Stimulants Methylphenidate, absurd-but maybe.

[R(x)AGE]

I was hard into snorting ritalin just over a year ago. I would snort 3-7 20mg tablets (averaging 100mg daily) all day for about 2-3 months, until I quit due to headaches, and mania lol. However, time has passed, and things have changed. My (once) friends no longer communicate with me, where I quit substance abuse to be included more. Maybe I'm a loser or something lol fuck, good thing there are drugs (and I am sure you are thinking that ritalin is not a drug, however in this situation I really think it is a good idea) and despite some minor educational accomplishments. I have not been using any drugs (nasal administered) for a long time and I am really craving nasal ritalin. I have about 30+ (under 50) 20mg tablets left over from last year. They have been retrieved from storage and now sit next to me.

I am considering snorting some ritalin. I would crush up 1 tablet on a mirror and divide into about four lines and do two up each nostril. Afterwards I may go skatebord despite my being an adult (age wise lol), I would smoke weed right after snorting and before skating. I would (am less possibly considering snorting another tablet about 1 hour after the first) at this point I know from experience that I will be feeling paranoid an depressed, and this is my concern.

I am really worried about the paranoid depressed state that I know will follow. I have some benzos (lorazapam and alprazolam) and would probably take 2mg alprz then smoke a few bong rips and take 3mg loraz then smoke and possibly snort more ritalin. The question is if my colleagues at blue light can provide any insight. I would have to stop ritalin by sunday, and would take benzos if needed, however would probably not do so as I don't like the depression that I get from consistent use. I want to use it because i feel depressed about life atm. and I would like to go find a sex partner lol.

I AM WORRIED THAT 2 DAYS OF SNORTING WILL HAVE NEGATIVE CONSEQUENCES. I simply want to indulge just once, I am not worried about continuing to use ritalin. I am worried that I will get depressed and kill myself LOL. I do not want to get paranoid because it makes it really hard to get over. I ONLY WANT TO RAIL A COUPLE LINES. I do not want to use harder drugs (i.e., cocaine, meth, or even reg amp) I am craving ritalin. thats it. So BL should I go for it. I am going to smash up a tablet right now then smoke a sesh, hopefully there is a response after the sesh. anways thanks

 

[DynoSpec]

why do so much ritalin that you get paranoid and depressed? that doesnt sound fun at all. why not stop and wait till taking more wont be shitty. just a waste/will build tolerance.

ritalin is not gonna make you feel any better about life, nor help you get laid. it will do quite the opposite.

and why do you wanna do it for 2 straight days, if you are expecting it to be a uncomfortable/unpleasant experience? rethink this a bit and do something more constructive, to make you feel accomplished. Go out in public meet people!

If your dead set be careful as you may have lost most or all of your tolerance and doing 600mg of methylphenidate in a 2 day span really doesnt sound safe. dont mix the benzos and opiates. if you arent tolerant that is alot of benzos. save the benzos for the comedown or just dont put yourself in a position where you need them to not feel like shit.

 

[R(x)AGE]

@dyno
thanks man. so snort a little for one night and then go out and meet people? I am thinking about a 60-80mg dose. In 20mg intervals if redose. I dont have any opiates. Is there still oxy (thhat i can shave into a line) in canada? yea if i rail i will only do one sesh. what could i do to alleviate the depression if you say the stim wont help?

 

[Lightning-Nl]

Ritalin is most certainly a drug - in fact it's one of the more powerful prescription stimulants. It seems to me you have dependency issues with Methylphenidate. Therefore I don't think it would be a good idea for you to start taking it (orally or intranasally) again.

Also taking a benzodiazepine when a stimulant is still active in the body is a sure fire way to cause a heart attack. I can't stress this enough - Please! Don't take any stimulants when you're taking a benzo or vise-versa!!!

 

[R(x)AGE]

@swamp
really? wow that is my jam! so it's dangerous? wow never would have thought, I did it because I thought it was safe. so what's safe. I just wanna feel good for once

 

[DynoSpec]

upper+downer combos are hard on your body, that said occasionally doing it should be fine for the average person but it could precipitate cardiovascular issues, or exacerbate existing ones.

If you are serious about your depression see a good doctor who you trust and tell them everything. Check out the dark side aswell on here. If its been a long time dont set a amount you want to do, just do enough to get where you want but titrate up so as to avoid the sketchy jittery feelings.

opiates wont help your depression either. to be honest almost all recreational drugs will have a negative impact on your depression. you should try to fix the issues that are causing you to feel this way before exploring a career of drug abuse. oh and yeah we still get good ocs here.

 

[R(x)AGE]

are the ocs generic now? and i am considering popping 10mg and railing 10mg to start and going from there. i feel as though swallowing the 10 will help with the comedown but idk, what's the say bl

 

[Lightning-Nl]

Believe it or not - I actually found out because a good friend of mine gave himself a heart attack doing this.

I had just smoked a teenth when I decided it was actually a better idea to sleep than stay up all night. At the time I had a Klonopin prescription so I took (I believe) 8MG's of Clonazepam. Around 15 minuets later, out of nowhere, I had an extremely sharp and immediate pain in my left arm. I instantly took some aspirin which probably saved my life (since it's a blood thinner). However, it got so bad over the next two minutes that I laid down. When I laid on my bed - I took my pulse and I could instantly tell that something was wrong. My heart was beating faster than I could ever remember and it was totally out of sync.

I did some research online to find out what was going on and I came across an article about how some guy had died because he had taken an intravenous shot of Valium while he was high on Meth and the heart attack killed him. After reading that - I did research of heart attack symptoms and I had all of them. By this time I was also getting light headed - so I called myself an ambulance.

I have been through many first-aid classes and in one of them the subject of how to keep yourself alive when you can tell your having a heart attack came up. The instructor said that if you cough like you're hacking up a lung - this will put pressure on the heart and you can keep your blood moving.

Around 3 minuets after I called the ambulance (I was still on the phone with 911) I actually felt my heart stop and within about 4 seconds of it stopping - it literally felt like I my chest was being ripped apart. When this happened, I collapsed to the ground. Within another 8 seconds I was near the point of passing out due to lack of oxygen to my brain. Right before I was about to lose consciousness - I remembered that strategy from my first aid class and started putting as much pressure as I could on my chest by coughing. The only thing that kept me awake was the 911 operator actually sounding panic'ed herself when I all of a sudden didn't respond to her. So was trying to contact me as best as she could and hearing her voice kept me going.

This kept me from actually losing consciousness but I was still right on the verge of falling unconscious

The police officer who saved my life showed up within 6 minuets of me calling 911. I remember hearing him kick in the door and running into my house. When I heard this happen, I finally could no longer stand the pain in my chest and lost consciousness. He kept me alive by performing CPR on my until paramedics arrived.

I was told paramedics arrived at my house 9 minutes after my call to 911. I should have been dead but the paramedics were able to revive me with a shock from a defibrillator. When we arrived at the hospital - I was given an intravenous shot of Flumazenil, and another intravenous shot of Chlorpromazine.

I'm just glad my friend lived. Anyways, It's deadly in high doses, and dangerous in low-moderate doses. To be honest though taking a benzo on a stimulant isn't all that great either. So it shouldn't be all that much of a loss. Just make sure you're feeling the beginning of the comedown of the Ritalin before you take any benzos.