peepsqueek1
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- Jan 5, 2010
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So I've read reports about why people cry on mushrooms and have my own take on it. When I dosed aprox 3/4 of an eighth of mushrooms I started to have a bad trip. Ive done shrooms about 6 times total in my life. This trip was the first in which I cried waterfalls. I sprayed like a geiser. I felt scared and lonely and abused and I cried, it felt relieving to cry but it was as if the mushrooms were taking all my repressed emotions that I had been bottling up and letting them out. Past boyfriends, fights, and all the things left unsaid and undone were let out. I can say I no longer miss my ex boyfriend who has been haunting me for the past 5 months. I havent cried like this since before puberty. It felt amazing and relieving, years of therapy and ssri's havent come close to in any way shape or form helping me the way psychadelics have.