I usually do small rectal doses of 6APB/MXE half and half like 5-10 mgs a time. I had done some over the course of the night, probably no more than 50 mgs either in my system. I forgot to preload with piracetam, which I always use to give me protection from the M-Hole. I hit the M-Hole once or twice last year and decided I didn't really like it, but realized piracetam takes the edge off and keeps me from going completely bonkers on the stuff. Anyways I forgot the piracetam this night, oops lol.
So the story is I smoked like 1/3 of this half leftover dank sativa blunt late at night. It was intense, usually I just take a few puffs off my oneie but I had a friend over earlier and this was left, so I smoked it. The smoke was heavy, but I did not expect it to do what it did.
A minute later I was standing up in my single person apartment. All of my thoughts from the previous weeks (i.e. work-type stress) hit me real fast, like a freight train. I was in the kitchen, and moved pervasively (at the time it felt like I teleported!) through the bed room, into the bath room and finally in the dark closet.
It was not my intention to go there; the drugs made me do it. I laid down on the ground in some weird fetal position, and the thoughts took over me.
There was a glimpse of the stretching of the fabric of the cosmos; the space we exist in had to be ripped open and stretched out to allow me to exist in the plane that I had created for myself by my specific use of the drugs in just the right combination. I had gone into a new plane, somewhere I knew I was not supposed to be.
My movement into this extra-cosmotic space did not feel right, but it was were I was going.
Then I could see death. It looked like black tall pillars, perhaps of faces, all surrounding me, melting. For a second I thought I was dead too, but then I snapped out of it. There may have been a few more details before and after the jump to the death zone that I cannot remember.
It was terrifying and amazing at the same time. The bulk of the experience only lasted maybe a few minutes, then my brain seemed to reboot, perhaps metabolized the MXE real quickly and let me regain control. When I awoke in my closet, I did not realize how I had gotten there so fast. It came back to me shortly later what I had done.
The walls and everything in my apartment had a warped distortion for many minutes after, as if I had physically jumped entirely out of our normal plane of existence and into something else. I told myself "People don't need to know about this drug combination. They might use it to contact death or try to open cosmotic-space portals. How can I prevent them from finding out about it?"
It only lasted a minute or two. Then I was mostly back to reality... thinking to myself "Holy shit ... don't forget your freaking piracetam dude!" I was not sweating or anything, no elevated heart rate. Just massive mental stimulus.
I had hit a similar M-Hole about a year ago (don't think I stretched into a new plane of the cosmos though!) one time when I did not preload piracetam as well. I guess I forgot about it lol dangit.
So the moral is (for me at least), never forget piracetam with MXE/6APB and heady dank sativa blunt smoke or else you're screwed. The piracetam seems to work as a buffer against the super crazy M-Hole stuff that I like to stay away from.
Also, if any MXE users have not read "The Grand Design" by Stephen Hawking, I must suggest it to you. It will help you put these types of thoughts into perspective, by allowing you to understand how time, space and matter work, for sure.
So the story is I smoked like 1/3 of this half leftover dank sativa blunt late at night. It was intense, usually I just take a few puffs off my oneie but I had a friend over earlier and this was left, so I smoked it. The smoke was heavy, but I did not expect it to do what it did.
A minute later I was standing up in my single person apartment. All of my thoughts from the previous weeks (i.e. work-type stress) hit me real fast, like a freight train. I was in the kitchen, and moved pervasively (at the time it felt like I teleported!) through the bed room, into the bath room and finally in the dark closet.
It was not my intention to go there; the drugs made me do it. I laid down on the ground in some weird fetal position, and the thoughts took over me.
There was a glimpse of the stretching of the fabric of the cosmos; the space we exist in had to be ripped open and stretched out to allow me to exist in the plane that I had created for myself by my specific use of the drugs in just the right combination. I had gone into a new plane, somewhere I knew I was not supposed to be.
My movement into this extra-cosmotic space did not feel right, but it was were I was going.
Then I could see death. It looked like black tall pillars, perhaps of faces, all surrounding me, melting. For a second I thought I was dead too, but then I snapped out of it. There may have been a few more details before and after the jump to the death zone that I cannot remember.
It was terrifying and amazing at the same time. The bulk of the experience only lasted maybe a few minutes, then my brain seemed to reboot, perhaps metabolized the MXE real quickly and let me regain control. When I awoke in my closet, I did not realize how I had gotten there so fast. It came back to me shortly later what I had done.
The walls and everything in my apartment had a warped distortion for many minutes after, as if I had physically jumped entirely out of our normal plane of existence and into something else. I told myself "People don't need to know about this drug combination. They might use it to contact death or try to open cosmotic-space portals. How can I prevent them from finding out about it?"
It only lasted a minute or two. Then I was mostly back to reality... thinking to myself "Holy shit ... don't forget your freaking piracetam dude!" I was not sweating or anything, no elevated heart rate. Just massive mental stimulus.
I had hit a similar M-Hole about a year ago (don't think I stretched into a new plane of the cosmos though!) one time when I did not preload piracetam as well. I guess I forgot about it lol dangit.
So the moral is (for me at least), never forget piracetam with MXE/6APB and heady dank sativa blunt smoke or else you're screwed. The piracetam seems to work as a buffer against the super crazy M-Hole stuff that I like to stay away from.
Also, if any MXE users have not read "The Grand Design" by Stephen Hawking, I must suggest it to you. It will help you put these types of thoughts into perspective, by allowing you to understand how time, space and matter work, for sure.
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