Sixthbeest
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 17, 2014
- Messages
- 7
I guess I'll start with when I infested them...
9:20pm-I look at my friend who had said he would sit me and Ask for some water, he runs to get some and I start scarfing them down, it was a horrible taste, but they smelled so delicious, I had to drink water with the mushrooms in my mouth to get them down.
10:15pm-i began to feel the effects of the mushrooms in my body, the memory is very fuzzy but I remember saying to my friend I wanna go outside and walk around, as soon as I step outside I am hit with this blast of euphoria and I can't continue walking and I turn around to my friend and just hug him and say "dude, I'm tripping man hahaha!" We walk a little further down his dirt road (he lives in the country) and I look over at this house and it starts moving left and right, and I notice lights are really crazy looking too, almost like my eyes are watery or something.
11:00pm my friend just wants to sit and watch a movie and I'm feeling like I wanna meditate (because this was supposed to be a medicinal thing for me) so I ask if I can sit outside on his porch, he said sure just don't walk off. I was sitting out on the porch, it's freezing cold, and I just feel happy, everything was okay, I had realized I am part of the wind, and I noticed I just wanted to not breath, I would find myself not inhaling any air at some points.
11:05pm-my friend comes out and says "listen man, I'm freezing out here, but I'm not gonna let you be out here alone" so I said for him to just sit, and I told him about how we are all just experiences living, and that there is no good or bad experience, but just experiences and memory's, then I said to him we can go inside.
11:30pm were watching a movie, django, and I and just going along with the ride, I can't focus on the screen because their faces kept blurring and I saw two of everything.
12:00am-my friend is asleep at this point so I just decide to go and walk up stairs in the dark with my phones flashlight iluminating the way, I see shadows and "monsters" (just things I knew I was imagining) but they don't scare me, I think about how it's just an experience, it's just an experience, and I sat upstairs in the dark for what felt like forever,
12:05am-I had realized what my trip was about, for the life of me I can't remember what it was!! I just remember the feeling I got when I looked at the clock.
1:00am-I can't think about anything anymore at this point so I just decided to listen to some music and enjoy some of the CEVs, I can remember a lot about seeing little tiny strips of rainbows and things of that nature, but it was amazing to watch these things happen, I saw crazy impossible geometric figures, I saw amazing drawings, everything was amazing and far from boring.
I don't know if I took enough mushrooms or if I just wasted my time running around and laughing at the trip but I don't feel like I learned anything, maybe I made a mistake in not meditating the entire experience, I learned that were all experiences but I didn't feel like I learned anything about myself.
Thanks for reading, hopefully I'll be able to delve further into the mushroom world and solve more of my problems now that I know what to expect!
9:20pm-I look at my friend who had said he would sit me and Ask for some water, he runs to get some and I start scarfing them down, it was a horrible taste, but they smelled so delicious, I had to drink water with the mushrooms in my mouth to get them down.
10:15pm-i began to feel the effects of the mushrooms in my body, the memory is very fuzzy but I remember saying to my friend I wanna go outside and walk around, as soon as I step outside I am hit with this blast of euphoria and I can't continue walking and I turn around to my friend and just hug him and say "dude, I'm tripping man hahaha!" We walk a little further down his dirt road (he lives in the country) and I look over at this house and it starts moving left and right, and I notice lights are really crazy looking too, almost like my eyes are watery or something.
11:00pm my friend just wants to sit and watch a movie and I'm feeling like I wanna meditate (because this was supposed to be a medicinal thing for me) so I ask if I can sit outside on his porch, he said sure just don't walk off. I was sitting out on the porch, it's freezing cold, and I just feel happy, everything was okay, I had realized I am part of the wind, and I noticed I just wanted to not breath, I would find myself not inhaling any air at some points.
11:05pm-my friend comes out and says "listen man, I'm freezing out here, but I'm not gonna let you be out here alone" so I said for him to just sit, and I told him about how we are all just experiences living, and that there is no good or bad experience, but just experiences and memory's, then I said to him we can go inside.
11:30pm were watching a movie, django, and I and just going along with the ride, I can't focus on the screen because their faces kept blurring and I saw two of everything.
12:00am-my friend is asleep at this point so I just decide to go and walk up stairs in the dark with my phones flashlight iluminating the way, I see shadows and "monsters" (just things I knew I was imagining) but they don't scare me, I think about how it's just an experience, it's just an experience, and I sat upstairs in the dark for what felt like forever,
12:05am-I had realized what my trip was about, for the life of me I can't remember what it was!! I just remember the feeling I got when I looked at the clock.
1:00am-I can't think about anything anymore at this point so I just decided to listen to some music and enjoy some of the CEVs, I can remember a lot about seeing little tiny strips of rainbows and things of that nature, but it was amazing to watch these things happen, I saw crazy impossible geometric figures, I saw amazing drawings, everything was amazing and far from boring.
I don't know if I took enough mushrooms or if I just wasted my time running around and laughing at the trip but I don't feel like I learned anything, maybe I made a mistake in not meditating the entire experience, I learned that were all experiences but I didn't feel like I learned anything about myself.
Thanks for reading, hopefully I'll be able to delve further into the mushroom world and solve more of my problems now that I know what to expect!
