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How are you trying to better yourself this new year?

Personally, I've got a couple. They are smaller things that should be quite easy to accomplish rather then a larger generic goal (which I've had less luck with in the past)

1.) no empty calories (soda/alcohol)
2.) spend at least 3 hours outside per week (or 30 minutes a day)
3.) start waking up and going to sleep on a set schedule to help with insomnia
4.) maintain yoga/meditation schedule even when I don't feel like it

I'm also focusing on maintaining my sobriety, but this has been ongoing for so long now it is pretty much second nature. I spent 2010 getting clean, I want to spend 2011 focusing on getting my life back!

I wish you all a joyous and prosperous new year <3
 
my new years resolution is in 2011 to make a list of how much of each drug i do..
 
TINK said:
gonna try to not be lonely. Recently single after 7 years and in a new city.
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You'll be fine hun, I'm sure you'll make some friends soon! <3


My main goal for this year is to quit drinking. Plain and simple. I have other goals of course but this is the ONE thing I want to achieve this year.
 
try and stop shooting ice and see what living life and participating in it is all about. try and leave my apt, everyday to go check my mail, and to take up some type of class, or maybe do some volunteer work at least once a week. i want to do something productive this year, that dosent involve the needle. im sick of being a colassiol fucking failure. im excited, and im very scared about 2011.
 
1. Get the fuck out of this town and stay gone
2. Keep hard drug use to a minimum
3. Get back in shape again
4. Quit smoking sometime when im not stressed out
5. Make friends that arent just drug buddies
 
I actually made a huge change with myself for my new years resolution, and it was all for the better.
I had a group of friends that I loved and have been great friends with them all for YEARS. But in the past year they have become a very shady and bad crowd.. all of them freebase roxiez everyday, and we would all roll on mdma so frequently that it was nuts.. all we would do was a bunch of drugs, and we weren't even 20 years old yet. It has come to my attention that I was extremely generous to all of them.. and i realized that they probobly wouldn't like me at all or hang out with me if I didn't throw so much money around all the time to get everyone high... and to fund our vip table at clubs pretty much everytime we go out..
I realized in the last week of december that they were all shady and fake.. and only wanted me around because i was generous.. and that being around that crowd had taken me far downhill.. with all the drugs and partying.

So when I was rolling on december 29th (last time) after I had bought 5 grams of molly pure mdma for everone to use, i realized how ungreatful they all were. I realized that hanging around them was bad news, and bad for me. so on dec. 29 i just randomly got up and left.. just like that. without a goodbye to any of them. deleted my facebook and changed my number, and this was a group of friends i had been hanging out with for years.. I also did the same thing to my X girlfriend at that same exact moment. I cut off all possible contact I could have with her, since the emotional pain she had been causing me the past year after she cheated multiple times and ran back to me each time had been fueling my depression/mania and drug rage.

Cut em all off for my own good. Its been almost 2 weeks without a word to any of them, and its time that Jimbo starts looking out for his own good now.

That was my new years resolution and you best beleive i'm sticking to it, I'm not playing around with my well-being anymore
 
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