Opioids/Heroin Helped my Mental Health, Libido etc.

[wirkdy]

It's been a while I've wanted to talk about this, got no one so I share it here ...since I've been taking medical opioids like tramadol (one pill/night when no heroin is available) and heroin (few mg/night by nose with off periods of few weeks sometimes when not available) I've been feeling so much better mentally that I'm seriously freaking impressed!

First of all my libido decreased but maybe it actually and more correctly "normalized", before it was if not a serious and compulsory problem it was a daily thing it pervaded my mind and had to take care of it even multiple times... now fuck that shit really! I cut porn completely, that shit fucks up your mind like you wouldn't believe! Now it makes me puke just by thinking about it!

Negative thoughts (find vengeance against who did me wrong) have also calmed down by a veeeery good degree, I feel no anxiety and less stress, I see "more colors" and look deep into the horizon, feel more hopeful and zen.
Overall I can say that even if I'm not 100% in good shape/health and not very productive and able to concentrate for long I really feel good after all the issues about health, life, huge stress and much more that have been going on for years.

just curious if anybody else experienced benefits from opioids/heroin?

I'm peaceful, I'm grateful.

Peace brothers and sisters.

 

[Richyoldtimer#76]

I've been an addict 25 year ish, I spent the first decade on off on off every substitute qnd blocker going tried, but it was always to try and do whats expected of us, not because I wanted to, truth be told I've never felt "normal" when opiate free and it all just stinks that we can't get a pharmaceutical grade product legally I held a good job down until about 7 years ago when my habit affected my work once to often but had I been able to get my fix from a dispensary I would never have lost my job, nobody would have been any wiser!! We get all get tarred by the same brush when it's not the case not all users feel the need to dose until nodding all the time I would use when I got up but only enough to see me through the day at a functional level admittedly I would use more once finished work and my day then I would enjoy a nod, but mentally I don't feel or function well when opiate free, a diabetic uses insulin so why should we not be able to use a substance that in some cases is not only a miracle cure but the ONLY one that works for us if we've exhausted all other options, let's face It the "war on drugs" was lost long ago and its time substance use was addressed as the medical issue it is, instead of criminalising at least 3 generations of people under a law that was written in 1971 and last amended in 1979 before half those generations were even born, what's the issue
anyway the only smack problem I've ever had is the fucking price of it and being called a criminal because of it. Its the powers that be with the issue and let's face it its NOT for our well being, you can drink yourself to death because you paid tax Drugs were criminalised because of the complexity of regulating such an industry and to try and stop people expanding their consciousness. just my 2 p worth

 

[yubacity]

It's been a while I've wanted to talk about this, got no one so I share it here ...since I've been taking medical opioids like tramadol (one pill/night when no heroin is available) and heroin (few mg/night by nose with off periods of few weeks sometimes when not available) I've been feeling so much better mentally that I'm seriously freaking impressed!

First of all my libido decreased but maybe it actually and more correctly "normalized", before it was if not a serious and compulsory problem it was a daily thing it pervaded my mind and had to take care of it even multiple times... now fuck that shit really! I cut porn completely, that shit fucks up your mind like you wouldn't believe! Now it makes me puke just by thinking about it!

Negative thoughts (find vengeance against who did me wrong) have also calmed down by a veeeery good degree, I feel no anxiety and less stress, I see "more colors" and look deep into the horizon, feel more hopeful and zen.
Overall I can say that even if I'm not 100% in good shape/health and not very productive and able to concentrate for long I really feel good after all the issues about health, life, huge stress and much more that have been going on for years.

I'm peaceful, I'm grateful.

Peace brothers and sisters.

Lots of love to you brother i am on the same page as you heroin saved my marriage by decreasing libido and stopping me cheating and stopped the childhood hurt and me smashing some cunt because the anger would boil until someone mugged me off. After 4 years of relapse and wds i decided i feel liberated with decreased libido and mellowed with lack of anger.For some of us it is medicine some might say we making excuse to keep using but only we know our minds so better to judge what good for us if you at peace then fair play bruv

 

[n3ophy7e]

This is not really suitable for H&R cos some people are trying to be get/stay clean from opiates in here.

--> DC

 

[G_Chem]

The problem with heroin as the cure is it will never last. No matter what one day you’ll go without and the subsequent withdrawal will get in the way of your life or worse. On top of that, there’s that tricky little thing called overdose that seems catch people by surprise.

Even if we did live in a perfect world where you could get it pharmaceutically every day for free, your tolerance will still perpetually rise. And in my experience you eventually become immune to those positive effects you love so dearly now. After a certain point, even with as much pure dope as I wanted it became bland and I even remember thinking I felt better sober than high after awhile. The first shot after some time off was good but my happy receptors had been blown out.

There’s a reason it’s called chasing the dragon. It’s all downhill.

-GC

 

[Richyoldtimer#76]

The problem with heroin as the cure is it will never last. No matter what one day you’ll go without and the subsequent withdrawal will get in the way of your life or worse. On top of that, there’s that tricky little thing called overdose that seems catch people by surprise.

Even if we did live in a perfect world where you could get it pharmaceutically every day for free, your tolerance will still perpetually rise. And in my experience you eventually become immune to those positive effects you love so dearly now. After a certain point, even with as much pure dope as I wanted it became bland and I even remember thinking I felt better sober than high after awhile. The first shot after some time off was good but my happy receptors had been blown out.

There’s a reason it’s called chasing the dragon. It’s all downhill.

-GC

Overdose ???? Sure it could happen highly unlikely with the caper we get in uk

 

[nznity]

The problem with heroin as the cure is it will never last. No matter what one day you’ll go without and the subsequent withdrawal will get in the way of your life or worse. On top of that, there’s that tricky little thing called overdose that seems catch people by surprise.

Even if we did live in a perfect world where you could get it pharmaceutically every day for free, your tolerance will still perpetually rise. And in my experience you eventually become immune to those positive effects you love so dearly now. After a certain point, even with as much pure dope as I wanted it became bland and I even remember thinking I felt better sober than high after awhile. The first shot after some time off was good but my happy receptors had been blown out.

There’s a reason it’s called chasing the dragon. It’s all downhill.

-GC

Anything in life u do everyday tho saturates you and you stop enjoying it. For example yesterday, I did a shot after 3 months and really enjoyed it. But my veins are wrecked and took me like 10 tries to find a good vein so id rather stay with my oral morphine. Last night I started withdrawing at 3am, pills hold me longer 24 hrs or even more and are cheaper. So the needle just for special ocassions.

 

[TheUltimateFixx]

It's been a while I've wanted to talk about this, got no one so I share it here ...since I've been taking medical opioids like tramadol (one pill/night when no heroin is available) and heroin (few mg/night by nose with off periods of few weeks sometimes when not available) I've been feeling so much better mentally that I'm seriously freaking impressed!

First of all my libido decreased but maybe it actually and more correctly "normalized", before it was if not a serious and compulsory problem it was a daily thing it pervaded my mind and had to take care of it even multiple times... now fuck that shit really! I cut porn completely, that shit fucks up your mind like you wouldn't believe! Now it makes me puke just by thinking about it!

Negative thoughts (find vengeance against who did me wrong) have also calmed down by a veeeery good degree, I feel no anxiety and less stress, I see "more colors" and look deep into the horizon, feel more hopeful and zen.
Overall I can say that even if I'm not 100% in good shape/health and not very productive and able to concentrate for long I really feel good after all the issues about health, life, huge stress and much more that have been going on for years.

just curious if anybody else experienced benefits from opioids/heroin?

I'm peaceful, I'm grateful.

Peace brothers and sisters.

Totally. Helped me with my depression & PTSD. (quite apart from that I also just love that shit xd)

 

[nznity]

Totally. Helped me with my depression & PTSD. (quite apart from that I also just love that shit xd)

X999999, opioids maintain me sane I'll take em for life. Best antidepressants ever. Also have great mood enhancing properties. It's the panacea, the ambrosía from the Gods, the poppy plant is sacred.

 

[Opi_Kid_Rock]

It's been a while I've wanted to talk about this, got no one so I share it here ...since I've been taking medical opioids like tramadol (one pill/night when no heroin is available) and heroin (few mg/night by nose with off periods of few weeks sometimes when not available) I've been feeling so much better mentally that I'm seriously freaking impressed!

First of all my libido decreased but maybe it actually and more correctly "normalized", before it was if not a serious and compulsory problem it was a daily thing it pervaded my mind and had to take care of it even multiple times... now fuck that shit really! I cut porn completely, that shit fucks up your mind like you wouldn't believe! Now it makes me puke just by thinking about it!

Negative thoughts (find vengeance against who did me wrong) have also calmed down by a veeeery good degree, I feel no anxiety and less stress, I see "more colors" and look deep into the horizon, feel more hopeful and zen.
Overall I can say that even if I'm not 100% in good shape/health and not very productive and able to concentrate for long I really feel good after all the issues about health, life, huge stress and much more that have been going on for years.

just curious if anybody else experienced benefits from opioids/heroin?

I'm peaceful, I'm grateful.

Peace brothers and sisters.

What you describe is the allure of Opioids yes. The real question is how much control do you have over the desire to keep using.

 

[TheUltimateFixx]

The real question is how much control do you have over the desire to keep using.

Impossible to control, so long as the opiate experience remains your primary or even sole source of pleasure, comfort etc whatever the feeling is you derive from it.

Entirely possible, once it ceases being the be-all and end-all for you; and at that point it's not even a matter of 'controlling' an overpowering desire because the desire itself will have diminished.

 

[DesertHarp]

X999999, opioids maintain me sane I'll take em for life. Best antidepressants ever. Also have great mood enhancing properties. It's the panacea, the ambrosía from the Gods, the poppy plant is sacred.

I saw this post, and it sounded like me - right thru to the bit about how God, in his mercy, put those poppies there to solace us. I'm a lightweight user of hydrocodone, and I'm in love with it. Been on the same monthly allotment from my primary for years. I don't really require it for pain, but I'll never admit that. I am so much more productive after I take a dose. I too am diagnosed with chronically recurring depression. The hydros are quite helpful in managing that. (I also take an antidepressant.) I feel I cannot talk about this with anyone. Then I found this site.

Non-users have ideas that they think are true that just are not borne out by my experience.

At one difficult time in my life, I found that hydrocodone 10 mg combined with Ritalin 40 mg was better at lifting my mood than anything. And I had been treated with every psychotropic going: SSRIs, SSNIs, anti-psychotics, benzos, dopamine agonist, anti-convulsants, tricyclics, quadracyclics, stimulants, sympathomimetic blunters. What I know, I know, first hand. So much treatment with prescribed psychotropics is useless, fraudulent bull. No wonder people self-treat.

 

[Nas47]

Ofcourse opie help in many ways.You know-"God's own med.".But there is a price for that.....and in the beginning it gives,but lately takes and takes.......

 

[DesertHarp]

X999999, opioids maintain me sane I'll take em for life. Best antidepressants ever. Also have great mood enhancing properties. It's the panacea, the ambrosía from the Gods, the poppy plant is sacred.

I saw this post, and it sounded like me - right thru to the bit about how God, in his mercy, put those poppies there to solace us. I'm a lightweight user of hydrocodone, and I'm in love with it. Been on the same monthly allotment from my primary for years. I don't really require it for pain, but I'll never admit that. I am so much more productive after I take a dose. I too am diagnosed with chronically recurring depression. The hydros are quite helpful in managing that. (I also take an antidepressant.) I feel I cannot talk about this with anyone. Then I found this site.

Non-users have ideas that they think are true that just are not borne out by my experience.

At one difficult time in my life, I found that hydrocodone 10 mg combined with Ritalin 40 mg was better at lifting my mood than anything. And I had been treated with every psychotropic going: SSRIs, SSNIs, anti-psychotics, benzos, dopamine agonist, anti-convulsants, tricyclics, quadracyclics, stimulants, sympathomimetic blunters. What I know, I know, first hand. So much treatment with prescribed psychotropics is useless, fraudulent bull. No wonder people self-treat

 

[TheUltimateFixx]

Opium (in the form of tincture) as well as morphine were quite commonly prescribed at one time to patients suffering from depressive and panic states, and were regarded as very effective. It's a medical practice I believe should have continued; but these days doctors are reluctant to prescribe opiates even for physical ailments.

"Opium is indispensable in dealing with the fear states of the melancholic individual. But here we make the surprising discovery that the continued administration of opium during the melancholic mental disturbances, even when continued over a long period of time does not produce drug addiction. That is, it does not, provided the dosage is adapted to the diseased mental state of the patient and provided that the doctor is careful to withdraw the drug at the correct time. "
- Dr. Paul Wolff in Journal of German Medicine, 1931

"Opium is indispensable in many cases of endogenous depressions. The prescription of opiates for states of depression is unobjectionable also because we know from experience that the depressed persons feel no need for narcotics when the depression has passed away, and practically never become addicts. "
- Dr. Karl Bonhoeffer

This bears out what we can still observe in chronic pain patients who are managed with morphine, ie individuals who strictly view the drug as a medicine and whose only motivation for taking it is alleviation of suffering have an extremely low rate of subsequent addiction (~ 2 percent).

 

[SoCalShordie]

It's been a while I've wanted to talk about this, got no one so I share it here ...since I've been taking medical opioids like tramadol (one pill/night when no heroin is available) and heroin (few mg/night by nose with off periods of few weeks sometimes when not available) I've been feeling so much better mentally that I'm seriously freaking impressed!

First of all my libido decreased but maybe it actually and more correctly "normalized", before it was if not a serious and compulsory problem it was a daily thing it pervaded my mind and had to take care of it even multiple times... now fuck that shit really! I cut porn completely, that shit fucks up your mind like you wouldn't believe! Now it makes me puke just by thinking about it!

Negative thoughts (find vengeance against who did me wrong) have also calmed down by a veeeery good degree, I feel no anxiety and less stress, I see "more colors" and look deep into the horizon, feel more hopeful and zen.
Overall I can say that even if I'm not 100% in good shape/health and not very productive and able to concentrate for long I really feel good after all the issues about health, life, huge stress and much more that have been going on for years.

just curious if anybody else experienced benefits from opioids/heroin?

I'm peaceful, I'm grateful.

Peace brothers and sisters.

This isn’t the first time I’ve seen posts on here about opiates having mental health benefits for some people. I was addicted to oxy & then heroin from 18 to 26ish. I know for me it absolutely benefitted my mental health. I get super depressed & that’s about the only thing that would ever pull me out that rut. But Roxie’s helped with that a lot more than H did, I wonder why ?

 

[TheUltimateFixx]

This isn’t the first time I’ve seen posts on here about opiates having mental health benefits for some people. I was addicted to oxy & then heroin from 18 to 26ish. I know for me it absolutely benefitted my mental health. I get super depressed & that’s about the only thing that would ever pull me out that rut. But Roxie’s helped with that a lot more than H did, I wonder why ?

Most probably because that's a pharmaceutical preparation and therefore reliable and consistent in dosage. Whereas street dope has been known to go as low in quality as to be below 5% active ingredient; so the necessary potency would just not be there in some cases.

 

[ChemicallyEnhanced]

It's been a while I've wanted to talk about this, got no one so I share it here ...since I've been taking medical opioids like tramadol (one pill/night when no heroin is available) and heroin (few mg/night by nose with off periods of few weeks sometimes when not available) I've been feeling so much better mentally that I'm seriously freaking impressed!

First of all my libido decreased but maybe it actually and more correctly "normalized", before it was if not a serious and compulsory problem it was a daily thing it pervaded my mind and had to take care of it even multiple times... now fuck that shit really! I cut porn completely, that shit fucks up your mind like you wouldn't believe! Now it makes me puke just by thinking about it!

Negative thoughts (find vengeance against who did me wrong) have also calmed down by a veeeery good degree, I feel no anxiety and less stress, I see "more colors" and look deep into the horizon, feel more hopeful and zen.
Overall I can say that even if I'm not 100% in good shape/health and not very productive and able to concentrate for long I really feel good after all the issues about health, life, huge stress and much more that have been going on for years.

just curious if anybody else experienced benefits from opioids/heroin?

I'm peaceful, I'm grateful.

Peace brothers and sisters.

I do know that both opioids and amphetamines have success rates of over 90% in treating depression (which blows any anti-depressant out of the water) but due to addiction etc they aren't ever prescribed for it. I've been addicted to opioids for 11 years (I was in hospital for 3 months and got IV morphine six times a day the whole time is how it started) and I'm open about never ever wanting to NOT be on opioids because they have improved my mental health in all ways.
Tramadol is actually both an opioid AND an (SNRI) anti-depressant, so that especially will help you.

 

[wirkdy]

Opium (in the form of tincture) as well as morphine were quite commonly prescribed at one time to patients suffering from depressive and panic states, and were regarded as very effective. It's a medical practice I believe should have continued; but these days doctors are reluctant to prescribe opiates even for physical ailments.

"Opium is indispensable in dealing with the fear states of the melancholic individual. But here we make the surprising discovery that the continued administration of opium during the melancholic mental disturbances, even when continued over a long period of time does not produce drug addiction. That is, it does not, provided the dosage is adapted to the diseased mental state of the patient and provided that the doctor is careful to withdraw the drug at the correct time. "
- Dr. Paul Wolff in Journal of German Medicine, 1931

"Opium is indispensable in many cases of endogenous depressions. The prescription of opiates for states of depression is unobjectionable also because we know from experience that the depressed persons feel no need for narcotics when the depression has passed away, and practically never become addicts. "
- Dr. Karl Bonhoeffer

This bears out what we can still observe in chronic pain patients who are managed with morphine, ie individuals who strictly view the drug as a medicine and whose only motivation for taking it is alleviation of suffering have an extremely low rate of subsequent addiction (~ 2 percent).

I read opium and its derivatives were used by some civilizations for probably millenia, I haven't deepened the subject but it sure is fascinating!

 

[wirkdy]

I've been addicted to opioids for 11 years (I was in hospital for 3 months and got IV morphine six times a day the whole time is how it started) and I'm open about never ever wanting to NOT be on opioids because they have improved my mental health in all ways.

cool story, what roa have you been using?