BeTi*FaTz
Bluelighter
On Thursday (the 11th) I had an eighth of what all my mushroom eating friends told me was some "really good shit" 
I didn't want to eat them alone, so I was going to wait til another time. I saw a good friend of mine at about 1am that night at our favorite club--it was her birthday--so I thought, "why not eat them now?"
So we go to my car at about 1:30 am. Now, I know people have many different methods for eating mushrooms, but I said "fuck it" and we just chewed them up. I ate one pretty long stem and a cap a little bigger than a silver dollar. They were really blue all-over and I gathered that is a good thing?
Anyway, I had been drinking for a couple of hours before hand-not really drunk, just buzzed, so I thought "I doubt I'll feel anything." I was told by my friend what I ate was enough, but I was still skeptical.
Around 2:30 I started feeling really happy. I had no real body buzz, but I had the perma-grin that I usually get when rolling. I was rather fidgety and nervous, but I thought it was all I would feel. At this point I was kind of let down. I started out with an awesome mind set and didn't want to stop having a good time, so I just let it roll off my back.
Around 3am my friends started filling out of the club and I couldn't find the birthday girl, so I went to my car and there she was, sitting there, looking at trees. She said, "Megan look at those trees, they are dancing. And I have a body buzz from hell." I decided to look at the trees with her and sure enough, they were dancing to the music that was playing in the club. Then I too started feeling quite a body buzz. I recall telling my friend that the body buzz was similar to rolling.
At 3:30 my friends wanted to go home, but I still wanted to explore, so I got my friend Hedge to pick me up. At this point I noticed the buzz was getting stronger and things started to really move. **Edit* I went to the bathroom to pee, and when this happened it felt like my body was swirling down the toilet as I was peeing I just busted out laughing histerically and everyone was in the living room like "wtf?!" This was the funniest thing to me all night! *Edit** I went to his house and sat in the yard for a bit, trying to figure out what the rushes through my body were. I kept saying "my heart feels sick, but in a good way." You guys know what it feels like to get the shit scared out of you? Adrenaline? Well, that's what I felt for like 6 hours after eating those mushrooms
It was now 4:00am and it felt like time was creeping by very slowly but at the same time I couldn't believe it was so late. At this point I felt the best I had felt all night. I had extreme body buzz and my mind was just going crazy with thoughts. I kept hearing music--electronic music--that I had never heard before and I assumed my mind was making it up. I honestly can't remember all the questions and thoughts that my mind was coming up with, but I do remember thinking, "damn, I cannot believe my mind is doing this! That's freaking crazy!"
At one point I stood up in front of a mirror and looked at myself. My eyes were bigger than I had ever seen them on MDMA, and my face looked as if it were morphing. My face would squirm around, but my eyes would stay put and I would just stare into my own eyes forever. This sounds really strange, and I am not conceited by any means, but I just looked at myself and said "Megan you are a beautiful girl...just beautiful." I don't think I meant in a physical way either.
By 4:30/5am I was ready to go to bed because I was so physically tired. I thought I felt good enough to go to sleep, so for some reason I put on a beanie, sweatshirt, and sweatpants because I felt so cozy in them. I went to lie down in my bed and I started hearing the music again. I thought it was very very good music too! If I remember correctly, it was funky, dirty breaks I kept saying over and over, "Just let me go to bed, please!" I was pleading with my head to let me sleep, but at the same time I was still enjoying myself. My walls were breathing and moving in and out like the waves of the ocean.
I think I tried to go to sleep for almost 3 hours, and at 6:30 it dawned on me that I was hungry and McDonald's was serving breakfast So, still feeling a little buzzy, I got in my car and went to get some food. The sun was coming up and I noticed how beautiful everything was in the early morning. The sky was made up of light shades of pink, purple, blue, and yellow and it was rather cool outside. The birds were chirping like some kind of scene in a movie and I think if I wasn't so tired, I would have sat outside forever just looking at how beautiful everything was.
I got an egg biscuit and it really sucked. It just tasted unusually bland to me, so I decided to try the sleep thing again. I ended up sleeping til 3:45pm and felt all groggy when I got up--probably because I had not slept very well all week.
There were so many things I wanted to do that night, like write letters and draw, but I felt so mushy at the end that I couldn't move myself from my bed. At no point was I ever freaked out, I was just amazed at how strange I felt. More than anything, I was amazed at the fact I still tripped with the small amount I ate. I would have liked to have seen more visuals, and I wanted to be around people for a little longer--everyone went to bed but me. At the same time I kind of enjoyed being alone and hearing what I had to say to myself
This was a GREAT experience, nothing scary like I expected. I definately have a love for mushrooms now and I saw all the beauty of the smoky mountains that I usually take for granted It was like seeing stuff for the first time.
Well, that's my trip report
*Meg
[ 13 July 2002: Message edited by: BeTi*FaTz ]
I didn't want to eat them alone, so I was going to wait til another time. I saw a good friend of mine at about 1am that night at our favorite club--it was her birthday--so I thought, "why not eat them now?"So we go to my car at about 1:30 am. Now, I know people have many different methods for eating mushrooms, but I said "fuck it" and we just chewed them up. I ate one pretty long stem and a cap a little bigger than a silver dollar. They were really blue all-over and I gathered that is a good thing?
Anyway, I had been drinking for a couple of hours before hand-not really drunk, just buzzed, so I thought "I doubt I'll feel anything." I was told by my friend what I ate was enough, but I was still skeptical.
Around 2:30 I started feeling really happy. I had no real body buzz, but I had the perma-grin that I usually get when rolling. I was rather fidgety and nervous, but I thought it was all I would feel. At this point I was kind of let down. I started out with an awesome mind set and didn't want to stop having a good time, so I just let it roll off my back.
Around 3am my friends started filling out of the club and I couldn't find the birthday girl, so I went to my car and there she was, sitting there, looking at trees. She said, "Megan look at those trees, they are dancing. And I have a body buzz from hell." I decided to look at the trees with her and sure enough, they were dancing to the music that was playing in the club. Then I too started feeling quite a body buzz. I recall telling my friend that the body buzz was similar to rolling.
At 3:30 my friends wanted to go home, but I still wanted to explore, so I got my friend Hedge to pick me up. At this point I noticed the buzz was getting stronger and things started to really move. **Edit* I went to the bathroom to pee, and when this happened it felt like my body was swirling down the toilet as I was peeing
I just busted out laughing histerically and everyone was in the living room like "wtf?!" This was the funniest thing to me all night! *Edit** I went to his house and sat in the yard for a bit, trying to figure out what the rushes through my body were. I kept saying "my heart feels sick, but in a good way." You guys know what it feels like to get the shit scared out of you? Adrenaline? Well, that's what I felt for like 6 hours after eating those mushrooms It was now 4:00am and it felt like time was creeping by very slowly but at the same time I couldn't believe it was so late. At this point I felt the best I had felt all night. I had extreme body buzz and my mind was just going crazy with thoughts. I kept hearing music--electronic music--that I had never heard before and I assumed my mind was making it up. I honestly can't remember all the questions and thoughts that my mind was coming up with, but I do remember thinking, "damn, I cannot believe my mind is doing this! That's freaking crazy!"
At one point I stood up in front of a mirror and looked at myself. My eyes were bigger than I had ever seen them on MDMA, and my face looked as if it were morphing. My face would squirm around, but my eyes would stay put and I would just stare into my own eyes forever. This sounds really strange, and I am not conceited by any means, but I just looked at myself and said "Megan you are a beautiful girl...just beautiful." I don't think I meant in a physical way either.
By 4:30/5am I was ready to go to bed because I was so physically tired. I thought I felt good enough to go to sleep, so for some reason I put on a beanie, sweatshirt, and sweatpants because I felt so cozy in them. I went to lie down in my bed and I started hearing the music again. I thought it was very very good music too! If I remember correctly, it was funky, dirty breaks
I kept saying over and over, "Just let me go to bed, please!" I was pleading with my head to let me sleep, but at the same time I was still enjoying myself. My walls were breathing and moving in and out like the waves of the ocean. I think I tried to go to sleep for almost 3 hours, and at 6:30 it dawned on me that I was hungry and McDonald's was serving breakfast
So, still feeling a little buzzy, I got in my car and went to get some food. The sun was coming up and I noticed how beautiful everything was in the early morning. The sky was made up of light shades of pink, purple, blue, and yellow and it was rather cool outside. The birds were chirping like some kind of scene in a movie and I think if I wasn't so tired, I would have sat outside forever just looking at how beautiful everything was. I got an egg biscuit and it really sucked. It just tasted unusually bland to me, so I decided to try the sleep thing again. I ended up sleeping til 3:45pm and felt all groggy when I got up--probably because I had not slept very well all week.
There were so many things I wanted to do that night, like write letters and draw, but I felt so mushy at the end that I couldn't move myself from my bed. At no point was I ever freaked out, I was just amazed at how strange I felt. More than anything, I was amazed at the fact I still tripped with the small amount I ate. I would have liked to have seen more visuals, and I wanted to be around people for a little longer--everyone went to bed but me. At the same time I kind of enjoyed being alone and hearing what I had to say to myself
This was a GREAT experience, nothing scary like I expected. I definately have a love for mushrooms now and I saw all the beauty of the smoky mountains that I usually take for granted
It was like seeing stuff for the first time.Well, that's my trip report
*Meg
[ 13 July 2002: Message edited by: BeTi*FaTz ]
