SWIM2100
Greenlighter
Hey Bluelighters! Longtime lurker (12 years) here. Just got into MMT and figured I would join and provide what I am able to provide to others on a similar journey to me. Below is a little about me and answers to recommended new member questions.
1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
I began browsing on Bluelight at some point in 2009. I no longer remember a more specific date
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
I found Bluelight while searching for a way to extract Tylenol from norco pills. It came up in a google search.
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
I smoked weed a few times as a teenager and drank occasionally from about age 20 until maybe a year or two ago. The only drugs I ever cared for or did with any consistency were hydrocodone and oxycodone. I became addicted finally once I developed a chronic pain condition.
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
I have only ever chewed and swallowed!
I am 38 and married with 2 wonderful kids. I have been a programmer since I was a kid and solo independent video game developer for many years now. I recently got on MMT and made the decision to join up here to see if I can get help making some sense of all that has gone on in me with my addiction and maybe along that road I will be able to help others do the same in some small way.
Thank you so much Bluekighters, for all the valuable information and kind uplifting words you have written on this site over the years. You have helped me more than you will probably ever know. Without this place I probably would have died and left a wife and children behind several times over! Scary to say that to myself now... But, in no small part thanks to you all, that destructive chapter has closed and now one of healing - and vigilance - is open in my life. I look forward to finally getting to know the folks that inhabit this space!
1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
I began browsing on Bluelight at some point in 2009. I no longer remember a more specific date
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
I found Bluelight while searching for a way to extract Tylenol from norco pills. It came up in a google search.
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
I smoked weed a few times as a teenager and drank occasionally from about age 20 until maybe a year or two ago. The only drugs I ever cared for or did with any consistency were hydrocodone and oxycodone. I became addicted finally once I developed a chronic pain condition.
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
I have only ever chewed and swallowed!
I am 38 and married with 2 wonderful kids. I have been a programmer since I was a kid and solo independent video game developer for many years now. I recently got on MMT and made the decision to join up here to see if I can get help making some sense of all that has gone on in me with my addiction and maybe along that road I will be able to help others do the same in some small way.
Thank you so much Bluekighters, for all the valuable information and kind uplifting words you have written on this site over the years. You have helped me more than you will probably ever know. Without this place I probably would have died and left a wife and children behind several times over! Scary to say that to myself now... But, in no small part thanks to you all, that destructive chapter has closed and now one of healing - and vigilance - is open in my life. I look forward to finally getting to know the folks that inhabit this space!
