^Great post
Man, if opiates aren't doing it for you, count yourself fortunate and move on. Once you have a good experience, if you have an even remotely addictive personality, it will in all likelihood be a slow and life-changing descent into lower lows than you imagined you could have.
One thing I did realize about opiates before I had experience is that they really are quite subtle (maybe unless you're IVing, never done that). They give you, short term, a total comfort and ease, feels like all your problems are solved, You perform better at life in general. It becomes such an easy solution for dealing with any sort of problem. The addiction is really insidious and it feels so harmless and easy, until it doesn't. And by then, you can't ever forget.
I regret few things in my life, one of my biggest was ever trying opiates.
I wrote a retrospective "trip report" on my experience with opiates. I don't mean to harp on it but any time I can possibly influence someone to not go down that path, I feel like I'm making the world a slightly better place.
I was in another thread today and I found this post I made a while ago, and I thought that the post would be better as a trip report. This report is written in 2nd person perspective and my goal with it is to give an accurate description of the total spectrum of the effects of opiates and...
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