After a few years or more than a few in tha drug game you can get jaded like nobodys bizness. lots of lives can lead you to bein that way but drugs is a pretty quick way to get there.
you know how sometimes its hard to separate the cynical attitude/jadedness from the actual shit you learned thats actually valuable to know in this life. shit thats "just the way it is" know what im sayin
LIke you lose your inocence about the whole thing. (not that you had it in the first place some of us =P ) but anyways
Whats some of the truths and realizations that you started to see over time?
Shit like never gettin too excited over something somebody says when theyre fucked up cuz the pain of hearing "damn i dont remember that" the next day teaches u real quick
learning not to listen to the cats talkin like "soon i might be gettin ______" cuz youll believe it when you see it
realizing that if somebody dont call you back it was for a reason and not blowin up their phone with "yo man what the deal is you never called me back"
learning to never put out more for someone than they would put out for you (yea its different w.your homies no doubt im just talkin about cats you kinda/dont really know or people you just do biz with)
losing the enjoyment in hookin up people thats your friends' people or even peeps thats your friends but always ask for a little more than they are willing to give or etc. basically anybody other than your dawgs...you know how you be all excited and glad to help people out cuz you got the hookup when you first started out....
you would be like "yea yo you need 3 g's for you and your boys i got you covered" but soon it turns into 'sorry yo' just cuz you aint gettin nothin out of it and they aint doin you no favors.
and shit like that
I could go on about shit forever but then yall would have nothin to say without repeatin me so ill hold up on that.
you know how sometimes its hard to separate the cynical attitude/jadedness from the actual shit you learned thats actually valuable to know in this life. shit thats "just the way it is" know what im sayin
LIke you lose your inocence about the whole thing. (not that you had it in the first place some of us =P ) but anyways
Whats some of the truths and realizations that you started to see over time?
Shit like never gettin too excited over something somebody says when theyre fucked up cuz the pain of hearing "damn i dont remember that" the next day teaches u real quick
learning not to listen to the cats talkin like "soon i might be gettin ______" cuz youll believe it when you see it
realizing that if somebody dont call you back it was for a reason and not blowin up their phone with "yo man what the deal is you never called me back"
learning to never put out more for someone than they would put out for you (yea its different w.your homies no doubt im just talkin about cats you kinda/dont really know or people you just do biz with)
losing the enjoyment in hookin up people thats your friends' people or even peeps thats your friends but always ask for a little more than they are willing to give or etc. basically anybody other than your dawgs...you know how you be all excited and glad to help people out cuz you got the hookup when you first started out....
you would be like "yea yo you need 3 g's for you and your boys i got you covered" but soon it turns into 'sorry yo' just cuz you aint gettin nothin out of it and they aint doin you no favors.
and shit like that
I could go on about shit forever but then yall would have nothin to say without repeatin me so ill hold up on that.