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Heroin need some advice

xtcgrrrl

xtcgrrrl

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Hi BL,

I've been in a lot of pain for a very long time. My doctors have ramped me up from Tramadol, to Vicodin, and finally to Percocet. However I'm still in a SHITLOAD of pain. It turns out that I have, according to a recent MRI, FIVE herniated discs and one pressing directly on the spinal cord. This makes it INCREDIBLY painful and I sometimes get so much numbness in my legs that I can't walk. I have been considering trying to get heroin for the pain (I know, please don't lecture me on what a bad idea it is.) Aside from not really knowing where to get it from in the first place, can anyone give me some information so that I don't die. I don't want to IV, I'd rather just snort it. And I don't have a lot of money so that would naturally limit me from purchasing it too often. Just some advice would be great and no lectures please. I'm at the end of my rope and being in so much pain is affecting EVERYTHING in my life: I get constant, severe migraines that don't respond to medication, I can't sleep at night (I go to bed and usually wake up at 3 to 5 AM unable to go back to sleep. And I have a VERY comfortable bed so it's not the bed.) My appetite has dwindled down to nothing, I get pain in other areas of the body not directly related to the spine, and I can't go anywhere or do anything. I can't drive, I can't even be in a car for longer than 10 minutes. I can't take the subway, I can't walk far, I can't bend or twist, etc etc. My quality of life is SHIT. So if heroin made the pain go away for TWO MINUTES it would be heaven. I really don't know what else to do. I've tried asking my doctors for better pain meds but NYC is STRICT and they don't prescribe things to anyone short of cancer patients. Really need some help here. If you want to yell at me about this, please just PM me and don't do it in public where everyone can see. Thanks.
 
yes heroin will take your pain away AND make you forget about all your problems. could last anywhere from 5mins to a few hours, I love snorting ECP heroin I do it every day but just know what you are getting yourself into by trying it. So go out and buy yourself a few stamps remember to sniff lightly and do small bumps every 10 minutes... if you try it and like it welcome to hell... but its kinda worth it i love killing myself. but seriously tho I think that heroin will help you out with ur pain best of luck :)
 
Dude, I so feel your pain. You sound like me until I got into PM. I got so bad at one point I did some stupid illegal shit, lost my job and got super close to killing myself. I just didn't care and couldn't face the consequences of what'd I'd become. Are you saying you are currently in a PM clinic or is a GP just prescribing the Percs? I'd suggest if you're not in a decent PM program, insist you get there. I'll be honest, Percs wouldn't even touch what I go through daily (sounds like you too). You should be on (and managed) something that has a realistic chance of really helping you. Feel free to PM me if you need/what to talk. Good Luck~!

PS - There is really no need to jump from one to ten, so to speak, and go from Percs to shooting H. There are plenty of decent meds in between that should legally be explored. Please look into it.
 
See a different doctor in pain management to give you something else. If you start on heroin you will never stop until you are shooting it and then die. I have been hooked on H for 3 years and started for the same reasons are you are lookin to start. I have thrown away everything for that fuckin drug..... DONT DO IT, YOU WILL DIE!!
 
Until you try all available pain medications, you shouldn't even contemplate Heroin. I mean there are things like Fentanyl and oxymorphone; both extreamly powerful analgesics that aren't tainted with a whole host of crap in order to maximise dealer profits. So ask your doctor to keep on trying you on those, or find another doctor. Heroin is a great painkiller, but not the best and should only be the last resort.
 
I really wish I could ask my doctor, but I've tried and tried and it's not working. They don't believe in prescribing heavy painkillers there. They gave me 3 epidural steroid shots, which just made me sore as FUCK for 2-3 days and didn't really do much for the pain...it's like, if I'm sitting down maybe it's a little better...but not if I sit for more than 10 minutes and NOT if I'm active! I have 3 kids under the age of 6 that I need to take care of and I can't lie in bed all day...I'm on the go all day and it's HELL
 
Well, if you have three kids under 6, then no way can I suggest you go down the Heroin route.

I'm not going to pretend that I understand your pain, but from what you say it sounds awful living in such a way. If you can afford it perhaps yoga, or other alternative therapies might help. Other than that a change of doctor. All the best.
 
I'd say that iving heroin would be a last resort. You still how a shit load of script meds to try. Get a new doc or go to a pain management clinic and get something stronger. Also smoking weed does nothing? They have topical gels that I've heard work wonders.
 
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