........a psych would be even better. Good luck and I hope you feel better! Like the other post expressed:. Watch out with Xanax and benzos in general. They work really well for temporary relief but for long term you will need something non-addictive. How much are you drinking?
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I drink rarely, as i *do not* like the taste but sometimes i need to get altered...yeh...But as for a doc or psych, if there is a way i could speak with one *without* needing parental consent, i would totally be fuckin down, as i have no one to turn to for help. And yes i *totally* believe i have HPPD, up until recently, i called it perme-fried, until i started doing research..and that research has led me to believe this..
To give you some info on what i see, maybe this would help you know what im going through, I can look up in the sky at *any* given time and there will be the *white dot* phenomena, and they have been there ever since a day trip where i saw them, and they have never gone away, and in carpets i can create images, 3-d patterns, geomterical shapes, etc... when i read i also see the white dots in the words, the longer i read the worse they get until my mind basically scrambles up the words, and my thoughts into what some call "word soup". or how about dp/dr, at times it get's pretty horrendous (sp.) to the point where i forget who or what i am, and what my purpose is here, if anything.
Recently i attented my cousins wedding and durin the wedding everyone was turnin and shakin others hands and saying something i could not understand, and when a lady turned around to shake my hand, her face got very dark and mysterious she looked almost surreal, and then everything got worse, walls were bending, colourful dots would float around, and eventually i couldnt take it anymore and left, only to walk home crying to myself, asking myself what the fuck i am going to do. I feel abnormal, i cannot hold conversations with people as eye contact is *extremly* difficult, because i think i am lookin at them weird, or too deep, or whatever, this could also mean i have social phobia, i dont know my mind is scrambled i dont really know what to do.....
 
C'mon, we are asking this question on *bluelight* - no need to lie, save that for the doctors office! .25mg Xanx every 2 hours is NOT a good thing for a 17 y/o, hell, that type of dosing isn't right for someone twice your age..
So if you feel you have a legit problem, get to a doctor and get on some nice anti-d's that are deviod of recreational value, maybe you will get a low dose of clonazepam or something..
If you just wanna get zome Zanni Bars to get mad fucked up off of, then the online pharmacy is your way to go! It isn't technically *legal* but all they will do is take yer goodies and send you a form letter...
To answer the second part - yes, most online pharmacies are a rip-off..
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PAK CHOOIE UNF! Do not trust the pusher robot, he is malfunctioning, we are here to protect you..
[This message has been edited by PhreeX (edited 14 June 2001).]
 
Xanax is a controlled substance, Schedule IV I think, so yes it is illegal to *take* it without a presciption. As for the legality/reliability of ordering from overseas websites, I would say depends on the website and country. Some are reliable and do a good job of covering everyone's ass legally, and some are scams. I know that's not very helpful, but aside from posting specific sites, which is forbidden, I don't know what else to say.
Benzos are very easy to get from doctors, however, they hand them out like candy in my experience, so I don't see why a person would go through the trouble of ordering them online.
BlazinTos--your symptoms sound worthy of a trip to the doctor. If you think you can handle this on your own and wait out the hell to see if you get better, then more power to you. But if after a couple of months you're still experiencing this shit, then go for a consult. When you describe your symptoms, I can almost guarantee you they're gonna try to put you on oleanzipine/Zyprexa or another of the atypical anti-psychotics. These drugs will defintely work for your head, but they will also make you fat and sexless.
Benzos really are short term temporary solutions for a problem such as yours. They will help you cope on a day to day basis, but that's all. If your symptoms don't improve after a couple of months, or if you feel yourself about to snap, just go the doctor's and tell the fucker you need total anonymity from your parents. Explain your situation the way you explained it in your post, and so on, and tell him you seen the error of your ways and will never take drugs again blah blah blah.
Hopefully it doesn't come to that, and good luck either way.
 
It's not illegal to take any drug, be it Xanax or heroin - it is illegal to possess them, sell them, or make them - but not to take them... and while they used to be quick to script benzos, they are getting as hard to cop as narcotics - for a 17 y/o? Yeah, don't hold your breath on that one, you have a LOT of other meds to go through before you entre the waters of benzodiazepines..
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PAK CHOOIE UNF! Do not trust the pusher robot, he is malfunctioning, we are here to protect you..
 
Phreex: in reponse to, well your reponse, you are completly wrong, im not taking them to get MaD FuCkEd Up, as you would say, i am taking them to lesson the symptoms of HPPD....and if their are other options besides Xanax i would take them, but i dont want to be fat and sexless.....
To tell you the truth, I'll do anything to get my 'normal' life back...I'd take it all back if i could, but i cant, and that's life...I shouldnt have made the decisions if i didnt think of the possible Negative factors along with the Positive, But i was Naive, so enough about the past, The future is *all* that lies ahead, and i would like it to be as 'normal' as possible, I would like to be content, and live life how it is supposed to be lived....
I realize that you think everyones main concern is to get high, and as much as i love my drugs, it's not worth what it has done to me, and again, I KNOW this is *MY* fault, so possible solutions is what i seek, and i really dont see what is wrong with that, i have minimul expierience with Benzo's and *no* expeirience with Anti-psychotics, As a child i was forced to take anti depressants and ritalin and blah blah, and i dont like that route, but if it what will get me on track, i'll check it out, but as soon as i was on track i would completly stop all use, and not to be an asshole, but i kind of side with my father in thinkin that life on anti depressants is kind of *fake* in a sense, but for people with severe depression, be it manic or bi-polar, they *need* this, and i am *not* depressed, jes kinda fucked up...
I just want to know if there is anyone on this board who deals with HPPD, and what did you do to succome this dissorder?
Thank you all for your reply's, and Phreex i dont mean to disregard your statement, but i feel you kind of misunderstand where i am coming from....
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 14 June 2001).]
 
.25mg every 2 hours is not an effective way to "lessen the symptoms" .. if it's really that bad then you need some anti-psychotic medications that will be more effective... if you needed ANY benzo then I would say Xanax is the *LAST* choice..
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PAK CHOOIE UNF! Do not trust the pusher robot, he is malfunctioning, we are here to protect you..
 
Sorry didn't mean to scare you off the antipsychotics, it's just that my own experience with them was difficult. In the lower doses the atypicals were fine, not too many side effects and a definite improvement in mood/lucidity. In the higher doses (say 7.5mg of Zyprexa)I slept a lot, never wanted to fuck or jerk off, and ate enough to feed a small country.
If you end up going to a doctor's, and he suggests one of the atypicals, try it in a small dose and see how it effects you.
Other than an antidepressant with a sedative effect (eg Trazadone, Elavil), I really think a doc is going to suggest one of the newer antipsychotics, especially if you're having hallucinations.
But like I said if you can cope without the hardcore meds then go for it. You'll feel better about yourself.
 
Okay i take back my comment, Could you tell me why you were taking the anti-psychotics....i fucking hate that label....gr..It makes me feel well Psychotic... And i am not, but my vision begs to differ.
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 14 June 2001).]
 
MaximumHydro: I had merely a small expiriemention phase with them, and my HPPD along with maturity and the fact that even if i ate acid right now, it would be the same trip as it ever was, makes me not want to tirp anymore, but to answer your question, I've done E about 25 times, never more than 2 pills, done acid maybe 30 times, and they were about 2 weeks apart, and only once did i trip 2 days in a row, and i didnt even trip the second day, jes kinda felt fried....If that helps any, oh yeh and i ate mushrooms maybe 3 or 4 times...shit now i feel like an ass but this might have contributed, i did ketamine for probably 3 months off and on, and i remember having like 2 or 3 bottles, that ended up all in my system after 3 weeks...so that's pretty bad....i dont know...
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 14 June 2001).]
 
Okay, and now im kinda takin this further than it needed to go but Phreex, where you said .25 mg's every 2 hours is not good for a 17 y/o, i only did this for 2 fuckin days......And it worked! so thus, it brings me to my initial post.....i *thought* this *might* be my only option, and maybe i should have done a bit more reserach, and for this i appologize, i was too quick to assume it was the only way....
P.s, im not flippin out, and i udnerstand why you thought i am doing this everyday, because i said i *usually* take .25 every 2 hours, and that totally came out wrong, but anyways, begin with the flame...
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 14 June 2001).]
 
Bump..
Ugh anyone got any input, i dont even know what you could say at this point, but right now im lookin for anyone who has been or is in the same situation i am in..
Thank you much for your replys.
 
You should take Zyprexa. It's really not that bad, but if you're worried about weight gain, you could try Geodon instead (which is new). HPDD usually goes away with time as well. I've been there.
 
BT, i was taking the AP's for extreme paranoia, hallucinations, insomnia, major anxiety. Most of these sypmtoms were likely drug-induced, but I hesitate to call it drug-induced psychosis. Most of the shit, like the paranoia and hallucinations, I knew was crazy or "not real" even as it was happening or right in front of my eyes. I didn't stay on the AP's too long, like I said, about two months total, but in the lower doses they certainly alleviated these symptoms. Don't worry about the stigma of taking an AP. You want to get better, right? So fuck the stigma. If you can't function as is without meds, then get yer ass to a doctor.
I think the good news is your only seventeen, and your brain will heal or "rebalance" itself over time. A lot of people have done worse things to themselves and made total recoveries. Just keep doing what your doing--stay away from hard drugs, ask people for advice, and let your head heal. If you need the help of a medical professional, then that's what they're there for. How much you want to tell your doctor about your drug use is up to you, but I can tell you that if you provide full disclosure of your past the doc will be very careful with what he prescribes you, and limit the number of meds he gives you at once.
 
I've been there before, and I think that you should take Zyprexa or Geodon. They really aren't that bad, and Geodon (which is new) won't make you gain so much weight. Also, HPPD gets better after about 6 months to a year for most people--if you lay off the acid.
 
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