iLoveLucy999
Greenlighter
Hi all
I am new to bluelight iv arrived with my first trip report. hope you guys enjoy
I have began my journey with psychedelics 7 years ago when i was in high school and benzodiazepines shortly after my graduation. greatest summer of my life. I guess you can say i have tripped quite a few(especially the couple days that have past)and been on many journeys...
the day before yesterday(or a day before that i do not remember well)i went on a mystical journey. i attempted to share my experience on here so that you as well can join me on this mystical adventure... but i failed..
i had consumed a decent amount of my xanax clonazepamand of my shroomies in. the place where i live and i shroomed it up in my sancturary and i thought about the many threads i have read on this beautiful site and decided to register before the effects started to appear.(i had first intended on chilling on the benzos mentioned but shrooms have popped in my head and thought this would be a magnificent time to experiment)so i proceeded...
The effects started to hit at almost 3:17 and my usual confusion and unorganized thoughts were apparent(which i enjoy, although at the peak it begins to overwhelm me)benzos kept me really chill but it seems as though it brought the shroom experience down to some extent(was still.a great time however...
i attempted to share my effects with you all but all i possess is vague recollections of typing of what i do not know and after a while the strange feelings of ego loss was apperant(not exactly what you think, i doze off and feel like i am dead for the moments i am entering to the sleep state.sometimes vivid dreams come and ther amazing.)
and after the hour or so i do not rememver much i am so sorry. all that is in my memory is strange sounds and voices i hav e never heard befor. sounds that i cannot describe to you in my language and strike me so interesting and voices that were repeating and sometimes did not sound human. not very much visuals sorry to say
very few.
the evening proceeded and i have felt as if time was slowed down and then speeded up and kontinued to repeatr and by the time i had to react, it had finished. not abrubtly by no means. gradually my soul started to become more aware of my surroundings and of my ego.
I can feel my ego being drained more and more after each one of my journeys.(in the sence of my sober state). is very spiritual indeed. many of my elder friends from my high school days had told me the same. and they showed me concern and told me to beware of these substances.this is by no means to get "fucked up" as many people would assume. they change your reality and leave you speechless when making you realize that all that you have known since you have exited your mothers vagina is fake. well perhaps not fake but different.. is very difficult to explain indeed. my apologies for my small vocabulary.
Same goes for many details of this trip report that i wish to explain to you all but cant :/ very strange feelings indeed. i had captured more pleasant feelings when shrooming with no combinations of xananx and clones. weed is amazing and exceptional for shrooming and Lucy. Mary Jane and Lucy are lesbians in my head imo.
i have yet to try mdma with shroomy shrooms and/or Lucywhich i am sure is another exception.(i have heard great things)... if you all dont mind, may you allpost a brief trip report of your hippie/candyflipping experiences?? at least a portion of you...
thank you all for reading and happy tripping all
I am new to bluelight iv arrived with my first trip report. hope you guys enjoy
I have began my journey with psychedelics 7 years ago when i was in high school and benzodiazepines shortly after my graduation. greatest summer of my life. I guess you can say i have tripped quite a few(especially the couple days that have past)and been on many journeys...
the day before yesterday(or a day before that i do not remember well)i went on a mystical journey. i attempted to share my experience on here so that you as well can join me on this mystical adventure... but i failed..
i had consumed a decent amount of my xanax clonazepamand of my shroomies in. the place where i live and i shroomed it up in my sancturary and i thought about the many threads i have read on this beautiful site and decided to register before the effects started to appear.(i had first intended on chilling on the benzos mentioned but shrooms have popped in my head and thought this would be a magnificent time to experiment)so i proceeded...
The effects started to hit at almost 3:17 and my usual confusion and unorganized thoughts were apparent(which i enjoy, although at the peak it begins to overwhelm me)benzos kept me really chill but it seems as though it brought the shroom experience down to some extent(was still.a great time however...
i attempted to share my effects with you all but all i possess is vague recollections of typing of what i do not know and after a while the strange feelings of ego loss was apperant(not exactly what you think, i doze off and feel like i am dead for the moments i am entering to the sleep state.sometimes vivid dreams come and ther amazing.)
and after the hour or so i do not rememver much i am so sorry. all that is in my memory is strange sounds and voices i hav e never heard befor. sounds that i cannot describe to you in my language and strike me so interesting and voices that were repeating and sometimes did not sound human. not very much visuals sorry to say
very few. the evening proceeded and i have felt as if time was slowed down and then speeded up and kontinued to repeatr and by the time i had to react, it had finished. not abrubtly by no means. gradually my soul started to become more aware of my surroundings and of my ego.
I can feel my ego being drained more and more after each one of my journeys.(in the sence of my sober state). is very spiritual indeed. many of my elder friends from my high school days had told me the same. and they showed me concern and told me to beware of these substances.this is by no means to get "fucked up" as many people would assume. they change your reality and leave you speechless when making you realize that all that you have known since you have exited your mothers vagina is fake. well perhaps not fake but different.. is very difficult to explain indeed. my apologies for my small vocabulary.
Same goes for many details of this trip report that i wish to explain to you all but cant :/ very strange feelings indeed. i had captured more pleasant feelings when shrooming with no combinations of xananx and clones. weed is amazing and exceptional for shrooming and Lucy. Mary Jane and Lucy are lesbians in my head imo.
i have yet to try mdma with shroomy shrooms and/or Lucywhich i am sure is another exception.(i have heard great things)... if you all dont mind, may you allpost a brief trip report of your hippie/candyflipping experiences?? at least a portion of you...
thank you all for reading and happy tripping all
