Fishface
Bluelighter
3-methoxy-4,5-methylenedioxyamphetamine
T=00.00 140mg plugged.
T=00.15 First Alert - distinct physical 'fizz'.
T=00.30 Noticed increased clarity of vision, some intensification of colour and increased depth of vision; music (Hendrix) seemed a little more 'artificial', with instruments not integrating as well as usual.
T=00.45 Felt quite cold and suffering some minor jaw clenching.
T=01.45 Some pupil dilation (nothing like MDMA or acid), a marked increase in my tinitus and continuing increase in visual accuity.
T=02.00 Dozed off for about 10 minutes - a lot of yawning for a while - felt almost sedated. No noticeable change in cognitive ability. No inspiration to draw or paint. Very calm and reflective.
T=02.30 Went out for a walk to see if that would 'get things moving'. Other than the increased visual accuity and some kinetic activity with patterning (gridworks, manhole cover patterns, etc) little noticeable in the visual sense. At this point I also noted: 'Strong time distortion - it's an eternity - BORING!!!'.
T=02.45 Meditated: I practice 'open-eye' meditation including open-eyed visualisation, which was noticeably easier. So was my breathing with my nasal passages seeming to be scrubbed clean and breathing was easier and more relaxed, which probably fed in to the meditation. My mind was maybe a bit busier than usual (probably as a result of being on the look-out for effects of the compound), while I was very aware of an overall melancholia.
T=03.30 My wife returned and I spent the remainder of the evening sharing it with her, somewhat disappointed by any more noticeable activity (CEV's were nothing that special, by the way).
T=04.00 Smoked a small pipe of some decent grass.
T=05.00 Last puff before bed-time. Reflected on things and wrote: A surprisingly sobering psychedelic*, its solemnity being matched by its subtelness. It would be very useful in an analytical sense, I feel, as it seems to neutralise a lot of emotion - there is no euphoria or elation. It is, however, testing, in that it seems to shine a light into the Self very clearly, while being a good and True mirror.
*Interestingly, I didn't act on temptations I had to have some S-isomer Ketamine ~ there was some unspoken acceptance that this was a 'serious business' and that I shouldn't be 'thrill seeking', even at the end of the experience - as I say, 'sobering'.
T=05.30 Enabled easy transference and concentration of physical energies (Kundalini), which I found surprising (seeing how subtle the other effects were) and very special (modesty prevents me to go into further detail).
T=06.30 (Probably) Sleep
I imagine that having a decent supply of this around for a while could really help and progress my meditation. It's certainly not something I would bother searching out for 'fun', in any way whatsoever, as I had no urge to socialise at all and felt very solemn, while the urge to meditate was very strong.
Finally, my overall mood was lifted the following day and ripples from the experience affected me positively for two or three days more.
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roacode_oral
T=00.00 140mg plugged.
T=00.15 First Alert - distinct physical 'fizz'.
T=00.30 Noticed increased clarity of vision, some intensification of colour and increased depth of vision; music (Hendrix) seemed a little more 'artificial', with instruments not integrating as well as usual.
T=00.45 Felt quite cold and suffering some minor jaw clenching.
T=01.45 Some pupil dilation (nothing like MDMA or acid), a marked increase in my tinitus and continuing increase in visual accuity.
T=02.00 Dozed off for about 10 minutes - a lot of yawning for a while - felt almost sedated. No noticeable change in cognitive ability. No inspiration to draw or paint. Very calm and reflective.
T=02.30 Went out for a walk to see if that would 'get things moving'. Other than the increased visual accuity and some kinetic activity with patterning (gridworks, manhole cover patterns, etc) little noticeable in the visual sense. At this point I also noted: 'Strong time distortion - it's an eternity - BORING!!!'.
T=02.45 Meditated: I practice 'open-eye' meditation including open-eyed visualisation, which was noticeably easier. So was my breathing with my nasal passages seeming to be scrubbed clean and breathing was easier and more relaxed, which probably fed in to the meditation. My mind was maybe a bit busier than usual (probably as a result of being on the look-out for effects of the compound), while I was very aware of an overall melancholia.
T=03.30 My wife returned and I spent the remainder of the evening sharing it with her, somewhat disappointed by any more noticeable activity (CEV's were nothing that special, by the way).
T=04.00 Smoked a small pipe of some decent grass.
T=05.00 Last puff before bed-time. Reflected on things and wrote: A surprisingly sobering psychedelic*, its solemnity being matched by its subtelness. It would be very useful in an analytical sense, I feel, as it seems to neutralise a lot of emotion - there is no euphoria or elation. It is, however, testing, in that it seems to shine a light into the Self very clearly, while being a good and True mirror.
*Interestingly, I didn't act on temptations I had to have some S-isomer Ketamine ~ there was some unspoken acceptance that this was a 'serious business' and that I shouldn't be 'thrill seeking', even at the end of the experience - as I say, 'sobering'.
T=05.30 Enabled easy transference and concentration of physical energies (Kundalini), which I found surprising (seeing how subtle the other effects were) and very special (modesty prevents me to go into further detail).
T=06.30 (Probably) Sleep
I imagine that having a decent supply of this around for a while could really help and progress my meditation. It's certainly not something I would bother searching out for 'fun', in any way whatsoever, as I had no urge to socialise at all and felt very solemn, while the urge to meditate was very strong.
Finally, my overall mood was lifted the following day and ripples from the experience affected me positively for two or three days more.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_mmda
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_experienced
exptype_neutral
roacode_oral
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), however I'd like to get to the "brain movie" level with it.