Perhaps in another time. Another place. Another story.... We could've been what we were meant to be from the beginning. Just two people. Who shared a moment. That lasted forever.
But no one ever really learns. These scars are never really healed. And they forever eat away at our very existance. Swallowing whole the ones we love most. And you let it get to you.
You could've been stronger.
A beaten and bruised will-power lies silently in the depths of your mind. Just like everything else, you berated it into almost nothing. A poor pathetic reminiscent of a strength that used to be, long ago.
I even begin to wonder sometimes if you're capable. Of truly loving someone. Because a heart once broken isn't enough for you. A shattered, blackened, bleeding, crying... frightened heart is the only thing that will begin to slow your rage.
I've felt death in my chest, and it was colored with your words.
But an angel never came for me. And so I'm here. Stuck in this story. Endlessly searching for a door in a world with no doorways. Dreaming. Of you.
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In America, sex is an obsession; in other parts of the world, it's a fact.
But no one ever really learns. These scars are never really healed. And they forever eat away at our very existance. Swallowing whole the ones we love most. And you let it get to you.
You could've been stronger.
A beaten and bruised will-power lies silently in the depths of your mind. Just like everything else, you berated it into almost nothing. A poor pathetic reminiscent of a strength that used to be, long ago.
I even begin to wonder sometimes if you're capable. Of truly loving someone. Because a heart once broken isn't enough for you. A shattered, blackened, bleeding, crying... frightened heart is the only thing that will begin to slow your rage.
I've felt death in my chest, and it was colored with your words.
But an angel never came for me. And so I'm here. Stuck in this story. Endlessly searching for a door in a world with no doorways. Dreaming. Of you.
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In America, sex is an obsession; in other parts of the world, it's a fact.
