Ok so this thread seems to ask if coke or amps is better, so i will compare the two, my experience with NO recommendations.,
(I need to output something, calm the beast and regain some control, feel free to ignore or delete, i literally dont have a choice in the matter)
1. Coke and other stims are a decent high with some anxiety that is however helped by a bit of alcohol. It is by its very nature reliable, single layered, consistent social lubricant experience with little depth or risk of unexpected results. Its a shallow hedonistic stim experience that has its specific uses and certainly has its place but is usually overly expensive. Thats about it.
2. Meth, sweet meth, is something else entirely, something far beyond a normal stim, something alive and mysterious that has a will of its own. Here are some of many many meth differences.
My experience with meth, not a recommendation to do it. Dont risk trying to tame this beast, conquer you it shall.
Honestly right now I do good crystal, I wouldnt touch the typical shitty street coke ever again as good meth is worlds apart in the quality of the experience, which is very dose specific
The thing with meth is that you have a large dose range with a range of differing results that may be preferable to different environments or desired experiences.
Smaller doses has the coke or cat high with anxiety but very active and chatty and social but i make sure to get past this quick usually with higher then usual doses. You will then progress to a real meth high, its calm, peaceful, blissful, no anxiety, no worries, no stress. You can sit perfectly still for hours if you want or focus on work or whatever with 0 issues.
This high is spread across quite a large dose range but eventually you get to the next. Its sorta feels the same but but with this sinister and misleading crystal clarity of mind where you think you are sober but its a sneaky lie plus throw in a ton of obsessive compulsive behavior.
For me, since my binges are alone in my room with my laptop, i will usually get stuck in a 12 hour obsessed writing spree spewing crap everywhere, usually for me its an attempt to analyze and solve all the worlds problems.
Eventually when you escape the writing obsession it doesnt help much since you continue to output the content, but now its this annoying commentator reading out everything to you in your head and constantly attempting to engage you in whatever topic its decided to work on.
Usually easy to ignore him but what happens is you get engaged at some point, don't realize it and then 1 hour later you emerge from this mental conversation within your mind and get annoyed you let it trick you again and then try continue with whatever you where trying to do.
This usually results in your body freezing blank faced in some highly inconvenient place like in the kitchen staring at a bottle of juice until your mothers concerned queries bring you back out into your surroundings again and of course you try and continue what you where doing, which you do not remember at all and therefore you will usually do something dumb like pour your tea into your cereal and put the milk in the sink and try desperately to escape from nearby humans before something weirder happens. Remember the golden rule. Do not engage anybody, avoid eye contact, and whatever you do, never let an unknowing bystander ask you for advice or an opinion, it never ends well.
Its all epic fun though, its like this cat and mouse game for control of your mind, like some brain game where some other annoying asshole is trying to take over. He cannot be allowed to win.
Its not fun. You will then later progress to twitch nervous ticks, vasco shit and turn into that tweaker stereotype.
Another worthy mention is the olfactory (smell) hallucinations, which is way more hectic then the other senses. For example if the smell craziness could be compared to vision, you would be seeing all sorts of wacky shit. Smells become alien and unknown where you smell smells that you have never smelled before, as in new smells that are utterly alien and totally unmanageable or identifiable.
For example, you will leave your room and then smell some crazy something in the passageway where there should not even be a smell that just has no explanation or purpose like some evil presence is near and maybe this is what evil smells like?
And then, taking a dump, is something i fear. The smells are not right, they are evil.
Once i smellt what i can only compare to what must be what an oil slick smells like complete with the smell of crude oil, blood, death and despair and with all the imagery of dying birds, ocean life and misery.
Having that come from you can cause issues for life, no man should feel responsible for such destruction, its a terrible experience.
Another time, a tasty tuna fish salad?
Another time my cigs somehow absorbed some other lying alien smell and tasted fucked up for 2 weeks after that high, new boxes, etc. That cant be good?
Anyways, you have no way to tell if the chemical spill poison gas smell of your sweat is noticeable, can people tell, is the house burning down, did i piss in my glass of water or not, is my family trying to drug me in my food so they can search my room and commit me to prison! Its not to be trusted. I just dont want to smell something truly evil one time and never get it out of my mind ever again...
Yeah, you hear lies and trickery form your ears on meth all the time as well, but you can always tell its sneakiness at least.
Err and another thing, careful of expensive electronics or specifically laptops if you use them on meth. In only a month or two i have literally torn my screen off my base and somehow messed up the keyboard. Gripping it to hard or something. Its new and now looks like a prestiked, duct taped fuck up with a shitty pc keyboard sitting on top, which i hate so much. Be careful of your own power, use it safely and spare your expensive possessions.
Anyways, i never bothered to try meth because of the bad rep, specifically the tweaker stereotype and the lack of credit it gets as being way better then normal coke and other stims plus in my country its known for being abused in the poor crime riddled areas, which has the good/bad result of it being good quality and damn cheap.
Well im glad i did seriously it is a beautiful chemical with unlimited layers of insanity and unique twists and turns to keep things fresh. And that whole tweaker stereotype is so misleading, twitching and freaking out. The actual high part of the drug is the complete opposite with an amazing calm and relaxed state usable for any required purpose. Anyways im sure the stereotype is based on the comedown, which i prefer to skip, its so not worth it.
But at the end of the day i hope this post makes you think twice, there be madness and chaos down this path, really none of the above madness can be good for you can it? Its not worth it, its just naughty and bad, mkay.
