Methoxetamine IM 150 mg [experienced] - "user friendly compound"

[dextroflicks]

i have a long history of dissociative use, ketamine, MXE, DXM, 3 meo pcp are my favourites
i have been away from dissociation for a few months so i was really excited to re-gain aces to the inner network of dissociativity.

usually i prepare my mxe the following way:
-i get 15 ml of saline solution and i put it in a 25ml measuring spoon
-i then add my mxe to the spoon and use a jet lighter to heat up the solution until it boils
-i put a tiny cotton ball in the solution & suck the solution with a syringe to filter it out
then i dilute my 15 ml solution with an additional 35ml of saline solution to make 50 ml of 20mg/ml solution.

this time i messed up tho, i did not make the whole mxe solution from the start since i had nothing to store it in and i just randomly
made liquid doses and shot them up with the dosages i felt like.
I still had about half a gram left but very little saline solution and the pharmacies were closed so i couldn't get more saline solution,
so i decided to make a more concentrated solution (100mg/ml) and since i only ha 2 ml of saline solution left i made 2 ml.
i shot up 2.5 units IM (25mg) & i also gave the same amount to my gf. We tripped nicely CEV's and all of that ... something inside me
was not satisfied with the dosage tho, i got reminded of back in the day when i was doing major k holes with 150/200mg im ket and
what awesome conclusions those anesthetic dosages brought me to. So out of nowhere when i was preparing my next injection i had
sort of a "fuck it" moment and just shot up the remaining 1.5ml that had 150mg mxe in it..... and that's pretty much all i remember 8(
i woke up about 5 hours later naked on the floor spinning in circles and laughing my ass off, i had a hysterical episode of laughter that
woke my girlfriend up ... this is where i start remembering things again, she was crying and telling me that i am not being myself (stupidly
i was laughing at the whole situation.... everything was extremely amusing at the time) i found myself in the kitchen pulling on the tap
it took about another 2 hours for me to stop laughing hysterically and go back to sleep. There isn't really much more to say except that
i had a whole day worth of hangover after i woke up finally and a terrible headache (400mg ibuprofen solved the problem) even if i oddly
enjoyed this experience and somehow it made me look at my life in a more optimistic way i don't encourage people taking 150mg mxe,
specially not to beginners ... also to the more experienced dissociative users ... this dosage does have some resemblance of the NDE
anesthesic ket trip but its nothing like it ... im just happy that mxe is very user friendly and i got out of it ok health wise ...

cheers
-dextroflicks

 

[JarBag]

MXE will never been used medicinally at 'anesthetic doses.' I did over 300mg sublingually. Let's say ketamine has that medical potential we're seeing more and more.

Thanks for sharing, fun read.

 

[Solipsis]

OK interesting, thnx for sharing. I want to do MXE IM soon-ish but this shows not to go too far with it. I already thought that there would be physical safety concerns with very high doses and blacking out is a known effect from high dose ketamine (esp when IVed), but if MXE is more stimulating then the blackout can apparently be more hectic.
Reminds me a bit of the PCP overdose horror stories in that it can make you a mindless maniac.

 

[dextroflicks]

yes it can, but afterall all dissociatives have this dark side to the is you take a high enough dosage ... this dosage should definitely not be attempted as a first mxe dosage.
but 20 mg IM of mxe give very very nice results, its just a very mellow state of dissociation with amazing cevs that remind me a lot of 50 - 60 mg IM ketamine ... those mellow cofortable physical shifts through odd realities to the sound of the beat ... if you decide on taking mxe im for a first time i wouldnt take more than 20 mg ... that should yield great results in a safe and comfortable way
cheers

 

[dextroflicks]

sorry to double post but i would like to bump my post up, the conclusions i came to from this experience are actually blissful and i would like to share that
so after a couple of days after this high dosage the essence of what happened in my head while i was passed out came back to me and it ended up being for the best of my cognition (again, i don't recommend this dosage but in retrospect it really did help me understand myself and others a whole lot)
I make electronic music and have always been fascinated by technology, in both aspects of digital and analog and have recently picked up electronics as a hobby.
the whole experience basically transposed my basic knowledge of circuits and open source programming into a cognitive medium resulting in my ability to completely detach myself when speaking to someone and using a little cognitive program i have created while being blacked out as a neutral medium of examining packets of neurological information and changing them to test and debug concepts that might be malicious to the individual i am speaking to. I basically adapted neuronal activity to the basic "man in the middle attack". This is very useful to me, it gave me the possibility to analyze my gf's mind while speaking to her and i think i helped a lot with the depression she is going through. This might sound like madman talk to some but the fellow dissociates that have traveled deep into there own "chip set" disconnected completely from reality know what i'm talking about. This was an NDE in its purest form and i think the health issue of my blackout was a minor one if put in contrast with my discovery and the potential to introspect.
-Cheers, Dextroflicks