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Bluelighter
This was the night I learned more in one night than I have ever learned in my entire life.
I took way too much MXE while learning what the chemical can do and went in and out of consciousness, several times, repeatedly, because it felt very very good and I was in communication with energies from other dimensions.
I am Semi Experienced with drugs. This experience was from the second time I used MXE.
I had taken many large doses in very close proximity and kept doing so throughout the night.
It is very possible I took more than 200mg. Maybe more like 250+.
I felt I had spirits in me making me redose. See below.
This was the second night I had MXE in my possession. The first night was rather confusing and I stayed up late on the computer trying to learn about MXE and what it does while high on it, about 100mg and confused as hell. lol
So this breakthrough eye opening experience came on the second night.
You will see my highlight some of the things I recorded in my trip in parentheses.
The rest of it, I actually typed while high as hell on my iphone, and copy/pasted here.
So we began at my second night of ever trying MXE: Dec 5 2011.
9:06 1/2 of 35mg down
Feelin like I had two or three beers by 9:11pm
9:13 need to remind myself to play with magic eightball tonight.
9:14 for some reason going down hard fast.
9:16 :shudder: (I get an MXE drip)
9:23 turning on personal heater. Feeling euphoric but not much else
9:25.
It feels like I'm supposed to be coming back here
I'm not even high yet and that is funny lol just "drunk" meow!
(When I say drunk, I refer to MXE comeup feelings)
9:25 I'm a bit early to the routine tonight. Need to wait for next bump. I'll sit here feeling drunk for a few. Report soon.
9:32 pumpkin pie on mxe. Lol
Something I may not forget.
Right up there with ghost drinking transformers.
9:55. Second half of 35mg down.
Changed into pj's and set up "hole" bed.
Need to weigh out a couple more lines.
10:14 feelin fuzzy! About to cut up some shit 35mg spaced apart ain't shit. I think you can build though. Maybe not I dunno.
10:21 seems as though I'm pretty lit on what I did all the sudden. Never. It up more..?
10:29 making more lines. lol wtf.
10:34 A 35mg line chopped and extended is about a toothpick.
Length and size wise.
I am presented with another... Line.
10:37 stuff makes balance hard and have to pee a lot and drink a lot. Cottonmouth and dehydration.
Ghost water is good.
10:42 put down 1/3 of the second 35mg's. Staying busy.
Feels good.
10:46 feel drunk again. Occupying myself with music and video games.
10:50
Using euphoria of the high to build things. Not holing yet. Didn't do enough.
Feel fine. Feel drunk
10:59 ingested another portion of the 35mg line
11:10 Finished the rest of the second 35mgs
11:34 I think I'm lightly holing. Lol. I can't even tell. This is kinda funny. Obviously could use more.
At 11:54 I realized I needed more
12:16 I think my drips aren't going down.
Dry nose and mouth etc preventing it. This is an odd state I'm in tonight on this stuff.
A different plane. It must be a hole but not dark or lost at all. It's euphoric and pleasant.
Did some more stuff not Long ago should feel it kinda soon maybe?
Weird as hell this drug is. Unpredictable.
Always different but still the same.
Something odd about it. Comforting.
Like death type comfort. So weird.
12:19 does this drug convince you to slowly and happily constrict the life from yourself?
Lol how would it do so. It's almost an alien love I am feeling. There is a tune to it.
The tune comes from an mxe trip video with an eerie/odd music hue to it.
Like something I would call morning dawn mortuary music. Haha.
I must be out of my mind.
I'll do another line and lay down and
Write to myself for a while.
12:23 pleasantly holling?
Haha Jesus. I feel like I'm on cloud 9. I can't wait to get there. Does cloud 9 really exist and what's on it?! I paint an odd picture in my mind of what cloud nine is. Just take that line dude.... And get in bed...
12:24 done. Lol
I'm pretty sure at this point im (I pass out of consciousness at this point for a few minutes, lol)
12:27 Didn't finish that sentence. Just came back.
Starting to realize lots of things. I guess I'm about to be holling hard.
I got there slowly. You can ruin your reputation online.
Time to get in bed lol 12:29
12:33 Omg it was so hard to get in bed. So high. May have done dumb things online. Yikes!
12:34 I can check from my alien iPhone. Lol. About to be holling hard I can feel it. Why!
Whew!
I'm ok. Easy!
12:35. Relax.
Dissociative. Feelin it.
Can't hold my iPhone. Feels slippery.
Whole body feels weird lol 12:38
Why does the new drug keep feeling alien like? 12:39
Time becomes after. 12:40. Woah! I saw the future or something!
How does it do that? This Is neat! I really like this!! My body doesn't know that my alien mind really likes this.
Hahahahaha groovy
If only XXXX knew. Would he care?
I should still go. God this is acid huh? It calls me! Why?!
12.42 now. Gonna lay back and trip!
12:45I hope the aliens rebuild me. Like last time. Hahahaha (at this point I'm thinking I contacted aliens, obviously. What I know now is that is was an energy. Not aliens. The energy possibly contains energy from other lifeforms though)
Mxe can get you there. It's good.
Going for more!
12:46 but while I wrote that it sounds crazy. C
Somehow an alien got up and convinced me to take more. Lol (I now perceived this as a soul in my body or the energy in my body)
12:52 No more dude. That's golden.
When that one hits its gonna be hell to pay haha. Didn't measure it. Can't even see it. It was huuuuuge.
11:53 and all my lines come down with a sneeze
11:54 this woke up the sitter maybe.
Heard a noise.
Where's the alien cartel and when is the crash.
There's always a crash.
12:56
Hole'rolla "moterolla mixed with hole"
Oh god so weird lol
Alien like feelings (I was riding in the energy, for sure. What you are seeing is how it felt, I don't actually believe in aliens, yo)
12:58 just had an odd multivision of my lifespan timeline. It almost seems as though these are things the reality needs to connect with space.
Lol (I just broke through and tapped into the information super highway, my eye opened)
I just sent that to XXXX.
For some alien reason I know he'll get a kick from it.
1:01 ne'er felt so weird! Yum!
Dude I like this. I don't want earth. Please! Are we ready to die?i am! Why always on this drugs? No longer scared.
1:03 this is just amazing. Omfgggggg
I must be god at some point I think.
Let me try! Brb
nope I'm not god lol. Close but not. Nice try. :} (I actually went into my imagination and saw that I attempted to become a god, and failed)
I am writing my reality right now. You are here with me reading it. That's it! My life's work!
People want to read me! I will Writre!
1:06 say what! What about what the dmt guy says though?
I'm getting confused and blocked right there. I need more. Brb
So weird how my body just makes me want to do this. I did more. Finally... But not finally for the doing more.
What the wowhead is what I will experience. I'm writing a bible.
It's not a later manual but I hope I have followers. It's an electronic bible of my time.
I am left behind by what I wrote. I speak words into existence through the alien drugs.
That's like what the dmt guy says. What's his name? Ugh we are aliens. I feel it.
I feel alien. Hahah. ( I see this now as energy that may have other lifeforms in it also)
Don't. Get in Trouble alien.
I want more quid but don't know what quid is. How is it I can say these things
-and hit the iPhone like its natural? Aliens!!!!!! For sure.
Somewhere. This is awesome. (I don't really believe in actual aliens, in case you haven't understood that by now, I was tripping balls)
It's like I believe. I just want to see one now. Please!
My phone was eerily forced off. We aren't allowed to see them. They are here and it's good. This is a good world. Why the war then? Why do you aliens let the war happen?! My arms can't take this.
Lost in third note land.
Can't keep grasp on iPhone. Aliens need my help can't see. Lol. Hard. This is the heaviest trip of my life for sure.
Feels like aliens. Loll Yum. Aliens taste good. I'm ready. Liquify me. (I melted into space and tripped the hell out, lost
track of time)
Agh this is Infoulriouting
Am I transforming?
Writing words the word writer can't write
Wrorwe wow lol
Omg
Is my brain gonna be soup?
Lol if I'm here my brain must be over there. Wow. That far out.
2:37
Jesus Christ
2:39Feels like I'm birthing a galaxy?!
Ugh just get it out of me. It has tech songs. (lol I literally saw myself giving birth to a galaxy coming from my stomach, I felt it to!)
Good lord I may have lost my mind.
2:42 fairly certain I'll get it back. (I didn't think I was coming back from this trip, obviously)
Hope so.... This is the big one.
I can't even begin to explain. Our conscious is going digital. I'm so dizzy it's odd that u can even write this.
Did I write this?
I did. Will I come out of this?
I will. Fucking insanity. Aliens are here. We are them.
Are you even kidding me this the highest I ever been. what he hell is this!
(At this point all those lines I did started to real hit me and I lost consciousness again and went off breaking through to other dimensions and leaning from the collective subconscious super soul thing).
Omfg I went aand went. Wtf(! (I went and went means I was traveling, my friends. FAR. )
Woah dude lol woah waoh woah
3:04
I'm. Back. Omg. Omg. Omg. Aliens in the biggest level you ever seen. (I got a massive dose of the information super highway we all know and love as the subconscious collective soul)
3:09 geeese (for another few minutes I black out and go unconscous again then a came back. The word geese is simply pure
astonishment)
Life is still real???? (now I'm questioning everything and my third eye is on fire.)
Lost in believe of the last note, I am here waiting to be picked up. Please don't probe me. Lol. This is good though. Why us
this instead of death? I'm glad I can write that. It's getting too odd?!
If only somebody could feel this with me. (I knew I tapped into some heavy shit and wished I Wasn't alone,
I thought whatever the massive power was, might want to use me in some werid ways)
It means I have to get up
And do more!
Weird, i know (I super compulsively redosed while totally broken through in the hole)
1:28! Ahahahahahaha
It feels like alien power in that powder. Alien power son!
Do something about it! But what! What do you do with alien powers?! Hahahah am I out of my mind?! This is great! I must be a storybook or some shit! Kaaaaaafuckiiiiiong booooooooooooooom! Gooo!!! Explode!!!!!!!!!
(I literally felt myself turn into a massive bomb and explode into a billion pieces. Big Bang action)
My last girlfriend was a zombie!
I belong in here! Don't let anyone know! Don't let anyone else in!
Am I coming down?
Don't tell me I need more... I keep doing more already. ...
A train goes by as I fall under attack from a bug? That was hard.
Two of everything in my immediate view feels good. I want to be this way forever. Where am I warped into three?
The alien love is leaving. I need more.
I think iPhone aliens are taking over. I love it. I can't wait.
I'm going to publish this Into a book. I can't even control the fact that I'm writing it. The screen relays my feelings.
I can see what I am getting high and typin. I love aliens. I hope they are real.
Why is the alien theme so pronounced with me? Is this a program? I does feel good so I don't care but make it last forever
please! I want it.
Is this how aliens drip
Like us
I drip like an alien.
What I speak exists.
Like on dmt
Haha welcome to the new world order of alien mind control.
Feels good don't it? Yes! I like it.
It's so boys noise esque I don't know how to spell the word I need.
Hahahaha I'm so brave for doing this. Hahahahahaha
I'm writing infinities Into existence.
I can be god! I will try!
Was everything created as I asked? (this time, I Went and became a god and succeeded, I had a short story in my head that I created many things in a world of my own, and when I Came back, I wanted to know if it had all been done.
I think I was still passing in and out of consciousness at this point lol)
1:49
I just gave birth to the universe?! (I literally felt and watched myself mother another galaxy or universe)
I feel like I am god. Anything I do or say can be used against me.
I compute the control status. What I wrote happened.
How can I write this hard if I'm not so high? How does it make sense?
Am I just an idiot?
1:57am? Again!
Something tells me grab more.
OK!
Harder to actually do than do.
Is anyone seeing this but me?
Aliens
Wow
Aliens. Hahahahaha (I swear I felt spirits inside of me controlling ym body to redose me)
(It was not me moving my body, I watched externally as my spirit did it for me)
I laid back down.
Drugs or aliens. Lol.
I feel the fan on the Ceiling is coming back together now dizzily. If I come out. Lol
Wow. Where am I?
Hahahahahahahahah
Jesus wowzervillle overclove
Yum (delirious banter high as a kite)
2:06.
I want to be who I am (I'm wishing I Was normal over and over again because I keep doing more and going to unconscious outer space)
Wowzers
Feel like an experiment
Omg im coming back (every time I say I came back, I passed out, uncoscious and then came back lol)
What! Wpah!
Ok something isn't right.
This is this morning I told XXXX.
Stephen hawking must have found this shit when he said god does not exist.
Third eye wide open forever.
When comin down this all seams preposterous. But it's not!
Dmt is just the doorway.
I'm sane I swear but those drugs make me "know" aliens exist. They have to after that. I'm sorry! I don't need any more mxe to know what is going on out there. You can see it in your telescopes. It is the truth man. Haha.
I'm not going to walk around telling people there is aliens so people think I am crazy, but XXX, I guarantee
you there is aliens. (I now think it is a form of energy throughout the universe that also has energy from other
life forms inside of it... or something)
And they are in cooperation with government.
No other way would what I experienced be legal or possible.
If you went as deep as me you know. That's the last I'm going to say about it until I see you in person.
Society doesn't want us doing that because we will learn the truth!
Society can't have everyone knowing the aliens exist and be waiting for something!
They are prepping us with the games and movies like its going to be real!
The guy talking about the dmt was only partially enlightened.
Stuck in a visual aspect of the transcommunicatuon aspect plane through the substance.
How am I able to "prophesize" this now? I feel the third eye is open still or somewhat beginning to close. My own answer right here while perfectly conscious and awake.
I became a god amongst, with and through the aliens. I foretold their powers like a Greek mythology god. I want to say Zues or some something. I relayed the message from the clouds to the ground.
Omg.
My dogs. The ones I am god to.
The dogs were here before the humans. The animals are the original earthlings.
The people are the visitors. We are coming to the head of the age where something will happen.
We are what stopped the dinosaurs 65millikn years ago.
We were brought here on a spaceship and they were wiped out by boiling the earths core to erupt the volcanoes. My third eye has been opening and closing. It is the reference on the dollar bill. How could I make this stuff up?
My third eye is saying I will no longer fear my death because my existence belongs
to the greater whole as a one. It's not Jesus Christ. Jesus was wrong in his prophecy.
Another half state delusion of a substance incapable of opening the doors of the full truth. Jesus was here after the aliens.
God will come back but not as god.
And not as Satan. It is not a god.
I was told the way to control people was using the drugs themselves also.
I don't however know if the.... My third eye is closing. Proper way to control the people's travels while on the drug isn't established.
New creators like me will come. To speak things into existence. As did "McKenna".
The mxe is the ultimate third eye opener. They are releasing it!
How could they do this? They are releasing the power Of creation and control on the universe! The power to speak new things into existence through the aliens. (the energy)
How is it I can write this? Where am I receiving the information from?
The mxe and the third eye opening after the megadose. At least 4 x 35mg and then the substance had convinced me the aliens made me take more.
Lots more than I could control. at least 200mg or more.
I feel like they (new world order) have been trying to prepare us for something
and that's why they released the drug now. The nwo definitely exist behind the
core of brilliantly masked war schemes and debt crisis.
People are too busy to get on the Internet and find the keys to the door to open their mind.
The people with the pyramids knew and built the pyramids in anticipation but their civilization was wiped out before the event. My third eye is openening and closing. It's getting harder to prophesize what is to come.
It comes in short spurt activated by bouts of the remaining effects of the chemical mixed with the og kush I am smoking now.
I no longer fear my death. I'm pretty sure I died last night and was put on alien life support for the remainder of my trip.
I like he fact that I know weed can help keep the lingering third eye open.
It shows its not a bad thing.
Unless it is capitalized upon.
I also wonder how my mistranslations could lead others wrong if they read my "bible" like they did with the moronic Jesus
Christ prophet. Lol wow. Listen to me.
I saw through the Christian money lies at a very early age. Largest network of scams based in American underground stealing
your money every Sunday people never even realize in their brainwashed state. As long as their paying in to their god their bad deeds are forgotten and abolished. Ha!
Fools.
Amazing, the intellect of the third eye. Isn't she. She can take any dimension at once.
Any form or truth or false. As if no she at all.
Yet the third eye is there and open.
I told my sitter aliens do exist and they are in cooperation with the government. I told XXXX too.
Thankfully they both know I'm on drugs or they would think I'm really wonky. Hahahaha. (It's the energy, not exactly aliens)
All they did was give me the communication device. Which I will probably forget all about later. Unless I read this.
I'm gonna lay down and take a nap.
I'm "katatonic" after all.
Whatever that means?!
Good night again. 1:12. Time after. ( I saw time change before it did again)
Terrance is old and obsolete. He only had the tip of the iceberg. As with the aborigines who discovered his methods of launch. 1:16
XXXXX must be tripping out on me hard right now. Hahaha. I love you XXXX for real. It's 1:25 I can't believe he don't just call the cops on me and turn him in for me telling him about the aliens and the bible I wrote.
What is the event?!!!!
I didn't get that. They eye must be closed it isn't telling me things but I can still barely hear the music. From my writings I think the event is some sort of return.
I'm trying to connect things while I'm here to make it all
Believable. ?!?!?
Don't be afraid. It's ok. They have to make me sound insane so I don't procreate. Whew! Creation with words of course! No
words will even be spoken but written!
(and that's the end of what I wrote on my iphone trip report)
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I took way too much MXE while learning what the chemical can do and went in and out of consciousness, several times, repeatedly, because it felt very very good and I was in communication with energies from other dimensions.
I am Semi Experienced with drugs. This experience was from the second time I used MXE.
I had taken many large doses in very close proximity and kept doing so throughout the night.
It is very possible I took more than 200mg. Maybe more like 250+.
I felt I had spirits in me making me redose. See below.
This was the second night I had MXE in my possession. The first night was rather confusing and I stayed up late on the computer trying to learn about MXE and what it does while high on it, about 100mg and confused as hell. lol
So this breakthrough eye opening experience came on the second night.
You will see my highlight some of the things I recorded in my trip in parentheses.
The rest of it, I actually typed while high as hell on my iphone, and copy/pasted here.
So we began at my second night of ever trying MXE: Dec 5 2011.
9:06 1/2 of 35mg down
Feelin like I had two or three beers by 9:11pm
9:13 need to remind myself to play with magic eightball tonight.
9:14 for some reason going down hard fast.
9:16 :shudder: (I get an MXE drip)
9:23 turning on personal heater. Feeling euphoric but not much else
9:25.
It feels like I'm supposed to be coming back here
I'm not even high yet and that is funny lol just "drunk" meow!
(When I say drunk, I refer to MXE comeup feelings)
9:25 I'm a bit early to the routine tonight. Need to wait for next bump. I'll sit here feeling drunk for a few. Report soon.
9:32 pumpkin pie on mxe. Lol
Something I may not forget.
Right up there with ghost drinking transformers.
9:55. Second half of 35mg down.
Changed into pj's and set up "hole" bed.
Need to weigh out a couple more lines.
10:14 feelin fuzzy! About to cut up some shit 35mg spaced apart ain't shit. I think you can build though. Maybe not I dunno.
10:21 seems as though I'm pretty lit on what I did all the sudden. Never. It up more..?
10:29 making more lines. lol wtf.
10:34 A 35mg line chopped and extended is about a toothpick.
Length and size wise.
I am presented with another... Line.
10:37 stuff makes balance hard and have to pee a lot and drink a lot. Cottonmouth and dehydration.
Ghost water is good.
10:42 put down 1/3 of the second 35mg's. Staying busy.
Feels good.
10:46 feel drunk again. Occupying myself with music and video games.
10:50
Using euphoria of the high to build things. Not holing yet. Didn't do enough.
Feel fine. Feel drunk
10:59 ingested another portion of the 35mg line
11:10 Finished the rest of the second 35mgs
11:34 I think I'm lightly holing. Lol. I can't even tell. This is kinda funny. Obviously could use more.
At 11:54 I realized I needed more
12:16 I think my drips aren't going down.
Dry nose and mouth etc preventing it. This is an odd state I'm in tonight on this stuff.
A different plane. It must be a hole but not dark or lost at all. It's euphoric and pleasant.
Did some more stuff not Long ago should feel it kinda soon maybe?
Weird as hell this drug is. Unpredictable.
Always different but still the same.
Something odd about it. Comforting.
Like death type comfort. So weird.
12:19 does this drug convince you to slowly and happily constrict the life from yourself?
Lol how would it do so. It's almost an alien love I am feeling. There is a tune to it.
The tune comes from an mxe trip video with an eerie/odd music hue to it.
Like something I would call morning dawn mortuary music. Haha.
I must be out of my mind.
I'll do another line and lay down and
Write to myself for a while.
12:23 pleasantly holling?
Haha Jesus. I feel like I'm on cloud 9. I can't wait to get there. Does cloud 9 really exist and what's on it?! I paint an odd picture in my mind of what cloud nine is. Just take that line dude.... And get in bed...
12:24 done. Lol
I'm pretty sure at this point im (I pass out of consciousness at this point for a few minutes, lol)
12:27 Didn't finish that sentence. Just came back.
Starting to realize lots of things. I guess I'm about to be holling hard.
I got there slowly. You can ruin your reputation online.
Time to get in bed lol 12:29
12:33 Omg it was so hard to get in bed. So high. May have done dumb things online. Yikes!
12:34 I can check from my alien iPhone. Lol. About to be holling hard I can feel it. Why!
Whew!
I'm ok. Easy!
12:35. Relax.
Dissociative. Feelin it.
Can't hold my iPhone. Feels slippery.
Whole body feels weird lol 12:38
Why does the new drug keep feeling alien like? 12:39
Time becomes after. 12:40. Woah! I saw the future or something!
How does it do that? This Is neat! I really like this!! My body doesn't know that my alien mind really likes this.
Hahahahaha groovy
If only XXXX knew. Would he care?
I should still go. God this is acid huh? It calls me! Why?!
12.42 now. Gonna lay back and trip!
12:45I hope the aliens rebuild me. Like last time. Hahahaha (at this point I'm thinking I contacted aliens, obviously. What I know now is that is was an energy. Not aliens. The energy possibly contains energy from other lifeforms though)
Mxe can get you there. It's good.
Going for more!
12:46 but while I wrote that it sounds crazy. C
Somehow an alien got up and convinced me to take more. Lol (I now perceived this as a soul in my body or the energy in my body)
12:52 No more dude. That's golden.
When that one hits its gonna be hell to pay haha. Didn't measure it. Can't even see it. It was huuuuuge.
11:53 and all my lines come down with a sneeze
11:54 this woke up the sitter maybe.
Heard a noise.
Where's the alien cartel and when is the crash.
There's always a crash.
12:56
Hole'rolla "moterolla mixed with hole"
Oh god so weird lol
Alien like feelings (I was riding in the energy, for sure. What you are seeing is how it felt, I don't actually believe in aliens, yo)
12:58 just had an odd multivision of my lifespan timeline. It almost seems as though these are things the reality needs to connect with space.
Lol (I just broke through and tapped into the information super highway, my eye opened)
I just sent that to XXXX.
For some alien reason I know he'll get a kick from it.
1:01 ne'er felt so weird! Yum!
Dude I like this. I don't want earth. Please! Are we ready to die?i am! Why always on this drugs? No longer scared.
1:03 this is just amazing. Omfgggggg
I must be god at some point I think.
Let me try! Brb
nope I'm not god lol. Close but not. Nice try. :} (I actually went into my imagination and saw that I attempted to become a god, and failed)
I am writing my reality right now. You are here with me reading it. That's it! My life's work!
People want to read me! I will Writre!
1:06 say what! What about what the dmt guy says though?
I'm getting confused and blocked right there. I need more. Brb
So weird how my body just makes me want to do this. I did more. Finally... But not finally for the doing more.
What the wowhead is what I will experience. I'm writing a bible.
It's not a later manual but I hope I have followers. It's an electronic bible of my time.
I am left behind by what I wrote. I speak words into existence through the alien drugs.
That's like what the dmt guy says. What's his name? Ugh we are aliens. I feel it.
I feel alien. Hahah. ( I see this now as energy that may have other lifeforms in it also)
Don't. Get in Trouble alien.
I want more quid but don't know what quid is. How is it I can say these things
-and hit the iPhone like its natural? Aliens!!!!!! For sure.
Somewhere. This is awesome. (I don't really believe in actual aliens, in case you haven't understood that by now, I was tripping balls)
It's like I believe. I just want to see one now. Please!
My phone was eerily forced off. We aren't allowed to see them. They are here and it's good. This is a good world. Why the war then? Why do you aliens let the war happen?! My arms can't take this.
Lost in third note land.
Can't keep grasp on iPhone. Aliens need my help can't see. Lol. Hard. This is the heaviest trip of my life for sure.
Feels like aliens. Loll Yum. Aliens taste good. I'm ready. Liquify me. (I melted into space and tripped the hell out, lost
track of time)
Agh this is Infoulriouting
Am I transforming?
Writing words the word writer can't write
Wrorwe wow lol
Omg
Is my brain gonna be soup?
Lol if I'm here my brain must be over there. Wow. That far out.
2:37
Jesus Christ
2:39Feels like I'm birthing a galaxy?!
Ugh just get it out of me. It has tech songs. (lol I literally saw myself giving birth to a galaxy coming from my stomach, I felt it to!)
Good lord I may have lost my mind.
2:42 fairly certain I'll get it back. (I didn't think I was coming back from this trip, obviously)
Hope so.... This is the big one.
I can't even begin to explain. Our conscious is going digital. I'm so dizzy it's odd that u can even write this.
Did I write this?
I did. Will I come out of this?
I will. Fucking insanity. Aliens are here. We are them.
Are you even kidding me this the highest I ever been. what he hell is this!
(At this point all those lines I did started to real hit me and I lost consciousness again and went off breaking through to other dimensions and leaning from the collective subconscious super soul thing).
Omfg I went aand went. Wtf(! (I went and went means I was traveling, my friends. FAR. )
Woah dude lol woah waoh woah
3:04
I'm. Back. Omg. Omg. Omg. Aliens in the biggest level you ever seen. (I got a massive dose of the information super highway we all know and love as the subconscious collective soul)
3:09 geeese (for another few minutes I black out and go unconscous again then a came back. The word geese is simply pure
astonishment)
Life is still real???? (now I'm questioning everything and my third eye is on fire.)
Lost in believe of the last note, I am here waiting to be picked up. Please don't probe me. Lol. This is good though. Why us
this instead of death? I'm glad I can write that. It's getting too odd?!
If only somebody could feel this with me. (I knew I tapped into some heavy shit and wished I Wasn't alone,
I thought whatever the massive power was, might want to use me in some werid ways)
It means I have to get up
And do more!
Weird, i know (I super compulsively redosed while totally broken through in the hole)
1:28! Ahahahahahaha
It feels like alien power in that powder. Alien power son!
Do something about it! But what! What do you do with alien powers?! Hahahah am I out of my mind?! This is great! I must be a storybook or some shit! Kaaaaaafuckiiiiiong booooooooooooooom! Gooo!!! Explode!!!!!!!!!
(I literally felt myself turn into a massive bomb and explode into a billion pieces. Big Bang action)
My last girlfriend was a zombie!
I belong in here! Don't let anyone know! Don't let anyone else in!
Am I coming down?
Don't tell me I need more... I keep doing more already. ...
A train goes by as I fall under attack from a bug? That was hard.
Two of everything in my immediate view feels good. I want to be this way forever. Where am I warped into three?
The alien love is leaving. I need more.
I think iPhone aliens are taking over. I love it. I can't wait.
I'm going to publish this Into a book. I can't even control the fact that I'm writing it. The screen relays my feelings.
I can see what I am getting high and typin. I love aliens. I hope they are real.
Why is the alien theme so pronounced with me? Is this a program? I does feel good so I don't care but make it last forever
please! I want it.
Is this how aliens drip
Like us
I drip like an alien.
What I speak exists.
Like on dmt
Haha welcome to the new world order of alien mind control.
Feels good don't it? Yes! I like it.
It's so boys noise esque I don't know how to spell the word I need.
Hahahaha I'm so brave for doing this. Hahahahahaha
I'm writing infinities Into existence.
I can be god! I will try!
Was everything created as I asked? (this time, I Went and became a god and succeeded, I had a short story in my head that I created many things in a world of my own, and when I Came back, I wanted to know if it had all been done.
I think I was still passing in and out of consciousness at this point lol)
1:49
I just gave birth to the universe?! (I literally felt and watched myself mother another galaxy or universe)
I feel like I am god. Anything I do or say can be used against me.
I compute the control status. What I wrote happened.
How can I write this hard if I'm not so high? How does it make sense?
Am I just an idiot?
1:57am? Again!
Something tells me grab more.
OK!
Harder to actually do than do.
Is anyone seeing this but me?
Aliens
Wow
Aliens. Hahahahaha (I swear I felt spirits inside of me controlling ym body to redose me)
(It was not me moving my body, I watched externally as my spirit did it for me)
I laid back down.
Drugs or aliens. Lol.
I feel the fan on the Ceiling is coming back together now dizzily. If I come out. Lol
Wow. Where am I?
Hahahahahahahahah
Jesus wowzervillle overclove
Yum (delirious banter high as a kite)
2:06.
I want to be who I am (I'm wishing I Was normal over and over again because I keep doing more and going to unconscious outer space)
Wowzers
Feel like an experiment
Omg im coming back (every time I say I came back, I passed out, uncoscious and then came back lol)
What! Wpah!
Ok something isn't right.
This is this morning I told XXXX.
Stephen hawking must have found this shit when he said god does not exist.
Third eye wide open forever.
When comin down this all seams preposterous. But it's not!
Dmt is just the doorway.
I'm sane I swear but those drugs make me "know" aliens exist. They have to after that. I'm sorry! I don't need any more mxe to know what is going on out there. You can see it in your telescopes. It is the truth man. Haha.
I'm not going to walk around telling people there is aliens so people think I am crazy, but XXX, I guarantee
you there is aliens. (I now think it is a form of energy throughout the universe that also has energy from other
life forms inside of it... or something)
And they are in cooperation with government.
No other way would what I experienced be legal or possible.
If you went as deep as me you know. That's the last I'm going to say about it until I see you in person.
Society doesn't want us doing that because we will learn the truth!
Society can't have everyone knowing the aliens exist and be waiting for something!
They are prepping us with the games and movies like its going to be real!
The guy talking about the dmt was only partially enlightened.
Stuck in a visual aspect of the transcommunicatuon aspect plane through the substance.
How am I able to "prophesize" this now? I feel the third eye is open still or somewhat beginning to close. My own answer right here while perfectly conscious and awake.
I became a god amongst, with and through the aliens. I foretold their powers like a Greek mythology god. I want to say Zues or some something. I relayed the message from the clouds to the ground.
Omg.
My dogs. The ones I am god to.
The dogs were here before the humans. The animals are the original earthlings.
The people are the visitors. We are coming to the head of the age where something will happen.
We are what stopped the dinosaurs 65millikn years ago.
We were brought here on a spaceship and they were wiped out by boiling the earths core to erupt the volcanoes. My third eye has been opening and closing. It is the reference on the dollar bill. How could I make this stuff up?
My third eye is saying I will no longer fear my death because my existence belongs
to the greater whole as a one. It's not Jesus Christ. Jesus was wrong in his prophecy.
Another half state delusion of a substance incapable of opening the doors of the full truth. Jesus was here after the aliens.
God will come back but not as god.
And not as Satan. It is not a god.
I was told the way to control people was using the drugs themselves also.
I don't however know if the.... My third eye is closing. Proper way to control the people's travels while on the drug isn't established.
New creators like me will come. To speak things into existence. As did "McKenna".
The mxe is the ultimate third eye opener. They are releasing it!
How could they do this? They are releasing the power Of creation and control on the universe! The power to speak new things into existence through the aliens. (the energy)
How is it I can write this? Where am I receiving the information from?
The mxe and the third eye opening after the megadose. At least 4 x 35mg and then the substance had convinced me the aliens made me take more.
Lots more than I could control. at least 200mg or more.
I feel like they (new world order) have been trying to prepare us for something
and that's why they released the drug now. The nwo definitely exist behind the
core of brilliantly masked war schemes and debt crisis.
People are too busy to get on the Internet and find the keys to the door to open their mind.
The people with the pyramids knew and built the pyramids in anticipation but their civilization was wiped out before the event. My third eye is openening and closing. It's getting harder to prophesize what is to come.
It comes in short spurt activated by bouts of the remaining effects of the chemical mixed with the og kush I am smoking now.
I no longer fear my death. I'm pretty sure I died last night and was put on alien life support for the remainder of my trip.
I like he fact that I know weed can help keep the lingering third eye open.
It shows its not a bad thing.
Unless it is capitalized upon.
I also wonder how my mistranslations could lead others wrong if they read my "bible" like they did with the moronic Jesus
Christ prophet. Lol wow. Listen to me.
I saw through the Christian money lies at a very early age. Largest network of scams based in American underground stealing
your money every Sunday people never even realize in their brainwashed state. As long as their paying in to their god their bad deeds are forgotten and abolished. Ha!
Fools.
Amazing, the intellect of the third eye. Isn't she. She can take any dimension at once.
Any form or truth or false. As if no she at all.
Yet the third eye is there and open.
I told my sitter aliens do exist and they are in cooperation with the government. I told XXXX too.
Thankfully they both know I'm on drugs or they would think I'm really wonky. Hahahaha. (It's the energy, not exactly aliens)
All they did was give me the communication device. Which I will probably forget all about later. Unless I read this.
I'm gonna lay down and take a nap.
I'm "katatonic" after all.
Whatever that means?!
Good night again. 1:12. Time after. ( I saw time change before it did again)
Terrance is old and obsolete. He only had the tip of the iceberg. As with the aborigines who discovered his methods of launch. 1:16
XXXXX must be tripping out on me hard right now. Hahaha. I love you XXXX for real. It's 1:25 I can't believe he don't just call the cops on me and turn him in for me telling him about the aliens and the bible I wrote.
What is the event?!!!!
I didn't get that. They eye must be closed it isn't telling me things but I can still barely hear the music. From my writings I think the event is some sort of return.
I'm trying to connect things while I'm here to make it all
Believable. ?!?!?
Don't be afraid. It's ok. They have to make me sound insane so I don't procreate. Whew! Creation with words of course! No
words will even be spoken but written!
(and that's the end of what I wrote on my iphone trip report)
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