Mixed state

[Vacuumhed]

I'm crazy right now. My brain wants to do this while doing that, but yet there's no motivation do anything of it. Yet I want to, but it's impossible and I switch from task to task either walk around from room to room. Crazy.

I could use some advice how the heck to relieve this nuisance. I want to put myself to rest but I don't want to sleep. My thoughts are racing in the background, a noise that I can't understand.

 

[burntserkits]

I do the same thing pretty often. I find it best to stay focused on what I'm doing...and do it at all cost. I hate to resort to drugs but maybe an adult ADD med like Stratera would help.

 

[Vacuumhed]

I do the same thing pretty often. I find it best to stay focused on what I'm doing...and do it at all cost. I hate to resort to drugs but maybe an adult ADD med like Stratera would help.

Tried to play a game called Hellgate London as I felt like just going plain out frenzy and slaughter stuff, but it got boring so I quit. At least a hour of some relief, but I can do better.

I sadly took 4 vallies recently and they will probably kick in soon. I hope to just black out then wake up feeling different.