Meth Methamphetamine I think i enjoy overamping? Yikes! Help.

[AwesomeBastard]

So I've only done 2 meth binges now. I went right to IV. (I know) I was an opiate addict for 16 years and got sober. I never liked stimulants but I kept hearing about meth sex so I just wanted to try it. I've IV coke quit a bit in the past so I wasn't worried . I thought I'd hate it other than the sex but it was by far the greatest feeling I've ever had and I wouldn't stop until my bag was gone. The first was a gram the second was 2.5g. I always take 6 5mg diazepam pills before I start and 4 5 MG cialis.
So I was in the bathroom hands shaking shooting more as I was literally licking my lips in a sexual manner and felt aouroused as the blood pulled into the syringe. I shot probably another point within an hour making .3 in 4-6hrs and began uncontrollably shaking. All my muscles flexed and I knew that there's probably nothing on earth that could ever make someone feel this good. How dangerous is this? I was probably on about .3 within a few hours at this point with no tolerance hadn't used any drugs in a year. I was pouring sweat shaking and all I wanted to do was flex all my muscles and enjoy that feeling. My question is if it weren't for the 30mg of diazepam and the 20mg of cialis for blood pressure would I have overdosed? I desperately crave this experience again but I think I probably went too far.
Let me know your experience because I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I liked it more than coke (which made me orgasm in 10 seconds) because it felt less deadly and lasted forever but I didn't know about overamping and thought the ld50 is so high I was OK. I did start talking to people who weren't there and hearing/seeing things about 12 hours later but I also continued to redose about once every 4 hours after that until it was gone.
Is it safe to do again (safeish) I know meth isn't safe at all.
Let me know what you think thank you because I plan on doing this again in two weeks (that's a month and a half break).

 

[Pissed_and_messed]

Let me know what you think

Meth is really addictive and deranged stuff. And you are correct, OD risk is remarkable, much more realistic than with amphetamine or methylphenidate. Your doses were really high also, particularly for someone who has no tolerance. People just take it in so great doses because some soothing qualities of meth cover the uncomfortable qualities, but it is anyway heavily taxing on mind and body.

I don't recommend meth. Some people can use it occasionally without the use ever evolving into downward spiral. So I don't claim I know better than some stranger who insists on taking some. But I don't recommend it.

 

[AwesomeBastard]

Meth is really addictive and deranged stuff. And you are correct, OD risk is remarkable, much more realistic than with amphetamine or methylphenidate. Your doses were really high also, particularly for someone who has no tolerance. People just take it in so great doses because some soothing qualities of meth cover the uncomfortable qualities, but it is anyway heavily taxing on mind and body.

I don't recommend meth. Some people can use it occasionally without the use ever evolving into downward spiral. So I don't claim I know better than some stranger who insists on taking some. But I don't recommend it.

Ya i believe its the most addictive thing on the planet and i used to shoot heroin and coke. Ever since I tried it I know I might only be able to control myself because I get tested once a month so i can only use for like 3 days a month idk. I can see this becoming a problem potentially, however I have a really bad anxiety about losing weight so I think that's what will keep me in line. I have a really high metabolism and work out really hard and eat until I feel sick just to maintain 180lbs at 6ft1. I am so much happier since rehab and gaining weight. I was a skeleton before now I'm fairly jacked for my weight. It feels good and I don't want to throw it all away to become a fucking meth head in a abandoned house in the corner shooting meth all day perking off and collecting broken cords.

 

[CFC]

Ya i believe its the most addictive thing on the planet and i used to shoot heroin and coke. Ever since I tried it I know I might only be able to control myself because I get tested once a month so i can only use for like 3 days a month idk. I can see this becoming a problem potentially, however I have a really bad anxiety about losing weight so I think that's what will keep me in line. I have a really high metabolism and work out really hard and eat until I feel sick just to maintain 180lbs at 6ft1. I am so much happier since rehab and gaining weight. I was a skeleton before now I'm fairly jacked for my weight. It feels good and I don't want to throw it all away to become a fucking meth head in a abandoned house in the corner shooting meth all day perking off and collecting broken cords.

Because meth makes you feel really good/positive, the addictive reinforcement is extremely profound compared to pretty much anything else. And yeah, you took waaaaaaaaaaaay too much, irrespective of drug experience. I strongly recommend you try to stop. Do you really want another 16 year addiction?

 

[AwesomeBastard]

Because meth makes you feel really good/positive, the addictive reinforcement is extremely profound compared to pretty much anything else. And yeah, you took waaaaaaaaaaaay too much, irrespective of drug experience. I strongly recommend you try to stop. Do you really want another 16 year addiction?

Of course I do it was alot of fun

Just kidding no I'd don't want another addiction lol. But ya my question was if I did too much and I guess I'm lucky I had Valium and cialis or I'd have probably been in the ER.

 

[Starhigh]

So I've only done 2 meth binges now. I went right to IV. (I know) I was an opiate addict for 16 years and got sober. I never liked stimulants but I kept hearing about meth sex so I just wanted to try it. I've IV coke quit a bit in the past so I wasn't worried . I thought I'd hate it other than the sex but it was by far the greatest feeling I've ever had and I wouldn't stop until my bag was gone. The first was a gram the second was 2.5g. I always take 6 5mg diazepam pills before I start and 4 5 MG cialis.
So I was in the bathroom hands shaking shooting more as I was literally licking my lips in a sexual manner and felt aouroused as the blood pulled into the syringe. I shot probably another point within an hour making .3 in 4-6hrs and began uncontrollably shaking. All my muscles flexed and I knew that there's probably nothing on earth that could ever make someone feel this good. How dangerous is this? I was probably on about .3 within a few hours at this point with no tolerance hadn't used any drugs in a year. I was pouring sweat shaking and all I wanted to do was flex all my muscles and enjoy that feeling. My question is if it weren't for the 30mg of diazepam and the 20mg of cialis for blood pressure would I have overdosed? I desperately crave this experience again but I think I probably went too far.
Let me know your experience because I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I liked it more than coke (which made me orgasm in 10 seconds) because it felt less deadly and lasted forever but I didn't know about overamping and thought the ld50 is so high I was OK. I did start talking to people who weren't there and hearing/seeing things about 12 hours later but I also continued to redose about once every 4 hours after that until it was gone.
Is it safe to do again (safeish) I know meth isn't safe at all.
Let me know what you think thank you because I plan on doing this again in two weeks (that's a month and a half break).

I use to shoot meth just to masturbate. I’d do a shot big enough to make my body have that trembling feeling that won’t stop and intensifies every place u touch. I’d fuck myself for hours and hours squirting and shaking till I collapsed heart pounding in my ears. I’d almost black out sometimes cause I was so hot and could barely breath but I’d be right back touching myself didn’t care if I died just had to cum . It’s a wonder I didn’t die. And o man I shot .10 or .05 of coke one time and my pussy drenched me instantly I locked the door and got my hand down my pants as fast as could. Thought I would die that time to but fuck! Now I’m horny. Shit

 

[AwesomeBastard]

I use to shoot meth just to masturbate. I’d do a shot big enough to make my body have that trembling feeling that won’t stop and intensifies every place u touch. I’d fuck myself for hours and hours squirting and shaking till I collapsed heart pounding in my ears. I’d almost black out sometimes cause I was so hot and could barely breath but I’d be right back touching myself didn’t care if I died just had to cum . It’s a wonder I didn’t die. And o man I shot .10 or .05 of coke one time and my pussy drenched me instantly I locked the door and got my hand down my pants as fast as could. Thought I would die that time to but fuck! Now I’m horny. Shit

Ya I'm with you. Spent about 12 hours masturbating even after I fucked my girlfriend. My dick gets raw everytime I IV meth or coke.
Ya you don't care if you live or die as long as you cum. Lol

 

[fairnymph]

I don’t think that you would have died without being on diazepam and Cialis, but I think you’d have been at least a little uncomfortable. That’s one of the reasons I don’t recommend people take such drugs in advance of doing meth because people should be aware of how meth feels, especially at high doses, without mitigating drugs.

I’ve never been a fan of high doses of any drugs but especially not stimulants. You can get virtually all of the benefits at much lower doses which are much less taxing on the body.