been years but finally thinking/wanting sex again.
I am a dope fiend; well, kinda ex dope fiend, so you know why the sex was NOT there for me. for the past 6 or so years I somewhat lost my sex drive. yes, I still had sex but nothing something I cared for or went after; w/ the GF I had to and then being single I would once in a while if I went out, got fucked up, and happen to bring a girl home (if I was lucky enough). but I never cared cuz I was a dope fiend and was never a horny guy.
went to 16MG sub and same deal; no sex drive. got a new GF and she complained about it so I had to drop to 8MG sub; all of a sudden I was ABLE to have sex again. you know, get hard, stay hard, actually fuck the whole time. but even at 8MG I wasnt a horny guy but was able to do it come time.
well, and the girl broke up but I also dropped to 4-6MG recently.. and WOW! I forgot what it was like to have a sex drive. been watching porn, watching girls everywhere I go, just been wanting to have sex again. sad part is, its been mostly porn, tho, ha. but damn, I am ready for the next girl, so we need to go out and get that one.
figured I'd share this story. makes me happy to be "normal" again.
I am a dope fiend; well, kinda ex dope fiend, so you know why the sex was NOT there for me. for the past 6 or so years I somewhat lost my sex drive. yes, I still had sex but nothing something I cared for or went after; w/ the GF I had to and then being single I would once in a while if I went out, got fucked up, and happen to bring a girl home (if I was lucky enough). but I never cared cuz I was a dope fiend and was never a horny guy.
went to 16MG sub and same deal; no sex drive. got a new GF and she complained about it so I had to drop to 8MG sub; all of a sudden I was ABLE to have sex again. you know, get hard, stay hard, actually fuck the whole time. but even at 8MG I wasnt a horny guy but was able to do it come time.
well, and the girl broke up but I also dropped to 4-6MG recently.. and WOW! I forgot what it was like to have a sex drive. been watching porn, watching girls everywhere I go, just been wanting to have sex again. sad part is, its been mostly porn, tho, ha. but damn, I am ready for the next girl, so we need to go out and get that one.
figured I'd share this story. makes me happy to be "normal" again.
