ima.get.her.thoee
Greenlighter
ok so, im usually pretty good at slamming myself..... i have missed at time, but i know how to do it myself. Well so everything was good till i went to stay the weekend at my cousins and while she was smoking i said i was going to slam if that was okay with her. She said yeah thats fine, ive never seen anyone do it. Well so i dont know if it was because she was watching me but i got nervous and couldnt do it. It took forever for me to find my vein, and when i did i know the needle came out a bit at some point and i missed a lil and then the rest got clogged and so i tried a vein in my leg that i ended up missing also and think i blew the vein out... so i told her she needed to not watch me. So an hour and a half later i was able to do it fine by myself.. now fast forward all day and im finally home, dont have to worry about her watching me, so as i was doing my shot, had no problem findinh vein, registering... now at one point as i was injecting it in i felt a little sting again. So i stopped and pulled out a little, still blood and so i continued my hit. I felt the rush. But there was something with that rush also tht i usually feel when i miss. Sooo i look at my arm and theres just a lil tiny tiny lump... ok, so i feel my arm and cant feel anything more. But now as a couple hours gone by its swelled a teeny tiny bit, its not hurting by now it does feel like something could be there but still not sure. I just wanted.to ask, how come when i would register the needle it got the rush of blood but i still missed a little at the same time?. And what can i do to help the something i feel right there? It feels like its hard right there but i dont know. And my other question is my leg. Its so messed up. I dont know if its an infection or a blown vein or what it is. I dont have a fever or anything.. that one does hurt though....