roi
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2-phenyl-3,5-dimethylmorpholine
Any information on that one? Couldn't find it in the phenylmorpholines patent. The 3-desmethyl version is also around, called "Isophenmetrazine".
Drugs fairly selective as DRAs/DRIs are not really interesting to me, they're like hedonistic in a very negative way in my opinion. When I think about a DRA, I think MDPV and pyrrolidinophenones in general even though they have other effects too. But they all have this common feeling, every time I tried them they made me feel goofy and unfocused completely unlike amphetamine. I watched people who I took it with and couldn't understand why they praised it so much. There was almost nothing pleasant about them for me and yet they had that extremely powerful compulsive component to take more, it was actually one of the reasons why I realized the compulsion to do something has nothing to do with any real reward, it felt as if I got dissociated from that compulsion when it was clear to me I didn't really want to take more even though my body felt different. From people's descriptions it seems that 3-fluorophenmetrazine has a similar compulsiveness. This is completely different from drugs like opioids in my experience which actually have much less compulsiveness per se and the need to take them during withdrawal indeed has a lot to do with the relief. Stimulants on the other hand, some more and some less, made me want or almost feel forced to take something though the reason for that was never quite clear. I can imagine this property of stimulants makes them extremely addictive for some people as they may hold a lot more value to the positive effects than I do. I had a romance with stimulants on and off for a year or so after I quit methadone and knew I was done with opioids for good, it was mostly amphetamine as I liked how it let me analyse stuff even in the seemingly irrational ways, but I can't say I ever liked them that much as there were so many negative effects to every experience. At the very beginning I couldn't really understand why so many people would get so dependent on stimulants, the negatives always largely outweighed the positives for me, which certainly has a lot to do with my personality and my strong need for inner peace and harmony of my surroundings.