toomuchpain
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 2, 2008
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im having continuous thoughts of suicide, knowing that once i get my refill of ambien plus my valium and serequol, on top with some liquor i know ill finally be able to kill myself, it will be my 3rd attempt.
i try so hard, so incredibly hard to do better and nothing positive comes back to me, and thats something thats killing me inside, than i start to think about what good am i here for?
i try so hard, so incredibly hard to do better and nothing positive comes back to me, and thats something thats killing me inside, than i start to think about what good am i here for?