My recent-ish posts from the main MXP threads:
I fucking absolutely love this drug. Towards the end of the last thread I mentioned that I was yet another person to botch a gram via attempted insufflation. It worked, but it wasted the majority of the methoxphenidine.
I'm yet to be anywhere near dissociated, but I've taken about 40-42mg today and found that to produce similar results to what must have been 100mg~ ish insufflated. I'd assumed that the only reason it was so good last time was because I had a benzo earlier in the day. Now I know it's just straight up methoxphenidine.
It alleviates depression and leaves me in a very clear headed, ever so slightly euphoric, very switched on state of mind. I feel like socialising and I'm having a mix for the first time in about six months.
I'm going to take it very easy with this stuff, but I'm definitely going to be using it (vary sparingly) as a substance to get me back on track.
For some reason I've been avoiding the dissociative analogues, and I've got no idea why, given that I love dissociatives.
I take it that the effects that I am receiving are roughly why many people loved low dose MXE so much.
Are there any other dissociatives worth trying which produce similar effects to the stimulating, motivating, focused euphoria of a low dose of this stuff?
For reference, I took it at at 3pm, it is now 22:22pm, and I still fell just as good.
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What are peoples thoughts on taking low doses of a dissociative for depression? Does it often end well? This MXP far more effective for fatigue and depression than anything else I've taken.
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Then this:
An update on my short stint with this chemical. The doses were generally 40mg~, and via oral administration.
Day 1: Stay up until 2 in the morning playing on decks. Decide to offset sleeping by doing pushups. This is completely unlike me. Fatigue, depression and anxiety completely eliminated. A very euphoric day.
Day 2: Kind of like day 1, but not quite so good. Pretty euphoric.
Day 3: I can't possibly imagine getting anxiety, but I'm not sure I like it. Its kind of like my ability to feel emotion has been labotomised. Feel very neutral.
Day 4: I don't feel very good, and I don't like this any more. I feel like I could get anxious, but don't. It is incredibly cold and clinical.
Day 5: I definitely do not like this, and I feel anxious, depressed and fatigued. Incredibly dysphoric.
I waited a week and took some more, and it was exactly like day 5. And so ends my experiment with MXP.
(Actually I'd quite like to try it again with a benzo, but I'd probably just sniff my way back through day five)
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I find ephenidine far more reliable and all round better. It's really helped me lose a load of weight and stick to a candida diet, bringing my energy levels right back up and putting to bed this chronic fatigue/depresion/anx. I've been taking 2 grams over the past few weeks/month or something, but just ran out. So now I'm trying diphenidine. I'm UK based as well BTW
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I'll be posting me reports in the ephenidine thread today/tomorrow or the day after.
