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Esoteric Once I happened to try DMT

tml_channel666

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As far as I remember, it was not a real DMT, but its analogue with a similar structure of molecules. In general, these were crystals that had to be melted in a cone and inhale the standing out pairs. It turned out to be a very powerful thing. And scary!

The first breath I made a small one, but even he knocked me out of my body and I dragged me along some kind of psychedelic tunnel, the dick knows where. But on the halfway, I pulled me back into the body since the dose was small. It must be understood that this thing acts literally for 1-5 minutes and then sober up. The problem is that it acts very powerfully and quickly, that is, literally 10-20 seconds after tightening, you find yourself in a powerful whirlpool, and in principle you do not see and do not realize the material reality around. It is unwell open or closed at the same time your eyes, at this moment the eyes are simply not in the eye. This drug is definitely not for beginners. And you need to understand that if you were inhaled, then there is no way back, you will not be able to stop this whirlpool until he let you go, it scares you.

Well, in general, I examined with the number of inhaled steam, so that I would not throw me back halfway, but also so that not to dive deeply because the dick knows that there is at the other end of the tunnel. I wanted to open the door, look, and immediately go back. As a result, 3-4 times I went through the tunnel and was in a “somewhere” that cannot be described in any way in words. And almost immediately I felt that someone was nearby. And he immediately attacked me. He attacked such a frenzy as a fighting dog attacks his victim. At the same time, I felt his emotions, he experienced about the same disgust and contempt for me that I would feel when I saw a dead cat. I would describe his attack like this: if I imagine that I was a balloon at that moment, then he turned into a pointed, rotating cone, and tried to penetrate me, tearing my shell. The attack was so powerful that there was no way to fight back or something like that. It is impossible to withstand this attack even half a second. It’s just as impossible as it is impossible to grab the red -hot rod of iron and at the same time not to unclench your hand at the same second, but to continue to hold. I think that eastern martial arts, such as karate, give the skill of confrontation to such things.

At the same second he attacked me, I “jumped” back to my body, as I did I do not know, it happened with lightning speed and, as it were, in itself. I ended up in the body, opened my eyes and became with all my might, clinging my eyes to the material world (it was still good that it was a day, light penetrated the room and I could see objects) for the first seconds I literally distinguished material objects, in the foreground were “visuals” through which the room was barely visible. At this moment, I realized that he can no longer get me, but still very close, literally close. After 10 seconds, when the world cleared up almost completely, I felt how this essence moved away from me even further, but was still in the zone of my perception. And I told her the next: damn you will not get me out of here!! (from my body) To which I heard a clear answer: well, I'll wait (when my body dies)

This was my only unpleasant experience with psychedelics. The only time I was attacked. I have not tried DMT again and will not try it, because it is not a joke and I do not know what would have happened if this creature had been able to tear my shell. I think I would have died, but the doctors concluded: overdose, damned drug addict.

Well, and of course, from time to time the question pops up in my head - does this creature really intend to wait for my death or not? I think that it can easily allow itself to do this, since time does not exist for it. It is also unclear whether such an attack awaits every deceased (considering that DMT is released in the brain at the moment of death, and the first world you get to will be the DMT world, where this creature lives)

It would be very interesting to know if you have had similar adventures?
 
, I felt his emotions, he experienced about the same disgust and contempt for me that I would feel when I saw a dead cat. I would describe his attack like this: if I
I feel like it's more normal to feel sad when you see a dead cat, you a big pussy hater?
 
maybe 5MEO-dmt
intense psychedelic dissociation with full on Amygdala fight or flight reflexes.
maybe enjoyable with smaller amount smoked.
 
You can battle with a demon, you can embrace a demon... Perhaps embrace would've been the way to go. There is a certain likelihood that this demon of yours is already within yourself. Often these psychedelic experiences can be brought into a narrative helpful and constructive for understanding your psyche. Perhaps a confrontation, surrendering to the experience, could have been the way to go and resolve an ongoing issue. Or maybe not. But maybe you have a hunch if this demon could be a metaphor for an aspect of yourself that needs to be addressed. In any case, I wouldn't worry about your death. As far as I know, current understanding of endogenous DMT biosynthesis would make it very puzzling indeed if DMT was ever released in meaningful (psychedelically active) quantities. There is also a good talk about DMT and the pineal gland by the absolute legend of serotonin research, David Nichols. Check it out on YouTube.

Also, to not muddy up the discussion with speculation - which molecule did you take exactly? Please don't claim it was DMT (and possibly even taint its name by declaring demon attacks :P) if it was a different thing. Try to remember! And maybe change the title of the post!

Regarding the use of DMT, I never broke through but it was also quite the wildcard for me. Ranging from cozy, warm, vibrating bodyload with a sense of peace and unity with the universe, to "hell no, what is that, death awaits!". I could never make much sense of it and no pattern emerged when I would be allowed a visit or not. Perhaps I'm just too afraid and skeptical of tryptamines and lysergamides. I don't trust these fellas, maybe I should!
 
maybe 5MEO-dmt
intense psychedelic dissociation with full on Amygdala fight or flight reflexes.
maybe enjoyable with smaller amount smoked.
Now I can't remember what kind of substance it was. I only remember that it was an artificially synthesized substance, very similar in its molecular structure to DMT. However, I don't think it's that important.
 
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