ColtDan
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I acquired 500mg of MXE a few months ago, did some reading and ended up deciding to try it last night. i was a bit apprehensive about it, and had no real urge to try it although various people said it was very good. there was a small house gathering (5 of us) where the plan was to get drunk, listen to music and chat etc
i drank some alcohol and headed over with more drinks and the MXE. we sat around for a bit, got a bit drunk then got the MXE out. my friends did some lines first, i wasn't planning to do any but after a few more drinks i thought "sod it"
we didnt have any scales. yes this is very stupid. in your brain you'll be thinking "what a bunch of dickheads" and yes im aware this wrecklace behavior gets people in hospital or killed,
anyways, after various lines we were starting to feel it. i started to find everything looked better, i felt more creative, a bit distant. everything was nice to touch. a warm euphoria felt within me. glowing. this is nice. i felt in quite a state of goodness
we ended up running out of alcohol so, after another line or two, we headed down to a big tescos superstore. as soon as i got outside i realized that i was pretty fucked up, and so was everybody else. it was dark. everything had a very unreal kind of video game feel about it. my walking would sway and my whole body felt weird. it was amazing. it felt like we were embarking on the most wild adventurous adventure to date. it was exciting, i felt like a little kid again. then it hit me that this is the shittest adventure to date, but the drugs and alcohol are making it more interesting. ahhh either way, this is nice. i remember feeling like i was from lord of the rings, heading to mordor. i remember popping out with weird random intricate articulate ideas about all kinds of stuff, but i didnt actually feel them being thought. it was very hard to explain. i felt like i was part of final fantasy. when we got to this big tescos it was incredibly vivid and detailed. i felt like i had just entered an alien city, it was mind blowing.
the act of going to the till and buying the alcohol was a mind fuck. i became a bit confused. i became aware of my body wobbling from the alcohol, and the mxe seemed to amplifie the awareness of this. as i looked around things started clipping. it then hit me that it felt like this was a part of some fucked up film like fear and loathing in las vegas, and i was at the desk with a head full of acid in the hotel.
we got back to the house, everybody was pretty twisted. more twisted than a turkey twizzler. everything was extremely nice to touch, everything felt right and perfect. the chaos in my mind had been silenced. everything felt still, and complete, together, at one, perfect. we ended up listening to some relaxing music, drinking more, smoked some cigs, i reckon our dose was withing 80/100mg each. i noticed i started to get a headache, right on the top of my head. around the top of my head,
just before we left me and one of my friends decided to do one more line. this was potentially a bad mistake. we walked up town and realized that it was creeping up, i was feeling more sedated a numb, yet stimulated at the same time. i became my aware my heart was being loud and heavily, probably faster as well. in the end we all departed, i went back home with a headache and went to bed. had some very odd dreams, woke up feeling pretty good, but with numb hands like i get from meph. i went back to sleep, woke up with the same. very odd. i assume it was having the same cardiovascular effects that meph has
for this reason i probably wont do this very often. overall i had a good time and enjoyed it very much, i recommend it. next time i might try and get deeper, and use a scale so i know my dose, i felt like i was about to start tripping my face off for awhile but it subsided into a nice heavy relaxed perfect high which shits all over any other drug ive had for relaxation before. i felt slow and very good. it was like a constant hit of nitrous pretty much. i noticed it was very good at removing anxiety, i would prefer this for killing anxiety rather than valium or something. but obviously as its a new drug i wouldnt recommend using this stuff very often at all tbh
i drank some alcohol and headed over with more drinks and the MXE. we sat around for a bit, got a bit drunk then got the MXE out. my friends did some lines first, i wasn't planning to do any but after a few more drinks i thought "sod it"
we didnt have any scales. yes this is very stupid. in your brain you'll be thinking "what a bunch of dickheads" and yes im aware this wrecklace behavior gets people in hospital or killed,
anyways, after various lines we were starting to feel it. i started to find everything looked better, i felt more creative, a bit distant. everything was nice to touch. a warm euphoria felt within me. glowing. this is nice. i felt in quite a state of goodness
we ended up running out of alcohol so, after another line or two, we headed down to a big tescos superstore. as soon as i got outside i realized that i was pretty fucked up, and so was everybody else. it was dark. everything had a very unreal kind of video game feel about it. my walking would sway and my whole body felt weird. it was amazing. it felt like we were embarking on the most wild adventurous adventure to date. it was exciting, i felt like a little kid again. then it hit me that this is the shittest adventure to date, but the drugs and alcohol are making it more interesting. ahhh either way, this is nice. i remember feeling like i was from lord of the rings, heading to mordor. i remember popping out with weird random intricate articulate ideas about all kinds of stuff, but i didnt actually feel them being thought. it was very hard to explain. i felt like i was part of final fantasy. when we got to this big tescos it was incredibly vivid and detailed. i felt like i had just entered an alien city, it was mind blowing.
the act of going to the till and buying the alcohol was a mind fuck. i became a bit confused. i became aware of my body wobbling from the alcohol, and the mxe seemed to amplifie the awareness of this. as i looked around things started clipping. it then hit me that it felt like this was a part of some fucked up film like fear and loathing in las vegas, and i was at the desk with a head full of acid in the hotel.
we got back to the house, everybody was pretty twisted. more twisted than a turkey twizzler. everything was extremely nice to touch, everything felt right and perfect. the chaos in my mind had been silenced. everything felt still, and complete, together, at one, perfect. we ended up listening to some relaxing music, drinking more, smoked some cigs, i reckon our dose was withing 80/100mg each. i noticed i started to get a headache, right on the top of my head. around the top of my head,
just before we left me and one of my friends decided to do one more line. this was potentially a bad mistake. we walked up town and realized that it was creeping up, i was feeling more sedated a numb, yet stimulated at the same time. i became my aware my heart was being loud and heavily, probably faster as well. in the end we all departed, i went back home with a headache and went to bed. had some very odd dreams, woke up feeling pretty good, but with numb hands like i get from meph. i went back to sleep, woke up with the same. very odd. i assume it was having the same cardiovascular effects that meph has
for this reason i probably wont do this very often. overall i had a good time and enjoyed it very much, i recommend it. next time i might try and get deeper, and use a scale so i know my dose, i felt like i was about to start tripping my face off for awhile but it subsided into a nice heavy relaxed perfect high which shits all over any other drug ive had for relaxation before. i felt slow and very good. it was like a constant hit of nitrous pretty much. i noticed it was very good at removing anxiety, i would prefer this for killing anxiety rather than valium or something. but obviously as its a new drug i wouldnt recommend using this stuff very often at all tbh
