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Most desperate thing you have done to obtain your DOC

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Nati

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What's good fellow BL scumbags ;)
Just wanted to start a thread regarding what the absolute most desperate thing you have done to get your DOC.
So, what is it?

I find it beneficial to reflect on the low times of drug abuse to help in recovery as we often only remember the good times.
Fire away!

Mine started out being absolutely in code red withdrawal. Back then I was IVing up to a gram of heroin at a time. Good quality ECP. It was a very long road getting my tolerance up that high. As you could imagine the withdraw cycle on a dose that high is fucking brutal. So I was desperate.
I had a great job at the time making enough money to satisfy my habit but no money for anything else. I work in Landscaping and this particular week fucking sucked rained almost everyday so my paycheck was weak. I needed money and I needed that shit now.
So I hatched a plan.

I decided to create a charity for my long lost nephew who was struggling with a serious illness. I hopped on the computer, created pamphlets, photoshopped pictures, the whole nine yards to make it believable. I came up with some nice looking pamphlets and went to the store to buy little lollipops to pass out with them. I then went to the nearest mall to collect donations. I did fairly well and my long lost nephew was very happy with the amount of money I raised.
 
Sold gifts second hand
, gone broke/into debt,
lied to family
Stole from an asshole roommate (small amount of weed, don't feel guilty about that one)

I feel worst about the lying, mostly because my family knew I was lying and couldn't prove it, so they'd help me, and then boom I got high :(

That charity is some A++ hustling, I'd have donated a buck ;)
 
Pawn shops. Mad lies. Never stole from family, that was my limit. Ripped people off a couple years ago, though it was my boy doing it, so fuck it.
 
Nati said:
What's good fellow BL scumbags ;)

I decided to create a charity for my long lost nephew who was struggling with a serious illness. I hopped on the computer, created pamphlets, photoshopped pictures, the whole nine yards to make it believable. I came up with some nice looking pamphlets and went to the store to buy little lollipops to pass out with them. I then went to the nearest mall to collect donations. I did fairly well and my long lost nephew was very happy with the amount of money I raised.
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That's the craftiest way to raise money for drugs I've ever heard.

The worst thing I've ever done is probably just selling my stuff. Or cashing in empty beer cans, but that's just smart/thrifty hehe.
 
Never stolen from family, but I've been known to pawn my bass over and over again. Once I had pawned it and didn't have the money to get it back, and my band had a show that night. Lololol at least I wasn't sick though.

Also, a few years ago my cousin and I went to the town Christmas parade and told people we didn't have money for food. We carried around a little stocking and we made about 100 bucks lol. She really laid it on thick talking about how her babies were hungry, then we got drugs with the money and stayed wasted. I still feel bad about that one.
 
my job has me in and out of peoples houses. i have been known to liberate the odd few painkillers. mainly codeine phosphate. if i seen some on a shelf or in a cupboard id start the 'oh my back is killing me' routine, then say if only i wasnt so busy i would go to the doctors for some codeine. this usually prompts them into offering me a sleeve or two.

other than that just the usual robbing peter to pay paul routine, and other typical junkie plays.
 
drove 2 hours just to see if my dealer was home, sit at his house while he calls, end up with maybe enough lortabs for ALMOST a high.

drive around asking homeless people if they know where the dope is at only to get sold crack by accident.

went into the hospital hungover and faking pain back in the days before they made it mandatory for some kind of verification or imagry, spent 5+6 hours getting tests done, only to walk out with a script of say, 30 lortab tens or from better doctors like in canada, 20 pills of dilaudid.

forged prescriptions at least 20-30 times, got caught 5 times, nearly was reported to police. one of these times was in 2003 in chicago when i stole a doc's pad, an wrote myself dilaudid scripts. in the days before tracking, before they were tight arsed about it all, this could be done and i did it many times, but these days it's all over. i wrote myself 5-6 scripts before the docotrs called me and scared me into stopping.

you know, at one time in america not too long ago it was a real free for all for pharms. that's changed.

i guess one of the worst would be driving 2 hours to score a single 30mg morphine tablet, banging it, and getting home after it wore off already. shit like that that is profoundly lame.

other than that i gotta say was my lowest point was doing some heroin a dude pulled dout of his asscrack (it was bagged in ziplock) next to me in a joint holding cell in new jersey and snorting it because i was sick.
 
Haha damn it'd be game over if I got my hands on a script pad. You're right though that shit def would end horribly this day and age.
 
Just lying to people i really love, and not just lies but completely false stories that make the person feel sorry for me and getting $300+. Also finding a wallet with $700 and not returning it. At the time my life sucked and i convinced myself that it happened for a reason and that was my time to rip someone off instead of myself. But i feel pretty guilty about that now :-/
 
hmmmm, have let guys fuck me; driven on suspended license and no insurance all the way to Cleveland and I live in Cincy to get a 20. Then I got smart and got a job as a pharmacy tech so I could get paid to have access to all the dope I'd ever need. This particular pharmacist was a bit on the lazy side and would actually allow me to fill scripts for narcs, even schedule 2. So I was allowed to fill Percs, oxys, roxi's, dillies, bars, k-pins, fentanyl( my personal favorite). MS Contin was what I sold the most of right above the roxi blues.

If it hadn't been for those damn pinhole cameras lol. got pinched on 9/4/13 and haven't used since. Love to say it's been a blast but the fact is that it sucks. Being clean is fucking miserable too for me.
 
TPfisher83 said:
hmmmm, have let guys fuck me; driven on suspended license and no insurance all the way to Cleveland and I live in Cincy to get a 20. Then I got smart and got a job as a pharmacy tech so I could get paid to have access to all the dope I'd ever need. This particular pharmacist was a bit on the lazy side and would actually allow me to fill scripts for narcs, even schedule 2. So I was allowed to fill Percs, oxys, roxi's, dillies, bars, k-pins, fentanyl( my personal favorite). MS Contin was what I sold the most of right above the roxi blues.

If it hadn't been for those damn pinhole cameras lol. got pinched on 9/4/13 and haven't used since. Love to say it's been a blast but the fact is that it sucks. Being clean is fucking miserable too for me.
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Why in the world would u drive to cleveland to get a 20. Cincy is never dry If you know what spots to hit.
 
It's the lies. And not necessarily or at all related to scamming or stealing or whatever, as an addict every moment of every day is a lie, you're living a double life and if you are high functioning then anyone that you love and those that love you are being lied to. You're caught in situations where you are not where you were supposed to be, often late for appointments, dates or catching up with mates that aren't drug buddies, you're always lying about what you were doing or where you're going. It's the lies that just kill me in the end.
 
Fucked my new dealer (guy I had known for about 2 weeks) for extra oxys
Pawned a lot of my shit
Also kept donations for myself (things like cancer awareness, tried to justify it by saying how cancer is used as a money-making business and they won't find a cure. and most know what cancer is. Also the money wasn't going towards a cure)
Stolen money from friends and parents
Lies. so many lies
Went to the doctor to get my wisdom teeth out and was mainly there for pills although I needed them out
Using people constantly and only looking at people like "how can this person help me feed my addiction?"
Driving over 40 mins everyday and 40 mins back just for however many 30s I can get. Even further for dope
Never paying people back :')
among other things.. etc.
 
Used all my food money on drugs instead so I could beg for food money so that I wouldn't have to lie. I have this thing with being honest.. I can't usually lie, unless I really believe in it myself too. I can always leave out details and choose my words carefully though, as that's not technically lying.
 
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