Commander_Rik
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Long story short I have a bad case of adhd since ages of 2.
Was prescribed ritalin 60mg per day as a child but burns out of mysystem to quickly and makes me even more angry when it wears off.
In my 20s I used methamphetamine for years never got addicted I can't get addicted to stimulants, had good flake coke and even crack and never felt anything on them. Methamphetamine sorted my head out and I could keep a job even got promoted to manager at last job I had, and all I would do is take 0.5g in morning and mix with my coffee and worked for whole day shift and many a time I would take it in mornings on my day off and fall asleep when it kicked in, I ate well etc. Let's put it this way when I had none in the morning my adhd would kick in and that's when people thought I was on drugs as I was hyper etc typical adhd symptoms.
No I stopped when I turn 28 as my supply had dried up and was put on adhd meds aka dexamphetamine instants and elvanse which is known as lisdexamfetamine the prodrug one that can't be abused.
Now while I've been on these for years I'm not allowed to work due to not being able to control my emotions in any stressful environment so am on disability permanently. I asked my psychiatrist about methylamphetamine tablets that come in 5mg doses and he said it can't be prescribed on NHS only private with a £800 cost per prescription and then I would have to find a hospital willing to order it in from a hospital pharmacy as UK law says only hospital pharmacy can order and dispense.
No obviously I can't afford that my not being to work and no insurance private companies in UK will touch it so that leaves me to this post now you got my back story.
I've heard from a friend of a friend you can do a process called methylation of instant dexamphetamine tablets into methamphetamine and I was wondering if anyone has done it before or can point me in right direction to learn how. I know my way around things when it comes to chemicals so I'm not a total beginner but if I get this right it would turn my life around and get my ass back into work and doing something I proud of and make something of myself. Meth totally helped me more than I explain it was the best medicine for my type of adhd and also thanks to my adhd I don't get anything out of abusing stimulants over than a clear head, good focus, controls my anger and impulses, and just makes me a better person in general.
Now you could be reading this thinking what and who is crack pot saying meth turned him into a better person and what you mean can't get addicted to stimulants. And I don't blame you but only someone with adhd would truly understand.
To me it's the limitless pill everything just works and slots into place and my current adhd meds while work abit just don't have the grunt to help me sort my life properly. I don't want to be a sponge on the system no more I want to be like I used to putting into it. There only so much you can sit on your ass.
The only drug I ever was addicted was weed and I stopped that two years ago.
I want to better myself and finding out this process is the best way forward using what I already have to make something that will truly help.
Give me a pm or comment below Cheers and thank you in advance
Long story short I have a bad case of adhd since ages of 2.
Was prescribed ritalin 60mg per day as a child but burns out of mysystem to quickly and makes me even more angry when it wears off.
In my 20s I used methamphetamine for years never got addicted I can't get addicted to stimulants, had good flake coke and even crack and never felt anything on them. Methamphetamine sorted my head out and I could keep a job even got promoted to manager at last job I had, and all I would do is take 0.5g in morning and mix with my coffee and worked for whole day shift and many a time I would take it in mornings on my day off and fall asleep when it kicked in, I ate well etc. Let's put it this way when I had none in the morning my adhd would kick in and that's when people thought I was on drugs as I was hyper etc typical adhd symptoms.
No I stopped when I turn 28 as my supply had dried up and was put on adhd meds aka dexamphetamine instants and elvanse which is known as lisdexamfetamine the prodrug one that can't be abused.
Now while I've been on these for years I'm not allowed to work due to not being able to control my emotions in any stressful environment so am on disability permanently. I asked my psychiatrist about methylamphetamine tablets that come in 5mg doses and he said it can't be prescribed on NHS only private with a £800 cost per prescription and then I would have to find a hospital willing to order it in from a hospital pharmacy as UK law says only hospital pharmacy can order and dispense.
No obviously I can't afford that my not being to work and no insurance private companies in UK will touch it so that leaves me to this post now you got my back story.
I've heard from a friend of a friend you can do a process called methylation of instant dexamphetamine tablets into methamphetamine and I was wondering if anyone has done it before or can point me in right direction to learn how. I know my way around things when it comes to chemicals so I'm not a total beginner but if I get this right it would turn my life around and get my ass back into work and doing something I proud of and make something of myself. Meth totally helped me more than I explain it was the best medicine for my type of adhd and also thanks to my adhd I don't get anything out of abusing stimulants over than a clear head, good focus, controls my anger and impulses, and just makes me a better person in general.
Now you could be reading this thinking what and who is crack pot saying meth turned him into a better person and what you mean can't get addicted to stimulants. And I don't blame you but only someone with adhd would truly understand.
To me it's the limitless pill everything just works and slots into place and my current adhd meds while work abit just don't have the grunt to help me sort my life properly. I don't want to be a sponge on the system no more I want to be like I used to putting into it. There only so much you can sit on your ass.
The only drug I ever was addicted was weed and I stopped that two years ago.
I want to better myself and finding out this process is the best way forward using what I already have to make something that will truly help.
Give me a pm or comment below Cheers and thank you in advance
