dopedamsel
Greenlighter
so i have this really weird thing that has happened... i started doing meth a year ago and my seizures completely quit. i have had epilepsy since i was 8. i had sleep paralysis for a couple months, but when im up i dont have it obviously... but that hasnt happened in a few weeks now. which is great! i honestly cant complain about it except for hiding it from my kids and being "sneaky" i smoke weed everyday too. i take CBD oil and i have a VNS in my chest. i havent' taken my epilepsy meds in a year either. I have also ruptured a disk in my back about 3 years ago, but when im on meth it quits hurting. some days the sciatica will hurt so bad that i cant even stand up. then i do some dope and im fine. my only problem is when i get tired and just fall asleep out of nowhere. i can now even eat while on meth. i love it/hate it... can anyone make sense of this? My dude doesnt' understand... he has adult adhd and he does meth with me and it calms his ass down quick. but when he starts sobering up,,, here comes adhd josh going 10000mph...and im down, really down... zzzzz