LandsUnknown
Bluelighter
F.Y.I.----- This story was from over 5 years ago, just the first time I ever tripped..... and I think it's a pretty cool story, I mean why wouldn't it be really 
Keep in mind that this was a mere first, and as time has gone on I've done numerous other substances, such as mushrooms, LSD, 2C-B, 25-I...... and others that I'm not recalling at the moment. In total, I've done psychedelics around 40 times or maybe more, kinda lost count. However, I have to say I think I had a pretty cool and interesting first trip and unlike many other people I did my first trip solo (which isn't something I recommend for HR purposes. It could be dangerous for a lot of people to trip the first time by themselves but it was fine for me)
When I was 20 years old and in college (living alone in my apt. over break), I had smoked a ton of weed during the semester and most of the time but didn't have any access due to being winter break. I went to school in upstate New York. Snow blanketed the ground, and the moon was out on this night. I decided that this was going to be the night I'd trip. Not everyone was back from college yet, but I was an avid researcher of psychedelics from erowid and also this website. So, I decided to experiment with morning glory seeds I had that I knew were not treated with anything. They were pure, organic seeds from a local store. It was around 8:00 in the evening, and I decided to begin ingesting them.
T-0:00- I ingested 25 of the seeds as a tester dose, just as a precaution to make sure I wasn't especially sensitive or allergic. I did notice some subtle changes with regard to light that became apparent around 15 minutes after ingestion. However, it was quite slight.
T-0:20- I ingested around 15 more of the seeds. Around 15-20 minutes later, I noticed a bit of an additional effect. However, it was quite mild. I noticed increased contrast on my skin, and I began to notice that things seemed a bit sharper, much sharper actually. While I need glasses normally, I was able to see perfectly clearly without them. This was quite fascinating. However, I found the effects quite subtle still. I began to notice that the wood grains on my floor and dresser were quite beautiful when I would think nothing of them whatsoever in my normal state of mind. Other than this, the effects were mild. In terms of my cognition, I felt completely clear headed. Not "tripping" per say at all even when the extra dose kicked in at around T-0:35-0:40.
T-0:40- I ingested another 20 seeds or so. At this point, I just was hanging around in my apartment for a bit. Then, I decided to take a walk into town. Things were similar to before. Heightened, clearer, and more vivid...... but no trip. I talked to a couple I encountered on campus, and we hung out and drew things in the snow on a frozen pond on campus. I was quite social with others as I normally am. We probably hung out until an hour to an hour and a half or so until I ingested the first bit of them.
T-1:15-----------
I was talking to this young woman who worked at the student reception desk. We would talk a lot, and we had many conversations over time and had already become quite well acquainted with one another. I had a bit of a crush on her, and for some reason in my altered state I felt that she would be rather impressed by what I had done. Not sure why I thought this, but I talked about it a bit. She didn't really say much about the whole thing, but I ended up walking out the other door and taking a walk.
T-1:20-
I went in the bathroom to take a leak, and I ingested the rest of the seeds I had in my pocket bringing the total up to 100 or so (e.g. 3 grams). As I got out, I noticed that my mind was racing in an unusual way...... and I felt that I was "tripping balls" even though in a way this was nothing yet. Just a very strongly racing head, kind of like being really high in a way. I talked to the lady I knew, and I was kind of bragging a bit about the whole thing thinking for some reason she'd be impressed by it for some reason. Why, who knows.
T-1:45- I was walking around in the lower part of my campus, a bit away from where I lived. All of a sudden, I just began yawning, and things were seeming even more heightened. I found my yawning unusual as I was not tired. However, I was unaware that this was a typical effect of the come up on psychedelics. There was some graffiti on this wall that just looked incredibly heightened and vivid at this point. I just kept yawning and yawning, and I instinctively began to walk home.
T-2:15- As I got home, I walked around a bit in my room. However, as time passed the feelings began to grow more intense..... except I began to feel extremely ill. When I'd take a piss, it would feel better. However, I ultimately went into the shower.
T-2:30- I was in the shower at this point, and I began to feel extremely ill. I felt like vomiting at points. While I knew the seeds weren't hazardous, I almost had this feeling as though I had poisoned myself. Just extremely ill. At points, I would begin gagging in the shower and wretching, but I didn't really vomit aside from just very slight regurgitations. At this time, I had this image of a wedding for some reason, I have no idea why...... my mind was beginning to slip into something I had never experienced before, the mysterious world of psychedelics.
I laid down in the tub, and the tub began to tilt slightly and I felt incredibly ill. At this point, it just was fucking horrible 8( Made me rather nervous, but I had the sense that I shouldn't let this turn the trip bad. I just wanted to keep in a good state despite the fact that I felt extremely ill. I filled up the bathtub with water, and I just sat there in the tilted bathtub for a bit feeling sick as hell. My mind was beginning to enter an intense psychedelic state for the first time in my life at this point, yet it hadn't really taken shape yet.
T-3:00- I got out of the tub and felt extremely high but different. The room appeared somewhat tilted. However, it felt like a more "vivid" version of being high at this point. I still had to use energy to keep myself calm and from freaking out though. However, I didn't. I sat at the table and began to have unusual images a bit involving my legs, but all these years later I don't recall exactly what these mental images were just like my legs at different points on the table than they were essentially.
T-3:20- I decided to take a walk. It was probably 10:00 at night at this time, and I ventured out into the cold night. I just walked through the campus, and I began to walk through town...... but it was nothing like I'd have expected "tripping" to be like. I felt as though I was far more in touch with reality than normal and life felt much more vivid. Everything looked exceptionally sharp. I recall walking past a fire station and just thinking about how profoundly different this was than I thought it would be. Everything was sharp as a tack. Hard to describe, but I felt incredibly insightful and it was a state of real wisdom and everything was incredibly vivid. I had the feeling that tripping could be a dissociated experience, but it was anything but. Everything was far sharper and more vivid than my sober state.
T-3:30- I talked to some people I knew outside of a Starbucks. We hung out for a bit. The four of us then ended up walking back towards campus, and I had some interesting conversations with them. They also were major potheads but none of them had ever taken a psychedelic. When this had come up, I informed them that I was currently tripping on the seeds. They were quite interested, and we began to discuss the idea of all doing mushrooms together which I was very interested in. The guy in the group was talking about how he never wore jackets in the winter, but we all kind of joked about how I shouldn't "try it now" since I was presumably off to space. A girl in the group was asking where I had to walk to in order to go home, curious how much further I had after campus. Somehow, in my altered state I just spouted off my address which was a rather obscure location in town. She appeared rather perplexed by this, and in retrospect I was rather perplexed as well.
T-4:10- One of the girls in the group asked that I text her when I got home just to make sure I arrived safely. I wasn't disoriented or anything at all, but I was clearly in an altered state from this stuff and she just wanted to check on me a bit.
T-4:30- I arrived home, and I texted her. I also sent an email to my Mom, but for a moment I became confused about how to use the keyboard. I just wanted to make sure she knew I was okay since I realized I had forgotten to call her.
T-4:40- I looked in the mirror and noticed that my pupils were fully dilated. As I walked past the mirror, I closed my eyes for a moment. I saw a strange image of a man tipping his head back in multiple colors.
T-4:50- After this, I began to see some unusual images on the bathmat out of the corner of my eye. As I looked, they were still there..... Faces, vividly looking at me, laughing and making expressions at me! I was astounded! I had never experienced anything like this before. As time passed, the faces began to appear on the floor, the walls, and just all over the damn place!
T-5:00- I began to realize that I was able to actually communicate with these faces. They would respond to what I would think about! During these "conversations" with the faces and other strange images I was seeing, I began to have incredible insights that weren't accessible to my sober consciousness. I began to realize that the girl at the desk that I had a crush on simply wasn't someone that would be interested in me for various reasons. Just total logic, total sense, and total wisdom began to take over my mind when it wasn't there before. And everything still appeared sharp and I had no need for my glasses.
T- 7:30- After long "conversations" with the images and an overall incredible experience, I began to think about going to bed. It was around 3:30 or 4 in the morning at this point. However, sleep didn't come easily.
T-8:00- I saw strange images of mushrooms and faces when I'd close my eyes. I was still in a distinctly altered state.
T-9:00- I finally got to sleep after jerking off repeatedly while thinking about unusual things for me....... people who i actually had issues with in real life, which was rather strange, bizarre to be honest.
T-10:30- In the night, I had a vivid dream that I was tripping in involving a golden staircase and I was hanging out with my Mom in this dream. I have no idea of the significance of this dream still, though it was truly profound and awe inspiring really...... the image has stuck with me to this day which normal dreams generally don't.
T-14:00- I awoke, mostly sober..... except a bit off. I saw some friends of mine later in the day, and we discussed the experience of me tripping for the first time.
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Keep in mind that this was a mere first, and as time has gone on I've done numerous other substances, such as mushrooms, LSD, 2C-B, 25-I...... and others that I'm not recalling at the moment. In total, I've done psychedelics around 40 times or maybe more, kinda lost count. However, I have to say I think I had a pretty cool and interesting first trip and unlike many other people I did my first trip solo (which isn't something I recommend for HR purposes. It could be dangerous for a lot of people to trip the first time by themselves but it was fine for me)When I was 20 years old and in college (living alone in my apt. over break), I had smoked a ton of weed during the semester and most of the time but didn't have any access due to being winter break. I went to school in upstate New York. Snow blanketed the ground, and the moon was out on this night. I decided that this was going to be the night I'd trip. Not everyone was back from college yet, but I was an avid researcher of psychedelics from erowid and also this website. So, I decided to experiment with morning glory seeds I had that I knew were not treated with anything. They were pure, organic seeds from a local store. It was around 8:00 in the evening, and I decided to begin ingesting them.
T-0:00- I ingested 25 of the seeds as a tester dose, just as a precaution to make sure I wasn't especially sensitive or allergic. I did notice some subtle changes with regard to light that became apparent around 15 minutes after ingestion. However, it was quite slight.
T-0:20- I ingested around 15 more of the seeds. Around 15-20 minutes later, I noticed a bit of an additional effect. However, it was quite mild. I noticed increased contrast on my skin, and I began to notice that things seemed a bit sharper, much sharper actually. While I need glasses normally, I was able to see perfectly clearly without them. This was quite fascinating. However, I found the effects quite subtle still. I began to notice that the wood grains on my floor and dresser were quite beautiful when I would think nothing of them whatsoever in my normal state of mind. Other than this, the effects were mild. In terms of my cognition, I felt completely clear headed. Not "tripping" per say at all even when the extra dose kicked in at around T-0:35-0:40.
T-0:40- I ingested another 20 seeds or so. At this point, I just was hanging around in my apartment for a bit. Then, I decided to take a walk into town. Things were similar to before. Heightened, clearer, and more vivid...... but no trip. I talked to a couple I encountered on campus, and we hung out and drew things in the snow on a frozen pond on campus. I was quite social with others as I normally am. We probably hung out until an hour to an hour and a half or so until I ingested the first bit of them.
T-1:15-----------
I was talking to this young woman who worked at the student reception desk. We would talk a lot, and we had many conversations over time and had already become quite well acquainted with one another. I had a bit of a crush on her, and for some reason in my altered state I felt that she would be rather impressed by what I had done. Not sure why I thought this, but I talked about it a bit. She didn't really say much about the whole thing, but I ended up walking out the other door and taking a walk.
T-1:20-
I went in the bathroom to take a leak, and I ingested the rest of the seeds I had in my pocket bringing the total up to 100 or so (e.g. 3 grams). As I got out, I noticed that my mind was racing in an unusual way...... and I felt that I was "tripping balls" even though in a way this was nothing yet. Just a very strongly racing head, kind of like being really high in a way. I talked to the lady I knew, and I was kind of bragging a bit about the whole thing thinking for some reason she'd be impressed by it for some reason. Why, who knows.
T-1:45- I was walking around in the lower part of my campus, a bit away from where I lived. All of a sudden, I just began yawning, and things were seeming even more heightened. I found my yawning unusual as I was not tired. However, I was unaware that this was a typical effect of the come up on psychedelics. There was some graffiti on this wall that just looked incredibly heightened and vivid at this point. I just kept yawning and yawning, and I instinctively began to walk home.
T-2:15- As I got home, I walked around a bit in my room. However, as time passed the feelings began to grow more intense..... except I began to feel extremely ill. When I'd take a piss, it would feel better. However, I ultimately went into the shower.
T-2:30- I was in the shower at this point, and I began to feel extremely ill. I felt like vomiting at points. While I knew the seeds weren't hazardous, I almost had this feeling as though I had poisoned myself. Just extremely ill. At points, I would begin gagging in the shower and wretching, but I didn't really vomit aside from just very slight regurgitations. At this time, I had this image of a wedding for some reason, I have no idea why...... my mind was beginning to slip into something I had never experienced before, the mysterious world of psychedelics.
I laid down in the tub, and the tub began to tilt slightly and I felt incredibly ill. At this point, it just was fucking horrible 8( Made me rather nervous, but I had the sense that I shouldn't let this turn the trip bad. I just wanted to keep in a good state despite the fact that I felt extremely ill. I filled up the bathtub with water, and I just sat there in the tilted bathtub for a bit feeling sick as hell. My mind was beginning to enter an intense psychedelic state for the first time in my life at this point, yet it hadn't really taken shape yet.
T-3:00- I got out of the tub and felt extremely high but different. The room appeared somewhat tilted. However, it felt like a more "vivid" version of being high at this point. I still had to use energy to keep myself calm and from freaking out though. However, I didn't. I sat at the table and began to have unusual images a bit involving my legs, but all these years later I don't recall exactly what these mental images were just like my legs at different points on the table than they were essentially.
T-3:20- I decided to take a walk. It was probably 10:00 at night at this time, and I ventured out into the cold night. I just walked through the campus, and I began to walk through town...... but it was nothing like I'd have expected "tripping" to be like. I felt as though I was far more in touch with reality than normal and life felt much more vivid. Everything looked exceptionally sharp. I recall walking past a fire station and just thinking about how profoundly different this was than I thought it would be. Everything was sharp as a tack. Hard to describe, but I felt incredibly insightful and it was a state of real wisdom and everything was incredibly vivid. I had the feeling that tripping could be a dissociated experience, but it was anything but. Everything was far sharper and more vivid than my sober state.
T-3:30- I talked to some people I knew outside of a Starbucks. We hung out for a bit. The four of us then ended up walking back towards campus, and I had some interesting conversations with them. They also were major potheads but none of them had ever taken a psychedelic. When this had come up, I informed them that I was currently tripping on the seeds. They were quite interested, and we began to discuss the idea of all doing mushrooms together which I was very interested in. The guy in the group was talking about how he never wore jackets in the winter, but we all kind of joked about how I shouldn't "try it now" since I was presumably off to space. A girl in the group was asking where I had to walk to in order to go home, curious how much further I had after campus. Somehow, in my altered state I just spouted off my address which was a rather obscure location in town. She appeared rather perplexed by this, and in retrospect I was rather perplexed as well.
T-4:10- One of the girls in the group asked that I text her when I got home just to make sure I arrived safely. I wasn't disoriented or anything at all, but I was clearly in an altered state from this stuff and she just wanted to check on me a bit.
T-4:30- I arrived home, and I texted her. I also sent an email to my Mom, but for a moment I became confused about how to use the keyboard. I just wanted to make sure she knew I was okay since I realized I had forgotten to call her.
T-4:40- I looked in the mirror and noticed that my pupils were fully dilated. As I walked past the mirror, I closed my eyes for a moment. I saw a strange image of a man tipping his head back in multiple colors.
T-4:50- After this, I began to see some unusual images on the bathmat out of the corner of my eye. As I looked, they were still there..... Faces, vividly looking at me, laughing and making expressions at me! I was astounded! I had never experienced anything like this before. As time passed, the faces began to appear on the floor, the walls, and just all over the damn place!
T-5:00- I began to realize that I was able to actually communicate with these faces. They would respond to what I would think about! During these "conversations" with the faces and other strange images I was seeing, I began to have incredible insights that weren't accessible to my sober consciousness. I began to realize that the girl at the desk that I had a crush on simply wasn't someone that would be interested in me for various reasons. Just total logic, total sense, and total wisdom began to take over my mind when it wasn't there before. And everything still appeared sharp and I had no need for my glasses.
T- 7:30- After long "conversations" with the images and an overall incredible experience, I began to think about going to bed. It was around 3:30 or 4 in the morning at this point. However, sleep didn't come easily.
T-8:00- I saw strange images of mushrooms and faces when I'd close my eyes. I was still in a distinctly altered state.
T-9:00- I finally got to sleep after jerking off repeatedly while thinking about unusual things for me....... people who i actually had issues with in real life, which was rather strange, bizarre to be honest.
T-10:30- In the night, I had a vivid dream that I was tripping in involving a golden staircase and I was hanging out with my Mom in this dream. I have no idea of the significance of this dream still, though it was truly profound and awe inspiring really...... the image has stuck with me to this day which normal dreams generally don't.
T-14:00- I awoke, mostly sober..... except a bit off. I saw some friends of mine later in the day, and we discussed the experience of me tripping for the first time.
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