Mushrooms (first time) + GHB (experienced) -- A very interesting experience.
I finally decided to try shrooms for the first time yesterday. To this day I had tried only E, GHB, weed and a few benzos...I was a bit scared of "true" psychedelics through reading/hearing a lot of bad trip stories.
Me and my 2 friends S and M ate 2 grams of shrooms each, and I took some (2 grams) Ghb too so as to set my mind in a positive mood for the trip
at T+30 I started to feel the first awareness signs...Loads of energy and a good, comfortable feeling spreading through my body.
T+40: we're having some fucked up conversations, and we have an urge to bust out laughing at anything. I had some of the best laughs in my life!
T+45: I'm getting mild visuals (enhaced colors, body expanding/contracting and the trip is getting more intense...my mind is getting flooded by thoughts and ideas, my brain was in overdrive! One moment I was in heaven, having a laugh, the next one I was in hell, having some really fucked up thoughts about myself and everyone around me, felt a bit insecure and "left outside of the circle" by this time. We had a sober guide with us (S's brother's girlfriend) and I was thinking "what is she doing here, she doesn't belong to the trip..."
T+1:00: I hit the peak. Reality means something completely different than a few hours before...my mind is a huge, infinite chain of lightining-fast thoughts by now. I look at myself in a mirror and see my face covered in tiny little red explosions...it doesn't scare me though and I'm still in control.
t+1:30: I'm getting extremely introspective by this time, something is wrong with me, my soul, and has been for a long time...I seem to understand I've been telling people to "enjoy the moment" all of my life, and can't practice my own preachings. I try to analize every little thing in me and that leaves me full of tension and stressed most of the time. Which leads to depression...I realize I have been sleeping badly for sometime and blame it on the G and make a bow not to take it anymore for sleeping, or having multiple doses during the day. I feel anxious and edgy, I can lose control anytime now...but I keep my cool like a good druggie
T+2:20 The peak is subsiding a little and the trip comes and goes in waves...I'm enjoying myself again by this time, and realize that shrooms would have been a great, positive experience if done witht the right people and in the right mindset (I was tired, stressed out, with people I didn't know that much and in a house where a parent could barge in anytime in the room...paranoia city).
I keep laughing to myself. music (fatboy slim) is interesting...not as intense and full of meaning as with E, but different. some sounds make me laugh.
T+3:00 I'm really tired by now and just want to sleep...but I know I can't, so I keep thinking and listening to music. the nature outside the window looks enticing, mysterious and beautiful. colors are very fucking intense and meaningful.
T+3:30 finally coming down now...feels a lot like a bad E comedown, full of self loathing and stress.
T+4:30 Completely baseline by now and I get into bed and sleep for 6 hours...
T+10:30 I feel good, no hangover or depression, definitely not like E!
In retrospect I thing the lack of sleep and a good setting fucked up the trip a bit. still a very interesting experience and can't wait to do it again with other people I feel more comfortable with. I believe that in a good set and setting shrooms can be something awesome.
PS: sorry about the crap writing but I'm fucking burned out! :D
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I finally decided to try shrooms for the first time yesterday. To this day I had tried only E, GHB, weed and a few benzos...I was a bit scared of "true" psychedelics through reading/hearing a lot of bad trip stories.
Me and my 2 friends S and M ate 2 grams of shrooms each, and I took some (2 grams) Ghb too so as to set my mind in a positive mood for the trip
at T+30 I started to feel the first awareness signs...Loads of energy and a good, comfortable feeling spreading through my body.
T+40: we're having some fucked up conversations, and we have an urge to bust out laughing at anything. I had some of the best laughs in my life!
T+45: I'm getting mild visuals (enhaced colors, body expanding/contracting and the trip is getting more intense...my mind is getting flooded by thoughts and ideas, my brain was in overdrive! One moment I was in heaven, having a laugh, the next one I was in hell, having some really fucked up thoughts about myself and everyone around me, felt a bit insecure and "left outside of the circle" by this time. We had a sober guide with us (S's brother's girlfriend) and I was thinking "what is she doing here, she doesn't belong to the trip..."
T+1:00: I hit the peak. Reality means something completely different than a few hours before...my mind is a huge, infinite chain of lightining-fast thoughts by now. I look at myself in a mirror and see my face covered in tiny little red explosions...it doesn't scare me though and I'm still in control.
t+1:30: I'm getting extremely introspective by this time, something is wrong with me, my soul, and has been for a long time...I seem to understand I've been telling people to "enjoy the moment" all of my life, and can't practice my own preachings. I try to analize every little thing in me and that leaves me full of tension and stressed most of the time. Which leads to depression...I realize I have been sleeping badly for sometime and blame it on the G and make a bow not to take it anymore for sleeping, or having multiple doses during the day. I feel anxious and edgy, I can lose control anytime now...but I keep my cool like a good druggie
T+2:20 The peak is subsiding a little and the trip comes and goes in waves...I'm enjoying myself again by this time, and realize that shrooms would have been a great, positive experience if done witht the right people and in the right mindset (I was tired, stressed out, with people I didn't know that much and in a house where a parent could barge in anytime in the room...paranoia city).
I keep laughing to myself. music (fatboy slim) is interesting...not as intense and full of meaning as with E, but different. some sounds make me laugh.
T+3:00 I'm really tired by now and just want to sleep...but I know I can't, so I keep thinking and listening to music. the nature outside the window looks enticing, mysterious and beautiful. colors are very fucking intense and meaningful.
T+3:30 finally coming down now...feels a lot like a bad E comedown, full of self loathing and stress.
T+4:30 Completely baseline by now and I get into bed and sleep for 6 hours...
T+10:30 I feel good, no hangover or depression, definitely not like E!
In retrospect I thing the lack of sleep and a good setting fucked up the trip a bit. still a very interesting experience and can't wait to do it again with other people I feel more comfortable with. I believe that in a good set and setting shrooms can be something awesome.
PS: sorry about the crap writing but I'm fucking burned out! :D
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