I thought I'd post about my experience with 4-HO-MET since I'm currently coming down gently off it. I do not have a lot experience with psychs in the past. I have tried LSA which I found way too antsy with no visuals. The only other experience I've had is with 4-HO-MiPT at 15 mg. The only thing I could say was that it was very heavy on the "mind fuck" but not in the good way. It felt like I was being fired on by a barrage of voices yelling gibberish in my head. It was also light on the visuals but I could some neat breathing wall effects. I had to dispense a few anti anxiety medicines to make the remainder of it barable. Now for the important part:
This is pretty funny thinking back on it now.
At around 6:30 I had consumed a decent size dinner and went off to my room for the festivities. I had measured out 8-9 milligrams of 4-HO-MET fumerate after taking an allergy test earlier and capped it. At around 8:15 I took it down with a glass of water. Now having read the relatively short onset time for this item by 9:45 I assumed that the dose was not high enough and was going to call it a night in terms of tripping. I continued on watching the last season of "Lost" (Dont ruin it for me!), when BHAM!
Suddenly everything was "You can't watch this anymore, put the laptop away!" And then dizziness and nausea had kicked in, which I assumed was due to the popcorn I just ate. I was beginning to worry this was going to end up just like 4-HO-MiPT. So down the hatch with one benzo and under the tongue with another.
BUT! Here's where things get amazing. I remember thinking there was a group of people that I was trying to explain a book idea I had and I was straining so hard to remember key plot points and it seemed so stupid at the time. Then things became even more mentally painful. As I'm laying there in the dark with the jumbled up narration of crap going on in my head, suddenly it all clears out. Quite honestly it felt amazing. Then came rushes of pure joy is what I could best describe it as. Let me add this in before I forget, the entire time from beginning to end, and even now on the comedown, tremors were rather prevalent though manageable.
So back to the "joy" part: I would stare at an entire text article and all of the text would move and shift around. Spacing between letter would spread and contract and paragraphs would flow like rivers. I would laugh really hard at this. I'm really not trying to advert for this lol but I would stare at this picture http://ecstasy.com.ua/medical-prescription-otc.png and all the pills would rotate and move around in a beautiful flowing manner. At first I was convinced it was a.gif so I asked someone in the next room over if they saw any movement and they rather confusedly insured me there was not. Music was FANTASTIC along with WinAmp visualization it truly felt like the music was perfectly orchestrated with the visuals.
+400 in the tremors are subsiding and I feel rather relaxed yet energized. I'm still getting some visuals while looking at text and intent to go back and "watch" some more music. I will say that at the peak of the experience I felt an intense loved up sensation and I NEED to deeply connect with someone. Some claimed not to have much insight gleaned from 4-HO-MET but I thought I did. I made sure to type it down in the following lame-ass drug induced rambling for your enjoyment:
Also was kind of too messed up to care that the caps lock key was on
The following day (today) I have some lingering anxiety. In the morning I took my normal dose of buproprion which helped for a few hours. I was reluctant to take anymore benzos because during the trip I had taken 2 mg klonopin on top of 1 mg that I had taken a few hours earlier + .5 mg alprozolam. About 4+ hours in I was still getting tremors in my legs which were becoming annoying since the only other thing going on were weakening visuals. So in order to be able to sleep, I took 1mg Etizolam and zonked out. The next morning I had a spaced out feeling and lack of focus. I went to the bank and was confused trying to fill out a basic deposit slip. However after the buproprion and a Red Bull things cleared up. Anxiety built up again later on that night and I took 1 mg clonazapam and am feeling all right. This is the thing with tryptamines for me it seems. The come up gives me a lot of anxiety and then the following day leaves me and a spacey, up beat, yet anxious mood. I don't know if I will repeat the experience again in the near future but cannot say it was no without its excellent moments.
This is pretty funny thinking back on it now.
At around 6:30 I had consumed a decent size dinner and went off to my room for the festivities. I had measured out 8-9 milligrams of 4-HO-MET fumerate after taking an allergy test earlier and capped it. At around 8:15 I took it down with a glass of water. Now having read the relatively short onset time for this item by 9:45 I assumed that the dose was not high enough and was going to call it a night in terms of tripping. I continued on watching the last season of "Lost" (Dont ruin it for me!), when BHAM!
Suddenly everything was "You can't watch this anymore, put the laptop away!" And then dizziness and nausea had kicked in, which I assumed was due to the popcorn I just ate. I was beginning to worry this was going to end up just like 4-HO-MiPT. So down the hatch with one benzo and under the tongue with another.
BUT! Here's where things get amazing. I remember thinking there was a group of people that I was trying to explain a book idea I had and I was straining so hard to remember key plot points and it seemed so stupid at the time. Then things became even more mentally painful. As I'm laying there in the dark with the jumbled up narration of crap going on in my head, suddenly it all clears out. Quite honestly it felt amazing. Then came rushes of pure joy is what I could best describe it as. Let me add this in before I forget, the entire time from beginning to end, and even now on the comedown, tremors were rather prevalent though manageable.
So back to the "joy" part: I would stare at an entire text article and all of the text would move and shift around. Spacing between letter would spread and contract and paragraphs would flow like rivers. I would laugh really hard at this. I'm really not trying to advert for this lol but I would stare at this picture http://ecstasy.com.ua/medical-prescription-otc.png and all the pills would rotate and move around in a beautiful flowing manner. At first I was convinced it was a.gif so I asked someone in the next room over if they saw any movement and they rather confusedly insured me there was not. Music was FANTASTIC along with WinAmp visualization it truly felt like the music was perfectly orchestrated with the visuals.
+400 in the tremors are subsiding and I feel rather relaxed yet energized. I'm still getting some visuals while looking at text and intent to go back and "watch" some more music. I will say that at the peak of the experience I felt an intense loved up sensation and I NEED to deeply connect with someone. Some claimed not to have much insight gleaned from 4-HO-MET but I thought I did. I made sure to type it down in the following lame-ass drug induced rambling for your enjoyment:
Also was kind of too messed up to care that the caps lock key was on
The following day (today) I have some lingering anxiety. In the morning I took my normal dose of buproprion which helped for a few hours. I was reluctant to take anymore benzos because during the trip I had taken 2 mg klonopin on top of 1 mg that I had taken a few hours earlier + .5 mg alprozolam. About 4+ hours in I was still getting tremors in my legs which were becoming annoying since the only other thing going on were weakening visuals. So in order to be able to sleep, I took 1mg Etizolam and zonked out. The next morning I had a spaced out feeling and lack of focus. I went to the bank and was confused trying to fill out a basic deposit slip. However after the buproprion and a Red Bull things cleared up. Anxiety built up again later on that night and I took 1 mg clonazapam and am feeling all right. This is the thing with tryptamines for me it seems. The come up gives me a lot of anxiety and then the following day leaves me and a spacey, up beat, yet anxious mood. I don't know if I will repeat the experience again in the near future but cannot say it was no without its excellent moments.
