theartofwar
Bluelighter
So I've had my 12 concussion today , 2 in the last 6 days . I am very wobbly and in IMMENSE pain. I had a shot of fentanyl in the hospital - this is why I am making the thread. I've never had such pain in my life. I have a RX but I am not filling it - I actually gave it away to my mum , and she has left for awhile (things are very strained w/my dad
).
Look I have developed dedication and self control - I have to for my lifting = but this shot , while the pain is SO much better now , it's almost non existant (and the doc said it will last for a long time as far as shots go), I'm terified of the fact that I have used an opiate though. I feel horribly guilty but I cannot tell you how bad this pain is. I just got a new job , I NEED to be there. It's bad enought i got no sleep!! Am I just freaking out ?? Is this healthy fear ?? Things have been rough recently so I want to be very safe -- I am an open book this.

Look I have developed dedication and self control - I have to for my lifting = but this shot , while the pain is SO much better now , it's almost non existant (and the doc said it will last for a long time as far as shots go), I'm terified of the fact that I have used an opiate though. I feel horribly guilty but I cannot tell you how bad this pain is. I just got a new job , I NEED to be there. It's bad enought i got no sleep!! Am I just freaking out ?? Is this healthy fear ?? Things have been rough recently so I want to be very safe -- I am an open book this.