ChemicallyEnhanced
Bluelighter
I'm gonna run out of all my opioids a minimum of 3-4 days early despite PROMISING myself I'd make them last this time as the withdrawal is just horrible to handle anymore.
I have enough to stay well for another until maybe Sat morning at the latest, but I can't get more until Tue afternoon at the earliest.
However, due to the NHS meaning all your medical records are accessible at any doctors practice or hospital, it means if you are admitted to hospital, they'll automatically start giving any meds you'd normally take, at the normal times and doses.
I'm insulin-dependant and generally have enough rapid-release insulin to kill a horse (or three). So I'm considering - when I run out early Sat morning - taking an OD of rapid-release insulin large enough that I'll definitely ensure I lose consciousness and will need to be monitored for a minimum of 48 hours (probably 72) but not enough to be approaching life-threatening. I live with family, and will deliberately not be alone in the time from injecting it to the OD happening. And even in very acute insulin OD's it takes 7 hours without treatment before you start to get brain damage or anything permanent.
Obviously, I pretend it was an accident.
I have enough to stay well for another until maybe Sat morning at the latest, but I can't get more until Tue afternoon at the earliest.
However, due to the NHS meaning all your medical records are accessible at any doctors practice or hospital, it means if you are admitted to hospital, they'll automatically start giving any meds you'd normally take, at the normal times and doses.
I'm insulin-dependant and generally have enough rapid-release insulin to kill a horse (or three). So I'm considering - when I run out early Sat morning - taking an OD of rapid-release insulin large enough that I'll definitely ensure I lose consciousness and will need to be monitored for a minimum of 48 hours (probably 72) but not enough to be approaching life-threatening. I live with family, and will deliberately not be alone in the time from injecting it to the OD happening. And even in very acute insulin OD's it takes 7 hours without treatment before you start to get brain damage or anything permanent.
Obviously, I pretend it was an accident.