Wow that explains alot! Thanks.
Im going to over share here, but its cuz im spun on ritalin.
The receptor fighting explains why i got so sick after injecting a micture of 10mg oxymorphone and whatever half a pill of hydrocodone was while on 8mg of subs, it was a bad idea but i was emotional because my ex girlfriend made sure to remind me she was lying everytime she said she loved me, i was hoping id get high enough to atleast forget the pain but it wasnt a suicide attempt. (I only ever made a suicide attempt once with an OD if aripiprizole and i survived and the aftermath completely ruined my life but now 9 months later ive neve been happier to be alive!) If it wasnt for the subs maybe it wouldve been an OD. Its been 5 weeks since that day and i havnt touched a needle,
Hmm,
Well technically you can use full agonists on top of bupe.
It's only when you take bupe after a full agonist is in effect that it should cause problems.
For example if you're taking hydrocodone every day for a week & then you take 8mg of subs before it's worn off, then it will throw you into what is known as "precipitated withdrawal". But if you take hydrocodone on top of buprenorphine, it'll either do nothing (because bupe is blocking it) or just cause added effects (depending on how many receptors you have open for the hydrocodone to attach to).
I've used full agonists on top of my bupe many times in the past & have been fine.
So I'm not quite sure why you got sick.
I hope I don't sound preachy here, but shooting pills is pretty bad for you. If you're going to do this, it's best to have micron filters. Because some of the binders & fillers in the pills can get lodged in your circulatory system if they're not water soluble. It's possible you either just got sick from taking too many opioids or possibly from the injection itself.
I personally am pro-legalizing heroin & opioids, but I'm against using needles, as they can cause problems that you wouldn't have otherwise had to worry about if you had done the drug any other route. It can lead to infections, heart problems, loss of limbs, circulatory damage, etc..
So it might not mean much coming from a total stranger on the internet, but I'm proud of you for putting the needle down & leaving it down! Nothing wrong with getting high, as long as you're doing it in the safest possible way!