gypsiejunkie
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 17, 2013
- Messages
- 119
dedicated to kenny guenther
i heard they found my cousin
without clothes on
chewing the
wires he pulled
out of the wall sockets.
he used to be a sniper
in the u.s. army,
he was discharged after that
and he believed for years
that our family
was trying to kill him.
something like that.
i heard kenny was crazy
and i figured
cause, “we’re all a little
crazy aren’t we?”
me and kennny,
we love hearing that
because i heard
kenny locked his girlfriend
in cages
and why would she
lie about that?
but
i did see kenny cry
and i know
he must have loved
something, someone
even if it was just her.
but even though
he has kids here
he never sees
he seems to have loved
at least one
because
he saw that baby
everyday
he said
and i believe him.
he said he had five
years clean
but i don’t know.
i believe kim when she said
she had seven
and i wonder why.
dan’s messages go
in the message requests.
i don’t ever see them
until three weeks later
because dan has a new account
on (whatever)
every three months
that he inevitably forgets the password to a few days later.
i heard dan shot up lsd.
i believe it
but no one else does
well,
no one except the people
that
know him.
i knew this guy
tanner.
not my cousin.
not tanner roberts.
tanner steele.
i remembered that time
chappy and him and i
shared water and a spoon.
we drew from the same cotton.
i laughed it off and
tanner said, “you
can’t catch hep c twice”.
tanner steele.
I remembered that time
chappy ripped him off
for some h
and he was sitting
right there.
i thought,
i’d have done something,
because we were doing
his drugs
right in front of him.
i felt bad
but i thought
i needed it
more.
i thought
i’d have done something,
but when my time came
i didn’t.
i remember the time that
i pitied a junkie
that was
just
like
me.
anyway,
i met him just
a few times.
i didn’t know
him very well.
i reactivated my account on
(whatever)
a few weeks ago.
i found out
tanner was dead.
shot himself in the head
or something.
and that is an ending
for sure.
i thought,
i’d have done
something,
but i wonder
what it was
that finally did it
and if
when it’s my time
i’ll do something
different
i heard they found my cousin
without clothes on
chewing the
wires he pulled
out of the wall sockets.
he used to be a sniper
in the u.s. army,
he was discharged after that
and he believed for years
that our family
was trying to kill him.
something like that.
i heard kenny was crazy
and i figured
cause, “we’re all a little
crazy aren’t we?”
me and kennny,
we love hearing that
because i heard
kenny locked his girlfriend
in cages
and why would she
lie about that?
but
i did see kenny cry
and i know
he must have loved
something, someone
even if it was just her.
but even though
he has kids here
he never sees
he seems to have loved
at least one
because
he saw that baby
everyday
he said
and i believe him.
he said he had five
years clean
but i don’t know.
i believe kim when she said
she had seven
and i wonder why.
dan’s messages go
in the message requests.
i don’t ever see them
until three weeks later
because dan has a new account
on (whatever)
every three months
that he inevitably forgets the password to a few days later.
i heard dan shot up lsd.
i believe it
but no one else does
well,
no one except the people
that
know him.
i knew this guy
tanner.
not my cousin.
not tanner roberts.
tanner steele.
i remembered that time
chappy and him and i
shared water and a spoon.
we drew from the same cotton.
i laughed it off and
tanner said, “you
can’t catch hep c twice”.
tanner steele.
I remembered that time
chappy ripped him off
for some h
and he was sitting
right there.
i thought,
i’d have done something,
because we were doing
his drugs
right in front of him.
i felt bad
but i thought
i needed it
more.
i thought
i’d have done something,
but when my time came
i didn’t.
i remember the time that
i pitied a junkie
that was
just
like
me.
anyway,
i met him just
a few times.
i didn’t know
him very well.
i reactivated my account on
(whatever)
a few weeks ago.
i found out
tanner was dead.
shot himself in the head
or something.
and that is an ending
for sure.
i thought,
i’d have done
something,
but i wonder
what it was
that finally did it
and if
when it’s my time
i’ll do something
different
